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trottin' through the desert doing interpretive hand gestures..in a dream

About Me

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Tis haiku time!

I'm pretty alright
just often in hermitage
life is but a dream!

Long stretching hallway
many scattered rooms to choose
This one looks nifty

City lights call me
Rolling sloped hills with a view
Waning moon,hello

Ships pass in the night
we look to the horizon
bliss is in the air

rain goes pitter pat
a smile,then a teardrop
weather reflects mood

My Interests



Nonsense and sillyness;which includes but is not limited to:

Dada, (neo)Surrealism;especially fantasy art.
Symbolism.

Being quirkyalone;together(quirkytogether).

Sensitivity/Empathy/Hsp.

Romantic letters with imagery rather then cliche lines.

Magical Crescent moon pendant.

Androgyny.

Talking about dreams.

Escaping.

Doing my own research on wikipedia.

Stalking extroverts,because they won't notice me anyway.

Trying to read what the person next to me on muni is listening to on their ipod,without them noticing.

Hidingin laundry matts.

Exploring different cultures and communities.

Getting in touch with nature.

Mumbling to myself in front of thrift stores.

Coffee; black with sugar.

Weed.

Giggling out of control(Getting a case of the crazies).

jogging.

Animals.

Photography.

Running around town without a plan and getting involved in crazy adventures.

Psychology-observing human behavior(even though it often irritates me).

Myers-Briggs typology.

Enneagram.

Writing,especially categorizing my thoughts and feelings into lists.

Dancing mad crazy like a fox.(usually in my room).

Daydreaming.

Imaginary friends,or imaginary conversations with existing friends.

Analyzing ridiculous things that don't need analyzing.

Long walks by myself,or with somebody else if they are good company.

Pac man,tetris,the sims2.

Diversity!

Defining my mood by an aura color.

Riding up and down escalators.

Spilling drinks and running into walls.

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Music:




electronic


Anggun
Bjork
Dead can dance
Deep Forest
Enigma
Enya
Jan Hammer(beyond the mind's eye)
Juliana
The Knife
Ladytron
Ravers on dope
Royksopp
Sarina Paris
Stefy
Vangelis

(post)New wave/indie/punk/
retro/experimental


Aha
Arcade fire
Ash
Badly drawn boy
Better then ezra
Beatles
Boo radleys
Butthole surfers
Buzzcocks
Catherine wheel
Coheed and cambria
The Concretes
The Cranberries
The Cure
Death cab for cutie
Depeche mode
Elkland
El Perro Del Mar
Fleetwood Mac
Flock Of Seagulls
Frente
Gin Blossoms
Ivy
Joel streeter
Joy Division
Kate Bush
L7
lightning seeds
Live
Magnetic Fields
Mazzy Star
Morrisey
Ned's Atomic Dustbin
New Order
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Paul Simon
The Pixies
Roxy Music
Sonic Youth
Spin Doctors
Silversun Pickups
Sinead O'connor
Siouxsie and the banshees
The Smiths
The Sugarcubes
The Sundays
Tegan and Sara
Toad The Wet Sproket
Trash Can Sinatras
The Undertones
Velvet Underground
Xiu Xiu
XTC
Yaz

Pop/hip hop/r&b/rap

Beyonce
Diddy
Dmx
E40
Goo Goo dolls
Jayz
Keisha Cole
Lil Scrappy
Mary J.Blige
Muse
One Voice
The Paperboy
Pointer Sisters
Snoop Dogg
Snow Patrol

Classical
Bach
Beethoven
Mozart
Vivaldi
I like the baroque sound,but I don't know the names

World/international
Cheb I Sabbah
Gypsy Kings
Los Tucanes De Tijuana
Miriam Makeba
The Pillows
Yvonne Chaka Chaka

I'm eclectic when it comes to genres,but my ears are a little picky.I usually like songs to be melodic in major keys.You know,the kind of stuff I can hop and skip to,and /or make interpretive hand gestures to.

Movies:


The cell
Ghost world
American Splendor
Being John Malkovich
Pieces of April
Crossing Bluegate
Adaption
Thirteen
Alive
Life is beautiful
Final destination
Transamerica
Boys don't cry
About a boy
Monster
Crookyln
Eyes wide shut
Talented mr.ripley
In America
Get rich or die try
Paperhouse
Missisipi masala
Repulsion
Something new
Images
Clueless
The devil and danial johnston
Following sean
Thumbsucker
Rain man
Kung fu hussle
Romy and michelle's high school reunion
Welcome to the dollhouse
Nightmare on elm street 3
The butterfly effect
Friends with money
Never die alone
School of rock
Shallow hal
When I am able to actually pay attention to a movie without zoning out,I love mind F*** flicks.No choppy editing please!That's why I cannot pay attention to most Hollywood films,because the screen bounces all over the place.I usually prefer my own vision of what is imaginative,over the directors vision.Movies involving inner turmoil and mental illness are the best!!

Television:


Freaks and geeks
South park
Seinfeld
FLCL(Furi Kuri)
Will and Grace
Strangers with candy
Simpsons
The Wonder Years
Sister Sister
That's so Raven
True life
My so called life
Roseanne
Trying to guess what's going on in Asian soaps.
Ok,so I came up with a longer list then I would like to admit.In my defense these are mostly old reruns.I don't keep up with pop culture.On average,I can sit in front of the T.V for 5 minutes before I end up in front of my laptop,having forgotten all together that I was watching T.V.I get commercial rage anyway.I CANNOT STAND COMMERCIALS!!!!Especially when they are loud,fast,and bright...and ya know...try to tell me what I should do with my money.I don't like stuff and things,so don't even attempt to brainwash me!

Books:


Go Ask Alice
Flowers for Algernon,by Daniel Keyes.
Nick Hornby-About a boy,How to be good,A long way down
Caviar,by Theodore sturgeon
Who are you?101 ways of seeing yourself,by Malcolm Goodwin
little children,by Tom perrotta
the loners manifesto,by Anneli Rufus
Fat chance,by Leslea Newman

I find if I want to be able to complete novels,I have to be in seclusion,away from distractions such as the internet,or else myspace will be the limit of my literary intake.Thank you myspace forums with content beyond "best looking on the page".The creation of the internet was a miracle for A.D.D kings and queens like myself who want instant information on a wide array of subjects.Thank you wikipedia and google! I really have been trying to get in the habit of completing novels though.It's rather symbollic of the rest of my life that I need to FOCUS!

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My Blog

Fighting that negative voice

    I had a breakthrough.This should be obvious,but positvity is really what I need. I'm going to have to start with myself,with my own cognitive processes.Once I start there,things wil...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:08:00 PST

Them?Me?

 They are ok with not questioning.They are ok with being self complacent.They toss me out like I'm damaged goods.They focus on the familiar,rather then the innovative.They stay rigid in their own...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 06:36:00 PST

the grass is greener on myspace

Thank god I'm not such a sad sack that I feel the need to idolize after celebrities.But I must say,I'm sick and tired of being soo pathetic that I spend my evenings browsing through the pages of peopl...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 11:57:00 PST

the sheep have all the fun

Maybe I should ditch this quest to be different that I have had since the day I was bornMaybe compassion and modesty are for the weakMaybe I should like what everyone else likes,just so we have somet...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:30:00 PST

untitled

I despise this notion ingrained into our minds By who exactly? A notion that we must be of a competitive nature in order to be somebody Always the desire to be the best Have the most What sports team ...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Wed, 31 May 2006 11:30:00 PST

Party of 1

So it's saturday night and I imagine most girls my age are out,meeting people that they are easily impressed by,flirting,and having a good time.Meanwhile,I'm sober(aside from caffeine)entertaining mys...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Sun, 14 May 2006 08:17:00 PST

Nature,landscapes,and objects...Photos taken by an introvert

This is what spring break for an introvert looks like.I love to take long walks by myself,basking in the beauty of everyday treasures.Take into consideration I took these pics on my crappy cell phone ...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 12:59:00 PST

Respect mah prioritahs!

So I was once flipping through a book in the library,sorry I can't remember the title.It was about our life priorities and how it affects our peronalities.IT sumed our needs up into 16 categories,that...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 02:33:00 PST

perhaps i'm a bit obsessive

The problem with me is,I'll be thinking of numerous things at once,but at the same time having a one track mind.Like a bunch of little insignifigant uninteresting thoughts at the same time.Which is wh...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 08:19:00 PST

A random tangent from within my soul

"God Grant me the courage to change the things I can change,the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,and the wisdom to know the difference"-Reinhold Niebuhrs prayer I found this quote to b...
Posted by Tobey;seer of the earth without a plan on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 12:26:00 PST