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THIS SPACE OWNED BYE THE ONE AND ONLY TIGGER® This girl is sooo amazing, and i'm not saying that just 'cause everyone else says it.... I mean it...I know that I could never live without her. I don't know how I did it before. Her name is Sara but I call her eeyore or whatever else pops into my head at the moment. I don't know why but she loves to fall down and she gets hurt about as much as I do, which is alot. mmmmmmm.. she listen to some pretty sweet music because of me hahaha...she is always super cold, even if it's 90 degrees outside she is still wearing a hoodie and jeans, and her hands are freezing. Still to this day she somehow makes me fall in love with her more by the second and I have no idea how she does it. She knows exactly what to say to me when I'm starting to get mad or sad. I'm so happy that I have her in my life....her mom is awesome to... and I know if it wasn't for my mom and dad I would have never met her..... I love sara so much that it makes me mad really it does.. and I just wish that if you read this then you would understand how much I love her----♥

MY LOVE

Anthony…he is completely amazing end of story. I don’t see how no other girl ever saw this. They had to have been blind. I knew from the first day I met him how caring and sweet he was. How much he can really care for someone. He showed me way more about himself that first day then I think he really knew he did. I saw how sensitive he was. And all the pain in him. How much he has been hurt. And I would hate to have to see that look ever again, and I hope I never have to for as long as he lives. He is my world. My life. My everything. And as much as people would like to say or think I know in my heart that he will never do anything to hurt me. There are no words to explain how much I love and care for this boy. The way I feel for him now will never be any less…of course as time goes on my love for him will grow. It does every second I talk to him. The way he stands by my side. When I’m sad and he always turns that around by making me laugh. How he always looks deep into my eyes. How he makes my heart melt with every soft kiss. They way he holds my hand so close and so tight. And how he never lets it go. How he always watches out for me since I’m such a klutz. How he knows exactly what to say when I start to get mad. How he says the cutest things to me and they never seem to get old. The way you play with my hair as we watch TV. The way you stare at me as if seeing me for the first time. How I can never hate you. Not even for all the money in the world. They way you can love me like no one else has. How you don’t walk out on me. The look in your eyes when I say I love you. The way you get my attention. How you can just speak your mind. How your not afraid to tell me what you are thinking even though I am. How you are the only person I could never get annoyed by. The way you seem to always bring the best out in me. How you are the only person I feel completely comfortable around. Knowing that I can come to you for anything. How I feel so much happier knowing I get to see you. The way you brush your fingertips on me while I’m trying to sleep. The way you hold me. The way I feel like I well never feel lost when I’m in your arms. Since you have walked into my life I cant seem to get enough. How peaceful you look when you sleep. How I get lost in your eyes. How it feels like time stops when I am with you. How I get butterflies the first time you kiss me everyday. How my heart skips a beat when you touch me. How we can talk all day and never stop. The way you make me feel safe. How you erase every worry when I see you. The way you put me above all. The way you tell me everyday a million times a day how much you love me and care for me…these are a few of the things that I love about him..this list could go on for days. And I could never get tired of saying how much I love him. I wish people could see how much that really is.
--the reason I don’t wish on stars anymore
Its all because of you.
I have nothing to wish for.
Now that I have you in my life
I can finally see
Its all because of you.
The reason I don’t dream anymore
Its all because of you
There is no reason to dream when you have
Everything you ever wanted
And more
Its all because of you.
The reason I’m writing this
Its all because of you.
You make me better
You believe in me
Even when I don’t.
Its all because of you
Why I still try.
Because of you
I can see straight
Its all because of you
That I no what the true meaning of love is
Its all because of you
Why I love you…

ANTHONY'S POEMS

To Sara:
You are truely beautiful and I want
eveyone to know..
You simply make my hear skip a beat...I
hope you like these

The Simple Three words:

I cannot seem to say
Those three special words
So I'll say something different
Like "You are my whole world."

Those three words are too common
You might think the untrue
So I'll say something different
Like "I'd do anything for you."

If I tell you those three words
You might think me such a bore
So let's say something different
Like "You're all I waited for."

It seems too cliche
To say those words to you
You need something different
Something fairly new

But if you think about it
Those three words are true
So I hope you still listen when
I tell you "I love You."

Your friends are like
fake paper cut outs,
when they get wet
they dissolve and tear,
and I'm the water that
they all fear,
'cause when I'm around
they all disappear,
I'm the attention
that they can't give,
can they give you butterflies,
can they bring you happiness like I do,
can they love you forever,
do they think about you all day long?
do they hold their pillow
close and wish it was you?
do they stare into you beautiful
eyes for hours at a time?
does your voice clear their dark skies?
because it clears most of my raining days
do they know how strong you love is?
I don't think that can or do
And as you drive away,
I know that I have your heart,
and you have mine,
forever and enturnity,
our love will be intertwine,
so please never become,
like them,
fake paper cut outs --

I can't seem to find a way out,
to block out reality,
It's such a hard task!
so why do I spend so much time,
trying to block out reality,
when I could be in it?
reality hurts,
life sucks,
there's nothing new,
then I found you,
the sky turned blue,
no more stroms in my view,
my eyesight cleared with your face,
you'll always be here,
I hope and I pray,
you will always be here,
for me,
love has become reality,
now I want to be in it,
all because of you my love,
you change me,
for the good,
I thank you because you've given me,
something no one else could,
the feeling of love--

"the solemn promise for what it's worth"
I try to tell you
the words in my head,
The unbearable feelings,
feeling of dread,
to say to someone,
"I love you" and mean it
it's the hardest thing to do,
especially when you know
that person loves you to,
I promise not hurt you,
I promise not to leave you,
I promise to help you through anything,
I promise to pick you up,
but not only that but to carry you through,
I promise to try and be your best freinds,
I promise to leave you forever,
these are not individual promise
just that comes with a friend,
that will never leave you even in the end,
You're way more than a friend,
You're my life,
I give you my heart and so much more.--

"love"
love,
it's what we're in,
love,
it's a funny emotion,
you can't control it,
but yet,
you have so much control over me my love,
and you don't even know it,
I would do anything to make you happy,
and now,
I stare into your eyes,
and I feel a wave of peace come over me,
and those eyes make me feel
loved, alive, normal, and needed,
those eyes make me feel wanted,
in those eyes,
I see your past, your hardships, your problems
you desires,
but I don't care about you past mistakes
neither should you,
because I forgive you,
My love for you is beyond words,
and I'll love you till the end of time--

"sara"
You're the only one
who has ever cared enough to get to know me,
You're the only one
who I've ever truly trusted
You're the only one
who has been a true friend to me
You're the only one
who I'll ever share something this special with
You're the only one
who truly understands me
You're the only one
who has ever touched my heart
You're the only one
who could love me as much as you do
You're the only one
I'll ever write poems for
You're the only one
I'll ever cuddle with
You're the only one
who I'll say "I do" too
You're the only one
for me
but,
none of that matters
'cause,
You're the only one
that I'll ever love
forever sara
forever--

I'll put it in simple terms.
You see, there is this girl.
She's my entire world.
And I'm in love with her.

This city is not my home.
You are.
My heart is not my heart.
It's yours.

And when my ship is sinking,
you'll be the first one to hear my S.O.S.

I cry out for you to come to me.
Tears are shed, for I fear I'll lose you.
Tomorrow wouldn't be tomorrow without you.

Every moment should be spent together.
When we're apart you're the only thing
the only thing on my mind.

YOU'RE NOT A WANDERING SOUL ANYMORE.

You'll go down in history
as the girl who stole my heart
and never gave it back.

Keep me up when I'm feeling down.
Heal me when I'm under the weather.
There's only one thing I've ever truly known:
When it comes to forever, we should be
together.

You shot the lights out of the sky
Now you're the only light we have
Show me the way to happiness
Show me the way to selflesness

Be the north star I've been searching for
All alone in this darkened world
Let me feel your embrace once again
Kiss me on the lips so I can love again

Break me out of this prison cell
It feels like hell (IT FEELS LIKE HELL)
Rise above the rest
See me for who I really am

Be my escape from the world
Be my world
Be my reason for living
Be my life

Let's cross the threshold together
Make me believe in someting
MAKE ME BELIEVE

I'm held up only by a string
You can be my rope
You can save me
YOU CAN SAVE ME

It's hard to believe
That in this world
I can find someone like you

I CAN FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU
IN THIS WORLD
I CAN FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU
IN THIS WORLD

Make me believe
I need you now
More than you know

“point”

There is a point in your life when
You think girls have cooties,
There is a point in your life when
You have a crush on a girl,
There is a point in your life when
You have your first girlfriend,
There is a point in your life when
You have you first kiss,
There is a point in your life when
You find your first love,
There is a point in your life when
You lose your virginity,
There is a point in your life when
You heart gets broken,
There is a point in your life when
You’ll find another,
There is a point in your life when
You fall completely in love for the first time,
There is a point in your life when
You go to bed at night and feel
Completely safe,
Because they are right next to you-- I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Have you ever wondered why love exists? What would the world be without love? Love makes you do things that you can't even express fully in words. There are all sorts of love, but for some reason, whenever love is mentioned, your boyfriend or girlfriend comes to mind. Why doesn't your mom? your dad? your grandmother? etc. Love is a powerful thing and I believe it is what keeps the earth rotating in some sort of way. Everyone has a heart, serial killers, drug addicts, strippers! They all do what they do for a reason..Maybe love was a cause of what they do? The absent of it..I notice that people are getting lazier by the day, and thinking is not a part of their everyday lifes now. Do you really think your living? if all you do is talk on the phone, be online, hangout with your friends. Walk down the street and you will notice that no one is living! Living is actually taking in consideration your sorroundings, the birds flying by, the clouds, etc. I suggest you do this at least once, you will understand.

I make my life more confusing then I need to, I don’t think very highly of myself. I think that is because of my mother “you can always do better”. I always think that I am not fulfilling my potential. I truly think that I am not as smart as I could be, and that I don’t try as much as I really could. Yes I know people say things like this for attention so they can have their “ego stroked” as my mother would say. But I on the other hand don’t say this for attention. I have only told two people this my mother and Anthony. Ok, yes I am saying this on here but that is just because no body reads this stuff bedsides Anthony. I am also not one to fully trust people. I honestly only fully trust two people, Anthony and Bear. Neither of them have done anything to make me feel uncomfortable telling them things and having to worry that they are going to tell the whole world. Yes I know some people will be mad at me for this is they actually read this but oh well the truth hurts. And its their own fault. I don’t get close with many people because I know they wont always be around, so why get attached? I defiantly don’t have real close friends for that reason. I am afraid of being to people because I think that they will leave me or give me a reason to push myself away from them, this has happened to me a lot. I am over it for the most part. As bad as this may sound I fear everyday that this will some how end up happening with Anthony, things with him just seem to good to be true. I absolutely hate silence it gives me way to much time to think and I spend endless nights thinking or if anything dreaming my thoughts. I spend way to much time on little details that I don’t see the big picture. I let peoples thoughts get to me and I brew over every little word until it drives me crazy and I cant take it anymore. I am absolutely terrified of not being successful. I am put on a pedestal and I am forever stuck there. It scares me to death too. But I have to live up to the cards that were dealt to me. I am a huge people pleaser and I hate letting people down. I spend way too much time helping and pleasing people that I don’t think about myself. It gets me into trouble sometimes too. I tend to confuse myself a lot with all of this and I believe one day I will go crazy with all of this stuff. I feel I have no control over it, and I have no clue how to stop it…

Bear! Let me tell you, we have gotten so close in the past couple of months. I tell this girl everything. She is the only girl that i fully trust. She is so funny. We do the strangest things ever, and we always will. we are going to get a two person bike one day and bunny suits haha! we hangout all of the time, and i never get bored. from spending all day and night watching movies to finding werid things to keep us busy like coloring with our left hand haha. she is my geogia. and she will be forever. i dont know where i would be without her in my life. certainly life wouldnt be as entertaining at times..i love her! =)
i love you. ♥ :]