~simply me, myself and I~
(my inner me)
not many can truly figure me out
because I live so much
through my inner being...
thinking about anything and nothing.
people often think of me as quiet,
but they wouldnt think so
if they could hear my inner thoughts.
many times,
others dont have a clue
what am I up to,
the impression I give out
and what is going on in my mind are
open poles apart
no wonder most people
really dont know me as well
as they may believe they do
my quiet nature helps me hide
my concerns but,
people who really know me will
also know how much I worry
I can be strong-willed
and weak-willed at various times
of my life depending upon
the conditions and who am I involved with-
and why???
however, it is spontaneity or
impulsiveness which are often the two
things I am lack the most.
letting go or stretching
my boundaries is difficult for me
even when I know its in my best interest.
on the other hand, these same boundaries
and self-set limits make me sincere.
im the kind that will hang in there
even if any real bond
has long been broken between me and a person
its annoying how resilient and persevering
I sometimes can be in areas that involve my
emotions and my heart although I may dont
look like I am but really I do.
it can take me a long time to make changes that
other people would make in an instant.
this is because I tend to analyse
and rationalize my feelings in such way
that these emotional messeges become distorted.
my mind rules over my emotions and
that makes me much more of a thinker than
a feeler even when I do feel
strongly about something or someone,
my mind can confuse me and turn
my emotions inside out.
(im quite capable of living a lie
rather than listening to the
truth of my heart).
I like to keep things myself
but every now and then I indulges myself
by calling a close friend and confiding
that something is worrying me
I can feel uncomfortable
showing my emotions and even if I think
very highly of someone
I am not the type that gush with compliments
or praise.. so when I offer you a compliment
you know I am completely sincere
and when i tell u I LOVE YOU
you know its true...
~arie~
you're the one
that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul
you touch my lips
you're the one
that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side
i'm in ecstasy
i am all alone without you
my days are dark
without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom
my morning shines
and i can see
your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside
every time
i hear our music play
reminds me of the things
that we've been through
in my mind
i can't believe it's true
but in my heart
the reality is you
i am all alone without you
my days are dark
without a glimpse of you
but now that you came
into my life i feel complete
the flowers bloom
my morning shines
and i can see
your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside
I LIE
I DRINK
I SWEAR
I FIGHT
NoBoDy CaN cHaNgE mE...
CoZ iTz Me…
BuT tHeReZ 1 GoOd ThInG
AbOuT mE,
I LOVE
DEEPLY.
ENDLESSLY.
~arie~
"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave It in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
Nature to LOVE...
once there was a MAN
passing by a river,
he saw a SCORPION
drowning
the man tried to save the scorpion
the scorpion stung him
the man tried to save the scorpion again
and it stung him again
another man came and pass by the river
and ask him
why do you keep on saving the scorpion?
it will only sting you more
and the man answered him
its the nature of the scorpion to sting,
it is my nature to love.
why would I give up my nature to love?
just because its the nature of the scorpion to sting?
dont ever give up loving
just because some might hurt you or sting you
just remember,
its your NATURE to LOVE...