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I'm just a girl, 22 years mean nothing(now 23 :( ), i can't grow up into what people expect me to grow up to. I'm so simple, i love nature, i love music, i love animals, i love to have some time for myself every day, no matter how short. I find myself in a world where i don't belong, immigration is something hard face, my friends are back in the place i grew my heart in, but when i go back i feel that i don't belong there anymore, people i once knew are gone(not just physically). Now this huge city tries to eat my hope, tries to bend me down to my knees, and i'm fighting so hard, but work and school make me feel i 'm not living at all, the city is winning this one... Now want to know something more physical?, well, i'm skinny, i can't help that, i've been like this always, only 110 pounds, and that's with clothes on. I hate it, but it seems helpful for my medical condition. I'm tall, not as tall as i thought i was before coming here, but average tall; 5.6". My skin is brownish, not dark, but not white. I'm a colombian, what can i do? I'm cute, that's all, but i'm a difficult person, don't try to understand me.