Jolo

hello I'm Jonn Kenneth Laurence A. Gonzales my friends well If I'll have a friend maybe he/she?? will call me joLo I don't have a friend in this unfair world maybe my parents regret that they made a son who has done nothin right n all he ever did was spendin money in useless stuff... no one would even dare come near me because I'm a big fat stinky loser I haven't even had a gf in my hopeless 15 yr. life... and in school instead of studyin what have i been doing sleeping,making noise i have done nothin right in my useless life n my parents they are so kind they let me borrow their car n what have i done??? i scratched it....... and now i'm goin to waste my money once again by buying a useless drumset.takin drum lessons even though i know i'm never goin to be good at it and i'm also goin to attend a review class in june n obviously i won't learn anything one more thing when you go to a mall,skate park,concert,party n so on I may be there but you won't notice me you may not see me at all bec. i'm the kind of person whom you just walk over u may not read this bec. who would bother lookin at a profile of a punk assed loser i can also compose songs maybe i already composed 4-6 songs i can't remember who wud remember when what you do in your life is meaningless no one appreciate what i've been doin so why bother showing others what i've done-to be continuedI'll continue this story in my pathetic life after i think about somethin elseIt's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you I know I'm pathetic, I knew when she said it a loser, a bum's what she called me when I drove her home well i guess this is growing up