my heart hurts for |
the people i cannot help. i was recently told about this private online community that people post pictures and stuff on and i'm just like wow. my heart hurts for the people there. seeing pictures are...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 19:54:00 GMT |
there are so many options |
i need to talk about life. everyone is gone tomorrow. my list making skills will come in handy tomorrow while im alone all day. grr. something good happened for me but what about her? i want her here ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 04:56:00 GMT |
i dont know what the fuck im doing |
im stuck here with no job and no way home. i feel like im just stuck. i tried my hardest and that wasnt good enough. now i dont know what to do. i cant find a job to save my life. i have an apartment ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 16:48:00 GMT |
Havent done this in a while... |
Got one hell of a migraine a-brewin'. You know what that tells me? That I need to chill the eff out. Or that I ate something weird that I'm allergic to. But I'm sticking with the fact that it's stress...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 21:01:00 GMT |
Trying to start fresh |
I deleted my emails from him. I love reading them but it breaks my heart every time. Deleting them was also heartbreaking but in a different way you know? I need to go to FL with a clean slate. Nothin...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 23:43:00 GMT |
If you care about me at all read this. :) |
I'm about to make yet another important decision in my life. I sit here listening to Switchfoot and Jon says "This is your life are you who you want to be? Is it everything you dreamed that it would b...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 11:42:00 GMT |
I can’t explain how I feel because there aren’t words... |
but I'm going to ramble and see if any of it makes any kind of sense. I'm trying so hard to focus on the good in my life but the bad keeps jabbing me in the ribs giving me a jolt just to let me know i...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 18:10:00 GMT |
Come on hear the Illinoise |
Illinois is the most beautiful state to drive through. The sky is so bright blue and the coulds are huge and fluffy. It's so flat that we saw a rainstorm over a town miles away but everywhere else was...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 19:41:00 GMT |
I need to know like now. |
My heart just isn't here right now. If I'm supposed to be in FL then I need to be there. If not then I need to go get my heart and my passion back. I just can't stop thinking about it. I went to visit...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 17:39:00 GMT |
BAM Schmoozle! |
Holy crap best weekend in such a long time. I got to see so many amazing people and so many good bands. We met up with Lisa and Suzi on Friday and headed up to Poughkeepsie to see the Bamboozle pre sh...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 18:38:00 GMT |
