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bridgette; jellyfish.

i lose myself on a regular basis

About Me


amazing doesnt even begin to explain it.
this is me...
my name is bridgette
and i am imperfect.
memphis saves lives!!!
i like what i like. i like boys. i like girls.
call it what you will.
i am currently a monogamist.
i am, with out a doubt, thee loudest person you will ever meet in your entire fucking life.
i am very simple in many ways & very complex in others.
i am so outgoing its fucking scary.
i am agnostic. i enjoy learning about different religions. leave it at that.
i fall short when it comes to a lot of shit.
but i try. and thats what really counts, right?
i am not a virtuoso when it comes to anything at all.
but one day: i will be.
i am easily ammused & often tend to smile for no reason.
it doesnt take alot to make me sad. it does to make me angry.
i wish people didnt notice it when im unhappy;
simply because unhappiness manifests more unhappiness.
i have a good & bad side just like everyone else.
i find people, in general, very arrogant & ignorant.
i really try my hardest not to be.
i trust way too easily, i know this, i cant change it & it usually gets me screwed over in the long run.
but at least im not jaded.
my bestfriends are the most amazing people ever.
they are:
i am in love with music. its beautiful. its real.
the rubix cube is both jesus & the devil.
i wear pants until they are literally falling apart.
i could believe that vitamin water ran through my blood.
andy warhol is not art. salvador dali is.
i enjoy making people feel awkward.
i am so white, i glow under a black light.
i am heavily addicted to creativity.
i love learning new vocabulary & reading the dictionary.
i rarely spell anything correctly.
i own a wide assortment of umbrellas, yet, never use them.
chess is the most intense game of all time.
zebra print is totally rad.
zombies are completely amazing, even though they totally scare the shit outta me.
mixtapes remain the best present a person could give.
if i start a movie, i must finish it. thee end.
i believe black & white photos tell a story.
colored photos make the story pretty.
the one thing the world will never have enough of is the outrageous.
id like to think that everyone finds their wonderwall,
because itd be really sad if they didnt.
favorite quotes:
"i cant get me fucking up hardcore!" -steve adams
"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. And others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good. And some are good, struggling with the evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one." -unknown
"mistakes are almost always of a sacred nature. never try to correct them. on the contrary: rationalize them, understand them thoroughly. after that, it will be possible for you to sublimate them." -salvidor dali
"What is it that makes us humans stop and crane our necks to get a view of catastrophe? I have gawked at my own share of traffic accidents and disaster scenes. They fascinate me, just as they do most people, and it bothers me that I don’t know why. Maybe when I gaze at a hurt human being I’m trying to take in the idea of my own fragility, or perhaps I’m glad to see that some sort of trauma has passed me by." -martha beck
befriend. secret. speak aloud. convos. comrades. writings.
basically thee perfect moment.
i long to recreate it.

My Interests

alpha omega;
music.
art.
my best friends.
tea.
love.
sushi.
vitamin water.
tattoos.
septums.
psychology.
his dark materials.
kisses.
hugs.
sex.
garden state.
the perks of being a wallflower.
autumn.
bawls.
gangsta hats.
being a gay guy in a girls body.
zombie movies.
serial killers.
swings.
yellow tunnels.
shitty cars with great sound systems.
the word fuck.
& the word twat.
dancing.
swaying.
living the moment.
city lights at night.
lovely boys.
beautiful girls.
rain.
stars.
hips.
hobo gloves.
leaf piles.
ADHD.
300.
feeling epic.
laughing.
smiling.
screaming.
showers.
halloween.
hair dye.
concerts.
sleeping.
and/or napping.
esp with your best friends.
staying up way past dawn.
meaningful conversation.

I'd like to meet:

A Boy Who Thinks I'm Worth The Effort.
And The Peak To Mine And Shelbys Mountain... Ollie Sykes

Music:

music is the air i breath.
want band names? ask.
Currently Listening To trivium-
ascendancy.
jonas brothers-
jonas brothers.
metro station-
metro station.
otep-
the_ascension.
ill nino-
one nation underground.
dimmu borgir-
death cult armageddon.
tokio hotel-
scream.
children of bodom-
are you dead yet?
portugal.the man-
waiter: "you vultures!"
bring me the horizon-
count your blessings.
placebo-
meds.
in flames-
come clarity.
psychostick-
we couldn't think of a title.
into eternity-
the scattering of ashes.
manchester orcastra-
like a virgin losing a child.

and anything by:
ANTHONY FUCKING GREEN!
johnny whitney.
conor oberst.
aaron rothe.
cedric bixler-zavala & omar rodríguez-lopez
& mixtapes made by jenn.
Life Goals have a completely original idea.
go to a techno club in new york.
learn the guitar.
vote.
move out & find a home of my own.
learn to say the alphabet backwards.
become a tattoo artist.
go to the uk.
learn to accept myself as i am.
survive a zombie invasion.
escape the labyrinth & find the great perhaps.

Heroes:

the reasons im alive:
steve.
jenn.
jessiicka.
shelb.
alex.
farris.
heather.
kaila.
kelby.
johnny.
megan.
jamie.
thomas.
trey.
emily.
sharoanie.
leanne.
anthony green.
aaron rothe.
matt good.
max green.
sommer ata and lauren steil.

My Blog

there are so many people that excel me.

so many people that are more beautiful than me.so many people that are smarter than me.so many people that are funnier than me.so many people.there are approx. 6,470,818,670 people in this world.and i...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:46:00 PST

i really am happy for all of my friends.

im happy that they could all find what they needed in life.whether it consisted of me being in their lives or not.which ever works for me...as long as they have what they want.and right now : they do....
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 07:18:00 PST

content.

con·tent2 adj. Desiring no more than what one has; satisfied. Ready to accept or acquiesce; willing. i am the first of these 2 definitons.how could i not be?i have the best friend in the entire wor...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 02:30:00 PST

perks of being a...

i want to thank you for being one of those people who listens and understands and doesn't try to sleep with people even though you could have. i really mean it, and i'm sorry i've put you through this...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:16:00 PST

i dont want to ever go to sleep again.

it was a dream.it was a dream.it was a dream.but damn...did it feel real.and ive never been so scared of anything in my whole life.promise. okay...so this is how it played out: i was with emmy.we were...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:31:00 PST

would you bring me the horizon...?

about 60 days.god...i could fall in love with the date.i could fall in love with you...but i lie.you lie.hell maybe we're perfect for eachother.fall for me...i'll rise for you.promise....
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 02:47:00 PST

my elbows are ripped to shit...

...and so are my legs and hips. but i feel wonderful...none the less. the world is beautiful when you really look at it.   i am in love with nothing in perticular.?...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 11:56:00 PST

just let your pupils fucking dialate.

see me. thats all i want.         god i wish i could just be beautiful for you. "one last false apology...help me get over you."...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 05:50:00 PST

i hope that you understand...

that im not okay right now...i wasnt okay a week ago...and i probably wont be okay a week from now.i am unstable.and i wish i was stable...i just dont know how to be.believe me.i really do.and i dont ...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:27:00 PST

circle with a cross inside.

zodiac killeryou are but that.do you feelas she's screaming?do you feelas she gasps?you are cunning.you are feared.but what the hell is your plan?what are the thoughts behind your madness?are you a mo...
Posted by bridgette; jellyfish. on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:10:00 PST