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kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd]

And now that I'm stronger I've figured out how this world turns cold and breaks through my soul.

About Me

Why should it take losing everything
to realize it might be time to change?


People travel to wonder
at the height of the mountains,
at the huge waves of the seas,
at the long course of the rivers,
at the vast compass of the ocean,
at the circular motion of the stars,
and yet they pass by themselves
without wondering.
-Saint Augustine

I'm Kirstyn.
Pronunciation: Cursed-In

Things that make my life amazing:
God. Friends. Church. Books. Starbucks. Paris. Green Tea Lattes. Celtic Music. Chocolate. Dreams. Journals. Candles. Sensual Amber Lotion. Concerts. Rain and Storms. Leaves. Wandering. Ivy. Acoustics. Trees. Europe. A Fine Frenzy. New York. Flowers. Nighttime. Marble. Reed Diffusers. Fall Colors. Art. Lip Gloss. Shoes. Hugs. Scarves. Poetry. Riding Bikes. Disneyland. The Metro. Pictures. CO Bigelow. Therapeutic Thursdays. The Effect. Tegan and Sara. Sparkling Cider. Lyrics. Pumpkins. Anything European. San Francisco. Music. Pretty Lights. Fireplaces. Passion. Ambition. Motivation. Inspiration. Observation. Late Nights. Wind. Indie. The Fleur de Lis. Nature. Castles. Dancing. Splattered Paint. Roses. Plaid. Star Gazing. Fashion. Holidays. Accents. Lush. Love.
Get up, get out,
make this be for something.
Or else it's all just nothing.
It's on the strength of observation and reflection that one finds a way. So we must dig and delve unceasingly.
-Claude Monet
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Future Place of Residence:

My Interests

Traveling, writing, acting, singing, photography, reading, history, art, journaling.

I'd like to meet:

A guy.
That will love me for who I am.
That I can love and trust with all my heart.
To prove to me that all guys aren't the same.
To help me check-off my list.
And that will roam the world with me.♥
And anyone else worth meeting.

Music:

A Fine Frenzy, The Rocket Summer, Tegan and Sara, Everyday Sunday, Search the City, Anberlin, Panic! At the Disco, This Providence, Rascal Flatts, The Almost, OneRepublic, Seventh Day Slumber, Sanctus Real, Run Kid Run, Secret and Whisper, Until June, Deas Vail, HelloGoodbye, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Meg and Dia, Staind, Something Corporate, The Higher, Ingrid Michaelson, We the Kings, The Feeling, Sugarland, Goo Goo Dolls, Vampire Weekend, Feist, The Format, The All-American Rejects, Kate Nash, Eisley, Relient K, Lily Allen, Moneen, Crossfade, Saosin, Say No More, The Fray, Letterkills, Imogen Heap, Ivoryline, My American Heart, The Audition, Sara Bareilles, Making April, Silverstein, A Thorn for Every Heart, Glen Hansard, Marketa Irglova, Once Soundtrack, Phantom of the Opera.

Movies:

Phantom of the Opera, Pride and Prejudice, Atonement, The Holiday, Tristan & Isolde, Harry Potter, Scoop, The Count of Monte Cristo, The Man in the Iron Mask, Once, Lord of the Rings, The IST Pirates of the Caribbean, Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin.

Television:

Seinfeld, Friends, The Office.

Books:

Harry Potter, Twilight, The Sisters of Faire Isle, Midnight Bride, Speak, Atonement, I am Rembrandt's Daughter, Scribbler of Dreams, The Fool's Tale, Elsewhere, The Principles of Uncertainty, The 1000 Journals Project, I Capture the Castle, The Tales of the Frog Princess, Beauty, Beauty Sleep, A year in Europe, The Lords of Whitecastle, Phantom of the Opera, A Rose for the Crown, The Innocent, The Exiled, The Uncrowned Queen, The China Garden, A Countess Below Stairs, The DaVinci Code, Pride and Prejudice, No Shame No Fear, Beware Princess Elizabeth, The Other Boleyn Girl, The Forbidden Doors, The Guardians of Time, Gift Wrapped by God, The Purpose Driven Life, The Bible.

Heroes:

JESUS. Holly Byrom. Alison Sudol. Bryce Avary. Jennifer Nettles. Keira Knightley. Claude Monet. Paul Signac. Thomas Kinkade.

Kirstyn's DETAILS

Status: Single.
Here for: People.
Orientation: Straight as a line.
Hometown: Worland, Wyoming.
Religion: Christian. [Unhypocritical]
Sign: Taurus.
Smoke / Drink: No/No.
Children: Someday Maybe.
Occupation: College Student.
Supervisor at Papa Murphy's.

My Blog

This Path.

It's so useless. Dead end after dead end, this path that we're on. So young, so unwilling to believe there has to be an end. Making the same mistakes over and over again, foolishly we think we can now...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:50:00 PST

Maze.

What do you do when you've lost your will to live? When everyday is a battle. When dragging yourself out of bed becomes a major obstacle. What happens when you've lost the passion for everything you o...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Sun, 11 May 2008 02:59:00 PST

Reality?

You’d think I’d learn from the past.How many times will the same thing happen?How many times will I not foresee what is so obviously coming?When all the steps are the same, the motions unc...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:10:00 PST

Apathy.

I’m so sick of life. Apathy is all there is. I’m sick of school. I’m sick of work. Sick of the everyday grind. I’m sick of myself. I’m scared as hell when I think about t...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:19:00 PST

Pedestals.

     It's ridiculous how we can get so wrapped up in the details and trivial matters of our lives and what's happening to us (or NOT happening), that we forget about everything tha...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 02:40:00 PST

Circles.

             Where does motivation come from, if not from the self? Is it some energy in the air that could dissipate or reappear at any time? If ...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 01:05:00 PST

Hopeless Case.

It's always about you. What you want. What you do. How you feel. Tell me, what do you see when you look in the mirror? Go ahead, plaster that smile upon your face. Lighten the tone of your voice to ma...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 09:15:00 PST

Far Gone.

It's finally over I'm finally through It took a year But I'm finally over you.   There's no more worrying No more wishing for a chance I'm finally free I'll wait for a new romance.   Thoug...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 06:32:00 PST

Hurry Up and Wait.

Love is an action. An event. A feeling. A need. A savior. Even a terror. Love cannot be made. Although it is one, we cannot create this work of art or masterpiece and make it how we want it. We can no...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 04:00:00 PST

Does it?

I hate how things change.I hate how people change.I hate how someone you know becomes someone you knew.I hate how someone you used to be so close to becomes a complete stranger.I hate memories an...
Posted by kirstyn♥{trading in}[in mexico till 22nd] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:25:00 PST