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I am aware. I believe the first step in going in the right direction is to be consciously aware. Now that I'm aware I can move forward with what is supposed to be. I believe everyone can and will be aware one day. If you are reading this, you were meant to read this. If that last sentence rung a bell, ask me. I may have a message for you. I'm really not that creepy..promise LOL.
I'm a very loyal person if the trust is there. I wear my heart on my sleave and on my sleeve it will be. I am very laid back to were a t-shirt a jeans is what I always wanna be in. I dont like to dress up. I look for experiences more then material things. If I had good company Id be perfectly happy living in a tent. The little things in life make me the most happiest. I appreciate the universe in all its glory. A smile from a perfect stranger makes me feel good. Loud sounds for long periods of time get to me. I dont like to screem over people and sounds. Im here moving forward and watching the signs.
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for college: drink alcohol, party,and you're pretty much a free spirit. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who are aware. People who look at the big picture. People who are not so preoccupied with themselves and the world. People whith truth in their smiles. People with good intentions. People who know what they want. People who are capable of critical thinking. People who have an opinion. People who can agree to disagree. And ur mom.

I see all this potential, and I see squandering. An entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

"I am neither especially clever nor especially gifted. I am only very, very curious.â€ -Albert Einstein

My Blog

Stairwells

Up and down Left and right Forwards and backwards Dark and bright Not down No, not down I wanna go up I think I'll go up today Up it is Its the only way
Posted by on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 00:44:00 GMT

rhyme time with scottika

Its almost 10pm. Today has been a relatively good day for me&Completed many of the works presented to me. Made a significant progress on my "Service Contract" horror. There was a period of...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 23:29:00 GMT

Dig My Hole

Kill meCut my heartShoot my soulTear me apart Make me bleedLet me feelGive me the painIt's the only thing that's real Rid my refugesAnd soak me in bleachBurn me to ashMake me feel weak Ring the morgue...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:10:00 GMT

11/11

Today is November 11th. 11/11!!! I have the tattoo to remind me of this day.
Posted by on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 19:56:00 GMT

Three cheers for Bonanza Jellybean

Even Cowgirls Get the Blues (1993) Sissy Hankshaw: They're drugged? Bonanza Jellybean: Oh, come off it, Sissy. What do you mean, drugged? Every living thing has a chemical composition, and anything th...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 15:24:00 GMT

A-OK

Im Ok, and youre fucked upand you, and you, and everybody else whos not like me, including mewhen Im not like I want to be Im fucked tooNobody is OK
Posted by on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:41:00 GMT

Not calm, numb! by David H

A friend shared this with me. Damn him for clocking my T.Ripping, renting,Tearing at space,Corrupting the moment,Distorting the place.Bubbling, seething,Nest of emotions,Struggling for sense,Of confl...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 09:16:00 GMT

Just Three

In the depths of Hell, three steps down.. was there a passage back or were the doors forever closed... the tumpet's were blaring loud... was that for my redemption or was that for my destruction... fr...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 10:44:00 GMT

Sarah McLachlan couldnt have put it any better

And the video is awesome because Aiswarya Rai is in it!!
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 18:43:00 GMT

Unfamiliar PLace

Unfamiliar place, I see it nowI see it pace my speedslowing my getaway.Unfamiliar place, how did I get here?It's with mepart of my everyday.Unfamiliar place won't you leave?let me be?don't take away f...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 19:25:00 GMT