This letter was written to my daughter who passed away.
I love you Cheyenne...
“Happy Birthday“
3/11/04
Today is your Birthday Baby.
You would be 3 years old today!
Everyday I think about youWondering what you would be doing at this momentWould you be driving me to pull my hair out?
Cuddled up against me while I watch Law & Order on TV?
Tearing the house apart like your little sister does?
Every minute I feel you with me.
I cry myself to sleep wishing we will meet againOh I love you so much.
I always told myself I’d name my first daughter “Cheyenne“
March 11th is a special day to me.
It was the day you came into my life.
Even though you were here for a brief moment, you’ve touchedmany people around you.
I want you to know that you will never be forgotten!
DADDY LOVES YOU!
I have so many things to tell you, so I’ll tell you thru my prayers.
Please give me strength to go on.
I didn’t know whether or not to buy you a cake today and share itwith your brother and sister.
How about I light a candle and write you this letter?
I know you’re looking down on me wondering why I’m crying as I type this letter
I wish I could have seen you graduate Kindergarten, 1stGrade, Elementary, Jr. High, High School and College.
I wish I could see you go on your first date.
I wish I could give you away at your wedding like a father is supposed to do.
Baby don’t worry, because one day we will meet again and I will sit you on my knee
I will talk to you for hours and hours.
We will have a whole eternity together.
Happy Birthday Baby!
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