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Coley-Coles

I don't suffer from insanity - I enjoy every minute of it

About Me

So it's a new year filled with new possibilities! Are you ready? Because I totally am...
Well what can I say about myself? I'm a nerdy, dorky, quarky, silly person you can ask anyone. Ummm so my name is Nicole. I'm a student at Citrus college drowning in essays and homework. I'm a Psychology major who wants to council children who were victims of violence. reasons for it are due to my accident. Yes I was in an accident, for more info go Here . I really like meeting new people and once I get comfortable I become a social butterfly. When I want to be I'm pretty talkative. I made a pact with myself that when I turned 18 things would be different. No more shyness and letting things I really want slip by. I'm 21 now and I've made good on my pact several times and have gotten what I wanted. I'm proud of me and really have confidence now. I am determined and a good person. So, do you think I'm worth getting to know? Screw that, I am totally worth it.
AOL: ColeyColes86
Yahoo: xxlunastarzxx
By the way - don't try to add me unless you message me first!
The greatest irony of love - Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Most relationships tend to fail, but not because of the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just for past times while the one who truly loves us, remains either a friend or a stranger. So here's a piece of advice; Let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love just isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before.I'm Nicole (or Coley, Cole, Coley-coles, Nicoley, Nicoletta, Nic-a-cola, Nic, Nicky... whatever)
My best friend is my momma amd a few priceless others
I see the world through rose colored glasses
I'm 21, 22 on November 14
I would die without my best friends & music (seriously)
I'm so awesome when I go fishing and turn the pole upside down I still catch the best fish
I'm a terrible liar
I'm compassionate and sweet
I can't wait to go off to a university (to be on my own experiencing life!)
I haven't grown since highschool I stopped at 5'4 (I love making everyone come down to me for hugs!)
I wasn't allowed to eat more than one candy a day when I was younger
I know I have OCD over the dumbest things
My mom has told me I'm a little crazy several times
Subway is a gift from God
I will probably be an old lady with a huge garden and a house with big windows
Karaoke is awesome, try it
I've been called a tease, a flirt, & a cutie
I pick at my food (it takes forever for me to eat and everyone hates it)
Senior year was the best ever
I am obsessed with the top bread crust, pizza crust as well
I won't mind if my boyfriend takes me to the cheap $3 movie theater (as long as he holds my hand)
I love stealing guys hoodies and shirts (if you give me yours, it becomes officially mine)
I love pictures (& now that I have a picture phone I take them all the time)
I often tell people I'm awesome. I'm not concieted, I swear
I love my twice a day walks (I have no idea why)
When I get the courage I'll be getting 1 or 2 tattoos
I may possibly become a vegetarian when I move out
I say y'all
I say frijoles (& my ninas are the best)
I'm always called a youngen being the youngest of my friends
I'm obsessed with mustard
I'm terrified of gaining my weight back (& I shouldn't be the way I watch myself)
I adore reading
I think I'm pretty (no matter what I say)
I really don't think my singing is that great
I get turned on by kissing
I'm fricken crazy
I'm a virgin (oh dear!)
Nothing wrong with being close to your mom (mine is my best friend)
I'm a shopaholic
My favorite colors are pink and orange
I need a "sensitive" kinda guy
I have no problem telling people what I think of them
I smile 99% of the time
I don't like smokers (its gross don't do it around me)
I love sleeping with my Monkey (Littlefoot from The Land Before Time)
I love veggies and fruit
Every November 1st I have a breakdown (accident anniversary)
I doodle my name and my crushes constantly
I'm emotional
I can't wait to fall in love
I'm stubborn (& i always get my way)
I'm crazy about things being even (& if something isn't I'm distracted)
I hate pot roast and roast beef
I like faery's
You dare me, I'll do it
I've kissed girls
I go out with anyone once
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My Interests

I sing, read, write, go to church, listen to the radio, totally a Buffy fan, other then that not much television. I hang out with friends. I really like to go out and have a great time. I love taking pictures because its a great way to document stuff. I love to be outside and if we're hanging out and your keeping me cooped up prepare for me to give a lame excuse so I can leave. If you wanna know anything else ask!

Serene on the outside
Frozen deep inside
Smiles filled with language
Eyes drowning in anguish
Words all sentences are inaudible
Silence is deafening
Distance is safe
A kiss is pain
Never will there be trust
Never can there be truth
Numbing are the words
Broken is the heart

I'd like to meet:

Anyone really, you have to be beyond cool though. I mean you gotta be able to tell it like it is as well as take it as it is. Really no bullshit. I like honest people, I can't stand people who keep secrets and talk shit. I’ve had a hard life believe it or not, so I’ve no time for drama and meaningless problems. I believe in saying what's on your mind regardless of what it is. You know standing up for what you believe in, it's an awesome trait I think. I know I’m crazy like that. Also, don't send me a friend request without messaging me as well. Really I won't add anyone without that because like, who are you? How do I know whether I want you as my friend? I’m not going to be part of that whole "lets see how many friends I can get on myspace" crap. If you think your beyond cool we should chat sometime, I promise it'll be the greatest encounter you ever have haha!

One day your prince will come. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.
Now, I gotta do my guy requirements haha! Ummm...well lol ok I am looking for My Secret Agent Lover Man!!! I like a guy who can make me laugh and also get serious when I need him to. I’m such a hopeless romantic that I love all the sweet little things that can be done. I do them for my guy as well because I’m a giver. Also, I want a guy who doesn't take my flirting with others seriously, I lightly flirt with everyone, even girls!!! I’m not saying that he can't flirt either, I’m not a hypocrite. He’s gotta be ok with my weird nerdiness and understand some of my insecurities because just like everyone else, I got them. And he can't be a couch potato because I definitely am not. I have my lazy days just like everyone, but I’m an active person so he's gotta be able to keep up with me. Sweetness is a great trait. I am all for suddle pda!! (Public displays of affection) you know, holding hands, kissing, hugs, sweet little displays!! Let’s see...I like them honest!! I can't stand liars so if your one, don't bother with me. Also when I bring him around my family and friends he can't be antisocial!!! I hate bringing guys around my family and having them just sit there and not socialize, its annoying so don't do it. I guess that's it lol let me know if you think you qualify!?!

Music:

I have no preferences I listen to everything except yodeling because like...ew. haha really though I'll admit I'm a pop diva, I like boy bands, r&b, country, rock, classic rock, alternative, emo, oldies, music from people like the Rat Pack and others from that era, I like spanish, some rap, techno, and many others who's categories I can't think of.

Movies:

I'm a sucker for lots of types of movies I have a wide variety of tastes including:
Romance, even the bad ones
Comedies
Horror, especially the classics like The Shining
Just one question - Since when does lots of gore and blood qualify as scary?
Long Epic-like movies like Gone With the Wind
Musicals, the best are the ones with actors like Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly
Disney!!! Beauty and The Beast is my favorite
Paradies like the Scary Movie ones
Mystery
Comic based movies like Spiderman, X-Men, ect.

Television:

Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Angel
Gilmore Girls
One Tree Hill
Grey's Anatomy
The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
Codename Kids Next Door
Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends
The Suite Life Of Zack and Cody
Phil Of The Future
Beverly Hills 90210
Charmed
All My Children
One Life To Live
General Hospital
Ellen
Heroes
Dirt
Pushing Daises
Gossip Girl
The Simpsons
Top Chef
Project Runway
30 Minute Meals
Ace of Cakes
Unwrapped

Books:

I read a lot of everything. Mostly horror, suspense, fantasy, and romance novels.

Heroes:

My mother, Lord only knows how she's been able to make it through everything she deals with. She never lets me give up no matter what.

My Blog

The pages of my heart

Actually you'd be surprised that by the title of this blog I only mean to say - very basically might I add - that I love books. Its been agonizing for me these last few months of school. Trying my har...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:46:00 PST

My heart

She is my heart - and when she's breaking - my heart is too. If you know then you know then you know why I need your prayers. If you don't know then give me your prayers blindly...please....
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 12:37:00 PST

Over it

Yea there's a lot going on. And there was something holding me back for a few months. Something that sent me into a haze. I was constantly worrying over it - over him. And why? That's the conclusion I...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 11:14:00 PST

My insanity

Nothing is clear meaning my world is hazy. As I look around I feel dazed like everything is moving faster than me. Stuck in this vortex just watching slowly. Been thinking about so many different thin...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 03:15:00 PST

My *Perfect* Boy

Hilarious as I listen to Teachme from Musiq (Soulchild) haha~*~PERFECT GUY SURVEY~*~SECTION 1Hair color? Anything from brown to black pleases me.Eye color? I'd love it if his eyes were like mine so th...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 11:25:00 PST

My realizations

Yesterday was November 1st, as I'm sure some of you know it's the one-day of the year that is hardest for me. It's the anniversary of my accident. And yesterday marked my ninth year. I do try my harde...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 04:26:00 PST

Losing my mind

Maybe I am crazy. My mind can never focus on one issue in my life. Since there are many there is always a variety of things circling about in my head. I cry easily. And lately it seems as though anyth...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 07:03:00 PST

You get on my nervous, what I’m not mean I’m honest!

It's funny as I sit here listing to Brandy's Full Moon cd there's a particular song that kind of relates right now. The only difference is that all she says isn't in a relationship way for me but rath...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:57:00 PST

My lesson

I've found that to truly live I must let goIf I want to find my path I need to stop searchingLife has no guides to followAnd that I must acceptI need to allow people into my heart without the fear of ...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:00:00 PST

The battle

You've proven to bePretty worthless to meThe words that you saidStill remain in my headI try to be strongKnowing that you were wrongReasons I cannot findAs to why you left me behindAnd even with all y...
Posted by Coley-Coles on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 10:56:00 PST