"Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash

About Me

I could never imagine life without chaos and dysfunction. It wasn't until I admiited that there is a power greater than myself, that I achieved anything worth talking about. Humility is the key to my existance. Remaining teachable and open minded enough to believe that there is another way to live life. A life without Chaos, horror and alcohol. Remaining greatful for all I do have, and never minding what I don't have, or worrying about what you have...and why I deserve it more. I am not that important, nor do I want to be. I try to allow others the same dignities I am after, the freedom to make mistakes and be who I am. We all serve a purpose, I think we have to humble enough to accept what that purpose is. Ego & resentment will kill, they are a dead end. The main objective of my life today is to achieve a spiritual enlightment. No Not some bible thumpin, zen like mind fuck. But to simply embrace the surrounding world as a tool for learning. Through diversity and difference we learn. To not look at women as objects, to not look at men as a challenge or rival. let god, a god a god that "I" understand guide me through each day. This is what works for me as an individual. So don't read this and feel like to need to fully understand it, or even give 2 shits about it. It's just what keeps me off the booze and dope. Keeps me from carrying a pistol and running around in the streets like an animal. It aloows me to practice Love and tolerance with my fellows, to allow them the dignity of being exactly who and what they are. We all have our own path, we all have our own bottoms and highs. But all my highs and lows today lead me to a plateau where all our equal. In the 28 months I have been clean I have become a different man...I thank my god for that....

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My Blog

Back from the edge

Back fom the edge, no longer resting on the ledge No more drunken hate unleashed on the greater populus No more bloody fists aching for more impact No more drug induced philosophy, premonitions of Cha...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:04:00 PST

Solution based living

Solution based living &nbs.. .
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:49:00 PST

United Hardcore...Worldwide

Being a creature of the streets, Detroit mainly born and raised. I have seen many different cultures within the hardcore scene. The thing that kills me is how a culture bult on the same principles and...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:21:00 PST

Out of Time

At 16 I lost the ability to make a simple decision. That decision was, whether or, not I would drink @ any givin time. Imagine a battle of will(s) within every fiber of your being. One rational & ...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:40:00 PST

Declaration of Adoration...Ode to Family & Friends

This is just a releasing of my care and concern for all those who I keep close to me. Even those who have slipped from my reach, but never my memory. A declaration of amends to those who have been aff...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:21:00 PST

Coming soon to a psyche near you...

I am in the infancy stages of creating a literary work of genious. A retrospective-biography of my life as a drunk/addict and the insanity that outlined my existance. So keep your eyes peeled when pas...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 09:19:00 PST

From the Ashes...

From the ashes of years past, From the ashes of a shot gun blast From the ashes of those we have lost, From the ashes of those paid the ultimate cost From the ashes of a defunct nation , From the ash...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 12:55:00 PST

Rebirth

Veins screaming for amber abstraction & nbsp; & nbsp; &...
Posted by "Bellottie"AKA Educated_White_Trash on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 08:30:00 PST