I'm the type of person that is trying to working towards something better than what was given to me to begin with, especially in my childhood. I'm trying to working on the problems that have become my life.
To this point, working on my problems is not quite working. The depression just gets to be a too much after a while. Then the ability to be able to focus on pursing anything that is worth something to work for goes out the window. I’m now healing my wounds and standing up for myself.
On my good days, I focus on working hard for my money to tell the truth about my past and on doing the best with what I have all the blessings that have come my way everyday. I also focus on having good days with My girlfriend and my baby birds because they are the solid rocks in my life and I am grateful to have them. They continuously give me strength, the courage to leave the past behind and move up in the world.
