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About Me

dont you just love how music can really grab a hold of yer emotions, and bring you back to a million memorys. "music is my aeroplane". the problem is that i cant dance. its such a sham that im allowed the ability to feel music so strongly. but i cant express it at all. im cursed. its like being in love with a woman you cant have. but this whole thing about music is also a metaphore of my life. "you cant always get what you want. but if you try sometimes, youll find you get what you need." but back to the music issue. i cant figure out what the song badfish is about(sublime), but im deeply feeling it."when you grab a hold of me, tell me that ill never be set free" or "two pints of booze, tell me are you a bad fish too" ahh

My Interests

"beer, living, lies, art/graf, finding old friends, death, insomnia, guns, fighting, love, war, tattoos, scares, broken dreams, crying, faith, disease, the devil, time travel, and broken hearts"

I'd like to meet:

well i would like to meet "happy". not content, but happy. when will i really be happy? im always in a good mood. but i wanna be happy. when will all the bull shit in life end. maybe never. that doesnt mean im gonna quit trying. till the wheels fall off. im gonna search. fuck, im over drama, and ive been drinking in my goodtimes way to often. not that i regret it, cause i dont. i just wanna know why goodtimes requier booze. maybe im just lonley. but i cant call it. so if you can, introduce me to happy. it would make me "happy".

Music:

I love so many songs I dont know where to start. I am one of those people that really love music. you know what I mean? " just one note could make me float. one note thats not a lie. one note from the song she wrote could could fuck my where i lye. cause i like pleasure spiked with pain and music is my aeroplane. its my aeroplane."

Movies:

basketball diaries, true romance, basquiat, goodfellas, style wars, safe men, zoo lander, and anything that makes me laugh

Television:

LAKERS games, and the Simpsons. Thats about all I care to see. Every other show is just a random viewing. Not really a T.V person. More of a movie guy.

Books:

WHY I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN, THE CATCHER IN THE RYE, THE CASE AGAINST GOD, TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE, THE BELL JAR, THE HIPSTER HANDBOOK, THE BAR FLY, WOMEN, TALES OF ORDINARY MADNESS, (ANYTHING BY CHARLES BUKOWSKI OR HUNTER S. THOMPSON). GEISHA A LIFE, AND VICE MAGAZINE.THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO,

Heroes:

Maria Lopez, my best friend Rick, a girl that can pound beer like a man, the LAKERS, and whoever dials 911 when i need it. Hey you never know.

My Blog

DEAR MOM,

(I wrote this in prison and thought i should share it) hi MOM, i love and miss you too. sorry we havent talked but it was hard to find you. there are so many things i wanna say in my head MOM i'm in ...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:17:00 PST

LOCKED UP LIARS.

some prisoners love to tell lies. its almost as if a yer ID is used as a license to lie. all we do is tell stories all freakin day. so i guess they like to spice them up. for a while i thought i was t...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:41:00 PST

women and skirts

how do they do? is it a skill passed down from mother to daughter. i mean how do they(women) rock the smallest skirts and not show a thing. i feel like the damn skirt can read my mind. a woman can do ...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 07:17:00 PST

staying clean

sometimes its just not that simple. i might be taking comments like " yer still alive" way too personal. but its not just that, that annoys me. i also kinda sense that there are bets going on, on when...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 08:46:00 PST

VAUGHN, I MISS YOU

i lost my best friend in the cloudy moments i lable as the Los Angeles days. heroin has sucked a lot out of me. but while yer on it, she dont want you to feel. so now, my emotions so...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 01:57:00 PST

who i am

someone once told me that if you dont believe in anything, youll fall for everything. and i started to wonder just what it was i stood for. who was i? well, what i believe in. i believe in karma, i be...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:44:00 PST

MY HEROIN

for over 6 years now i have been her slave. it wasnt always bad. but she demmands a lot of time, like most women. i remember the times in LA when i would take her to the top of a sky skraper. hold her...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:01:00 PST

PRISON TIME

i dont wish it on anyone. but ive made some bad choices in life. they wernt all bad. i gotta move on without regrets. nobodys perfect. and the layers of filth on my person, are bareable. the needle ma...
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 05:57:00 PST

LA COUNTY JAIL

DONT EVER GO. IT SUCKS. I JUST DID ABOUT 2 MONTHS. AND OTHER THAN THE FACT THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE MORE DRUG FREE IN YOUR LIFE. YOU SHOULD AVOID IT AT ALL COSTS. YOUR FRIEND GLUE HEART.
Posted by GLUEHEART! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST