there's so many things that people have to know to understand me.
i'm extremely opinionated and always have been. i never change what i believe to suit your beliefs.
i love who i am. i know that, although the many flaws i may have, i'm a genuine and good person.
i believe that alot of moments in your life you have to be selfish. some people just don't understand when the moment is appropriate.
i may have grown up in a miliary family, but i don't agree to war of any kind.
i live, breathe, eat, and shit music everyday of my life. its my passion.
i live to sing and sing to feel like i'm living.
nothing will ever change how music makes me feel. its one of my few releases in the world.
my other release is art. there isn't i day that goes by that i don't draw.
everything i do, everyday, i think about artistically. whether its music, art, or just my makeup.
i've always appreciated the little things in life, like graffiti or broken glass on the road (it looks like glitter, i love it)
i honestly believe that people with tattoos are storytellers in their own way
i probably will be the outcast of the family that's completely covered in tattoos, but that's perfectly fine with me
my hair color changes more than most people that i know; but it's just because i really like experimenting with it
my dad is the single, most important, person in my life and always will be; which really just means that i'm a total daddy's girl.
i have a handful of friends i truely believe i would die for, if it ever came to that.
i'm honest, and alot of people may call it brutally honest, but at least i'm honest.
i find myself, every single day, asking myself how exactly i grew up to be the person that i am.
i've had people use me, abuse me, and take advantage of me; and through all of that, i still like to think that all people are good, but just misunderstood.
i have no intentions of ever getting married. i've just never been that girl that thought about her wedding day since she was 3.
with that being said, i also hate being alone. so i have to admit that i am a complicated person.
truth is, all i want is "a walk to remember" or "the notebook" type fairytale in the end.
i don't tolerate ignorance, stupidity, apathy, or judgemental people of any race or sex.
i'm a liberal, as if it wasn't obvious.
i do think that peace is the answer to pretty much any dilemma.
i have no idea why i live in such a small town; bc i've never been a small town kind of girl.
i dream of living in the city, and i know its going to happen sooner than i think.
i may come across as cinical or bitchy, and its bc i am. sorry.
but i'm never either of those without good rhyme and reason.
point is, i am who i am. i don't mind if you dislike me bc i dislike people too; and i would love for you to love me, well bc everyone wants to be loved.
i live my life by one thing and one thing only:
"believe nothing, no matter where you read it or who has said it, not even if i have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense." -buddha
below is a playlist that describes my life. if you really want to get to know me, give it a listen. its me in a nutshell.
