MY SON--Charlie whom I am so in love with, God for my son and other things, my dog Bowdi who I had for years and love so much, our great United States Military, music with meaning, indigo-istic ability, all animals, nature, being independant as hell, people who know how to truly care about things and others. LOTS MORE-but I'll shut up now.CRESTFALLEN by Smashing Pumpkins (Don't know if I am allowed to do this)
Who am I to need you when I'm down
Where are you when I need you around
Your life is not your ownAnd all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once againWho am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to meAnd you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your ownWho am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to meWho am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faithAnd as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me uo in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to meWho am I?
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I'd like to meet:
First off, I got me an old man, I don't fucking need yours... Anyone with an OPEN MIND and those not out to get others. Mean and green(uh, jealous??) people suck. I..m only mean if it..s necessary! Alterior motives suck ass and so do people who steal and think their that above me that I don..t realize they..ve done it... REAL AND HONEST PEOPLE ROCK~ And seriously, get your own effing ideas... I hate the fact that people actually copy what you buy, things you like and have, ideas you merely mention, then at the same time, they despise you... What..s that about? COULD YOU BE ANY LESS ORIGINAL?! I wanna meet Maynard even though he..d probably rip me a new one for being patriotic. I..d let him. I..d wanna hang out a day with my great, great grandparents and my great grandmother--the Reppen..s from France in their hometown, back in the day. Emit Smith would be a good one cuz he..s such a star but gives so much back from his fame to help people, that..s awesome. I..d like to pick Freud..s brain a while if he were here. I would meet a lot of real, good people if I could. I keep meeting people not worth my time! WTF?? AND IF YOU STEAL FROM ME AGAIN I WILL RIP YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF... I hate that shit. Still so much jealousy and copycattin goin on.....Style type=" /
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Music:
TOOL, A Perfect Circle, Zakk Wylde, Sublime, No Doubt, Metallica, Pantera, Soundgarden, Korn, Garth Brooks (when he was big, I was 12 so it left a lasting impression...) Madonna '00+, OZZFEST 2004 was awesome... There, I got turned on to some serious other metal, I loved Dimmu Borgir, (GAWD that show rocked), I liked Hatebreed and Otep and Super Joint Ritual... HOW did I forget Black Label Society--bad ass! I love the Beatles, Zombie, Nirvana, all that Grunge stuff, it's great, there were a few Music Gods in that time and I wish the damn stations would play it more instead of the "Boy Band(who none of which know how to play music and really don't qualify as a band)/Fake Bitch" mainstream shit where talent is mostly sub-par and/or not required. I could outsing Britney Spears. My sister could outsing most mainstream singers. Zepplin, Hendrix, Doors, you name it! Some country's okay. And I do know my taste in music idols technically contradicts my patriotism and such. YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME. A lot of shit doesn't have to add up or be all one way. This is not a solid reference, I am missing lots of music I like.AENIMA (Tool)
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Movies:
LOTS-- Lord of the Rings is so deep and great and a mirrored depiction of what we believe. I love military or other related movies-We Were Soldiers, Band of Brothers. James Patterson's Kiss the Girls, and Along Came a Spider, etc. I almost forgot AMERICAN BEAUTY... I'm into a lot of types. Don't like the any-race pride movies. (We all have a hard time these days, I pity humanity period and no one is better than anyone else.)
Television:
That 70's Show, SNL, Mad TV's Stewart!, Reno 911, Forensic/Crime scene reality and drama is great. A&E rocks. There was a great special the other day about crystal children and indigo children/adults. I dig that shit a lot. I like stupid comedy, The Office is great. The new show, Heros, is good.
Books:
Read a Richard North Patterson novel recently, 'Eyes of a Child.' Best book I have ever read(well, one of the top.) James Patterson novels--I could seriously go on forever. I read 'Catcher in the Rye,' and liked it okay but I don't need help with depression! Mein Kampf as any other madman biography, would be okay if viewed as historical and not coined as some kind of hand book. It's a trip how close that all almost went down and glad it didn't. However, total liberality is idiocy. True stuff, forensics, psychology and anything to read on the stars is fun.
Heroes:
My son is my first hero as he has saved my life. I have a new direction and it's good. My brother is a hero to me and should be to the entire United States, along with his brothers. My MOTHER of all stages firstly and second of all, my sister, Sarena. My family has ultimately been my saviors. They're such awesome girls (we have been through so much pain and suffering and fun times together and we are so strong because of it) and I love them to pieces!! We had not a single male (most of the time) to rely on and fixed cars and whatever else, so suck on that you negligent assholes. Our GREAT United States Military, some family members, Maynard from TOOL(he's a GOD) and A Perfect Circle, Care Bears, Strawberry Short, cowboys and musicians, and especially MEN who work like MEN and who act like MEN and REAL people in general. Be fake on your own time. Some people are justified in being bitches.
