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Deviance

I'm always wishing, I'm always wishing too late for things to go my way.it always ends up the same.

About Me

Let those who do not understand me fear me an those who understand me fear themselves.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Deidre
Birthday: 7-15-82
Birthplace: bmore
Current Location: NewUnionTaney Bridge. kidding New Windsor
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: uhhh.. black, copper/red
Height: 5-5
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: ummm American mutt BITCH! no really.. african, native american, english
The Shoes You Wore Today: none
Your Weakness: men
Your Fears: dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza: pan with veggies.. mmm
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: take over the world
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: die
Thoughts First Waking Up: mmm that was a nice dream
Your Best Physical Feature: lips, ass.. hell if i know
Your Bedtime: never
Your Most Missed Memory: .....
Pepsi or Coke: neither i hate soda
MacDonalds or Burger King: die bitches
Single or Group Dates: group but not a date jus goin out and fuckin shit up!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton.. make sun tea not that instant shit
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: depends on if it's Starbucks
Do you Smoke: smoke what?
Do you Swear: all the damn time
Do you Sing: when i don't wanna think about shit
Do you Shower Daily: no i live like a fucking bum.. dirty! wtf! YES I SHOWER.. gotta be clean.
Have you Been in Love: do I have to answer this
Do you want to go to College: been and graduated
Do you want to get Married: uhh been engaged. ugh
Do you belive in yourself: hmmm if i didn't i don't think i'd be here
Do you get Motion Sickness: no but this survey is makin me sick
Do you think you are Attractive: yeah to the wrong people
Are you a Health Freak: fuck no
Do you get along with your Parents: well it's only my mom now but yeh i got along wit mah pops..
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: ehh a lil piano, a lil guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yup
In the past month have you Smoked: yep
In the past month have you been on Drugs: what's a drug?! yes yes yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i work too much
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: hell no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: haha
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: up close and personal much!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: of course
Ever been Drunk: yup
Ever been called a Tease: eh tease then prud...
Ever been Beaten up: you win some you lose some
Ever Shoplifted: once when i was 7
How do you want to Die: if life keeps goin like it is
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: someone else
What country would you most like to Visit: japan
in a boy/girl
Favourite Eye Color: don't have one
Favourite Hair Color: same
Short or Long Hair: both
Height: short or tall
Weight: what?!
Best Clothing Style: the wear whathtefuckiwant style
Number of Drugs I have taken: ummm... o.O
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: Nose, Nipples
Number of Tattoos: two
Number of things in my Past I Regret: -just drools-
How Will I Die Quiz
You will die at the age of 82
You will be killed by Mars aliens as they invade earth
Find out how you will die at Quizopolis.com

My Interests

graphics, art, poetry, anime

I'd like to meet:

I'm shy sooo....

Music:

too much to name.. so i'll generalize for now. Rap, Rock, Metal, R&B, Soul...

Movies:

this is generalized to.. Horrors, Comedy and Action.

Television:

CSI, Full Metal Alchemy, Supernatural, Basalisk

Books:

Laurell K Hamilton.. Paranormal, Mystery.. yaadda yadda

Heroes:

My mother, father.

My Blog

What we dwell on

I was going to go on this complete rant about self worth and all that but I realize it does me a whole lot better to just hold it in. Though it might eat me up inside I'm a bit full of malice anyway t...
Posted by Deviance on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:33:00 PST

welll.. for the record

I'm depressed and no one gives a damn. so when I don't return phone messages and the like you know why. I don't know why I try anymore...-Deviant
Posted by Deviance on Thu, 24 May 2007 03:56:00 PST

Ahhh

Ok so here we go.. Yanno to think about stuff that really annoys me so I'm going to go on a rant for a quick sec. So last night/this morning at work someone tells me that basically I have no class or ...
Posted by Deviance on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 03:59:00 PST