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I don't use this account...much..add my new one

About Me


MY NEW ACCOUNT.
Queen of Mean
Name: Jess
Gender: Female
Location: Queensland, Australia
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Zodiac Sign: Pisces
Eye-Color: Light Blue, Grey
Hair-Color: Red, Pink
Body Mods: Ear lobes, Belly Button. Right Side Lip [ February ]
Drink: 18+
Drugs: Wha
Ethnic-Background: Scotish, English.
"When I use some make up and I dress up nothing compares to me"
My names Jessie. But i tend to get called Jess, I don't mind either. I won't bother getting into my physical appearance, considering you can see it from the pictures.
I'm quite an honest person. If someone wants to know what I truly think about them, trust me i am willing to tell you. I don't see the point in lying to someone, telling them they're something awesome and great when really i think they're quite the opposite, so if I've ever told you that your fantastic or anything along those lines, then I actually meant it. But sadly, the bad thing about that is, if I don't like you, trust me you'll know that aswell, and I don't care if you're someone who can't take the truth because it wouldn't really bother me if I made you cry, afterall I did say I didn't like you.
Moving on, I tend to come across as nasty to quite a few people, I hardly ever smile unless I have a reason to. I don't see why I should pointlessly smile at everyone I pass in the street. Just because I dress the way I do, doesn't mean I hate my life and everyone in it. On the surface I seem quite mean and insensitive, but deep down I am a nice person, and I do have feelings, yes that includes feelings for people. I love a lot of people. My friends and family mean the world to me. You just might not know that yet.
To be honest, I'm fed up with the majority of the human race, I think it's disgusting how we all get judged by the clothes we wear, or the 'trend' we follow. I'm tired of having low self-esteem and I'm tired of people keeping me there. I will not listen to anyones crap about me anymore. Go ahead and stare when I walk past you in the street because I'm 'different' I don't care, at least I'm being who I want to be. I'm fine the way I am, I am not a bad person, everyone is beautiful no matter what anyone says. I like how I dress and I like the make-up I wear. And hopefully with this new solution, soon I may like myself too.
Now, for my humour yes I tend to laugh at peoples misfortune, I can't help it I just find it funny. And people dying and getting hurt etc. I've got a very dark sense of humour, but I also find little stupid things funny too.
I'm quite reserved when you first meet me, but as I get to know you I'll open up more as a person, and you'll begin to see what I'm like. I'm usualy pretty bubbly and fun to be around.

My Blog

Song....

Wicked fears And broken hearts.Fly into the darkness As we just begin to start. Love is but heartbreak about to happen, We are alone and in depth of pain.Although we're together,We're so far.... So fa...
Posted by Fatal" [[vip//sp]] on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 08:09:00 PST

Destroyed romantic song.

It's late at night,I'm still broken.My head fills with the ringingOf our last words spoken.I don't want to end usBut it's your call.I can't make you love me backNot after our long fall.Theres nothing ...
Posted by Fatal" [[vip//sp]] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 12:39:00 PST

Another black heart love song..

Why should i be the perfect copy of her/I am not her.I will never be her.i am how i am.You say that i should let you in my heart,I should trust you.Why should i believe you?Why should i trust you?If y...
Posted by Fatal" [[vip//sp]] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 12:38:00 PST

About a lover..in a way.

So here we go again. Your girl friend feels forgotten.So ask your self: Is there enough time for her now?They all tell me to end us, but im not sure how.I love u so much.But all i feel is hurt.~all th...
Posted by Fatal" [[vip//sp]] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 12:36:00 PST

Song for Dad.

Daddy, please dont hurt me,Fists coming down again.What turned you into hatred?You were my best friend.When she came aroundeverything changed.Breaking my heart with bruises,Killing my pain with cuts,W...
Posted by Fatal" [[vip//sp]] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

Question my insanity. [ don't judge me on the things i write. ]

Question my Insanity. All the pain, Your giggle-ing sensation .All lead to My bloody self mutilation. You point & stare.Because you have questions. You beleive all the girls, Like me are rebellion...
Posted by Fatal" [[vip//sp]] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 10:41:00 PST