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~J~

It can't Rain all the time...

About Me

"A prince of Leather and Steel in a mere boy with torn jeans..."I might has well be honest here, now that people look at my picture and see...with outside appearences people rarely know what goes on inside of a person sadness or happiness loniness or mystery all can be wrapped into one. Me? I dont know what I am and quite possibly I do not think I want to know. In all honesty I just want to know what I am as a whole.. I use the word (what) only because its been a rough life..and this is only the begining...--
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 16%
Stability || 10%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence || 10%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% _____
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My Interests

"Intrests you say, well I enjoy writing as you can obviously see on my profile. I believe myself to be a poet, a storyteller if you will. As my stories have brought me solace in times of need. I am also in the process of trying to get some of my work published and maybe finish a collection of my work."The green fairy has brought me strength in my work as well as the calming nature of my Angel. I am a/an Absinthe fan by far and true, I will love for the day she becomes legal in the states.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet many people, yet only those who have something to offer me. I do not mean to sound rude but this is who I am. I am insatiable in all regards, for nothing except my Angel will keep me happy for long. I do yearn to find other writers, other people that enjoy art as much as I.No I will not talk of fancy things, for I am a country boy by heart and have little use for such city-like surroundings. Maybe one day one day I shall venture out to more of the world.In all honesty I want to meet the people that have lived before with me and anyone who can connect me back to my rightful time I feel so connected to.

Music:

"Dear god...these questions!" I guess Im a rocker hell I love rock music wheather it be classic rock or modern rock Im all ears some even say I can sing like Scott stapp from Creed. I love all music tho, It all depends on my ever changing mood if sittin under candlelight with the sound of thunder in the backround or rain or mad as hell and pounding metalica as far as the dial goes... music is a release as well as writing a scribble or a scrawl would be.

Movies:

"I love psychological thrillers and and movies that dwell deep into some unknown territory. Se7en, Fallen, End of days, The Order, Nine gates, Stigmata. Any Horror flick. I love fantasy movies But most of all I love serious films. I am not much of the comady watcher only because most are fueled by sex and drugs as a main course of laughs paired with human stupidity which is nausiating in my book...."

Television:


Leviathan
Leviathan: The dragon-snake lurking in the vast, dreadful depths of endless oceans to the west. He is associated with the unknown, with the hidden and feared truth - and he strikes fright into the heart of absolutely everyone. Gigantic and unstoppable beast, who fules the very fires of Hell. The one who cannot be harmed with any normal weapons, and who may forever stay hidden without the possibility of being found.

aTV hmm..Anyone who knows me knows I am a huge Shield fan on FX I cannot wait till the next season.___ The shield Forever Knight XFiles Millenium Lone gunmen Ally McBeal The practice Will and GraceMore of course but cannot think of them at the moment

Books:

To be honest you would think that I would be a big reader.. But alas I am not. I read yes but I stick to smaller books childrens novels or maybe lay back with a Anne rice book and venture away from "reality" for a moment. I guess I would go with Mystery, Suspense, Supernatural, Poetry, and Philosophy books as well when the time arises..

Heroes:

"To be perfectly honest, My hero is my dad. Not to be cliche or anything but the amount of things that man can do is almost godlike, I think now I know where it comes from.Also I have to say the greatest comedian ever George Carlin his masterful work has gotten me through some tough times and by a simple thing as laughter made my day liveable once again he has the ability to speak freely and honestly about any topic which now-a-days is a great asset."

My Blog

Blog is kind of blank...

"The writers book is torn and blank, folowing a small voice in his head that leads him back to the same grove that he wrote for the first time." Back here I ponder the thoughts of love For love even ...
Posted by ~J~ on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 12:26:00 PST

Headahce insomina...

...Spelled wrong, yet again this poet has another headahce, my body is weak yet I sit here and make another dent into my blog as a writer. To think that I cannot sleep with my Angel so near to me now....
Posted by ~J~ on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:38:00 PST

One year....

Yesterday I found myself loving the same girl all over againI had thought about one year ago that day that I met my darling Angel and how everything in my life had some meaning in it. I now am going t...
Posted by ~J~ on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:41:00 PST

moving...on

I will have to apologize if my blogs have been in absence. I will say however that I have been under a few points of stress. This blog, unlike the prior ones will be more "human" in nature more of a ...
Posted by ~J~ on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:09:00 PST

Poem: Verboten

VerbotenLocked away Taken from the signs This area Off limits No one can enterOnly those who have "access" Kept secret from everyoneEven family and friends Forbidden...
Posted by ~J~ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:41:00 PST

Untitled 52

Burning candles Burning brightly Shining like the souls of a thousand hearts ablaze Beating, beating faster As the candle's flame dances the night away "Dance little candle dance" Noticed you make you...
Posted by ~J~ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:40:00 PST

Untitled 53

The pulseThe scream The pleasure and the pain What love has to do With my everlasting gains This princeHis angelNot a mistress or a whore A lover, a friend for that is to be sure With this faint kiss ...
Posted by ~J~ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:41:00 PST

Untitled 51: Book of J Fragment

His arms held the very blade That his enemy could not wield The one that scoured the earth and left blood in its wakeGaia herself bled as that blade lay across the groundDragged for its tremendous wei...
Posted by ~J~ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:39:00 PST

Untitled 50

Fog lights on the road Passing by the remains Of an old diner on the roadside (Wishing I ate earlier) Driving, driving and watching the night lightsSo silent is the night as we driveThe wind is all w...
Posted by ~J~ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:37:00 PST

Untititled 49

  Notes left on the ground A few letters from a confused youth Put the pages together and they all read one thing"Please Listen to Me!"...
Posted by ~J~ on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:36:00 PST