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GREETINGS MY PETS...I am your oracle of the Vampire realm. let me be your librarian of Heaven,let me become and serve as Muse in your life, filling you with inspiration from God. Let me work indirectly, by guiding you to find out any kind of information you seek, a REvelation could come from a book that falls off a shelf, a movie that you watch in the middle of a sleepless night, or from a song you cant get out of your head. REmember if you walk with the wise you will grow wise...In Gods Service as always your Oracle..the truth Vampire or saraphim both or they the same I think it is so BELIEVE...
know about the true meaning of a dark angel or vampire aka dark angel not all are blood drinkers just a high breed of what is left of my ancestors...so come my pets I will love too impress on u all of my secrets only if you believe I hate phoney people only true souls so dont waste my time or yours on small supid talk impress me love..and we will both learn from, each other I am only and ancient what can u do to know me better???to die is too really live heavens now learn life my friens not bring negativelity to others always be true to yourself and others and it will come bak to u ten fold bye my pets!!@!! But all gods angels come to us disquised; sorrow and sickness, poverty and death,one after other lift their frowning masks, and we behold theSERAPH'S face beneath,all radiant with the glory and the calm of having looked upon the face of god.......SHADOW ON MY WALL, WITH THE FACE OF GOD...CAME TO ME ...THE DARK LIGHT CAME TO ME AND GAVE me a whole new look about living and death...AND ANYBODY EVER AGAINI HAVE A AND IT IS HARD FOR ME TO JUST ACCEPT MYSELF FOR WHO I AM I HATED MYSELF FOR ALONG TIME I HAVE LEARNED TO LOVE MYSELF FIRST BEFORE I CAN EVEN MEET OR HAVE Friends, I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE insANTITITY..I KNOW ,I hope and pray that there is someone I can help or relate to that has ever been through any thing the way I HAVE I know that there is more to life then meets the eye it is just a THIN LINE BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH....I JUST WANT A SECOND CHANCE TO BE WHO I AM REALLY MADE TO BE COMING OUT OF MY CRIMSION DOOR OTHERWISE LOVE WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME....NOW I REALLY TRUELY UNDERSTAND THE WORDS TOO THE HIM MUSIC...AS ALWAYS MY NAME IS sANDRA FAVIA or just call me the oracle of the vampire realm...
And I,want to live forever....you may think thats a common desire,but for me it's more than a desire....its something i would die for!that is the only reason i am here,in this decaying basement,staring at the concrete walls painted like the nursery of some insane child.
tracing with brushstrokes carved like scars inside a collapsing mind.i was raised to know the darkness and see passion,to see the beauty of it and let it guide me and feed me.when i turned 8 yrs old my family turned christain.i am a physical reflection of my religion.
to many i am a perfect gothic ornamentbut to others just a FREAK!!!!i have a desire 4 blood,my first desire for blood was at age 12,my mother proudly showed me a video tape of her giving birth to me.one of those awful home movies where everything looks as if it were filmed in the dark during an earthquake.my father may not have been very good with a camera but he did capture the most improtant aspect of my birth there was alot of blood,my mother DID bleed for me to say the least.
and from viewing my baptism in blood,came the understanding that i was DIFFERENT from others around me.
i had ascended beyond them in some way.
and as i had been baptized at birth in my mothers blood i was again baptized in water....the blood of the earth,at the time of my death,while i was swimming at a beach party i became tangled in seaweed and drowned,i was dead for almost 6 minutes until a heroic old beachcomber dragged me out of the water and revived me.however,to this day i do not believe i was revived completely.i feel......that some part of me.....(of my soul)...still remains......on the otherside....still dead!
-GIVE US THIS DAY OUR DAILY BLOOD-
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