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Sháyn Tohee

a story by Sh'ayn

About Me

I always felt I was nobody and the only way for me to be somebody was to be... well, somebody else.
I do think I go out of my way to be a very normal person and I just find it frustrating that people think that I'm some kind of weirdo reclusive that never comes out into the world. Y'know, I'm a very strong person and I think that's why actually I find it really infuriating when I read, 'She had a nervous breakdown' or 'She's not very mentally stable, just a weak, frail little creature'.
I like essential oils a lot. Tunisian sandalwood and myrrh are my current favorites.
On the whole, I don't have any friends. Friends come and go; I've lost my trust factor. I believe I have people who think they're my friend. And I believe that there are people probably in their heart who are friends toward me or are friends to me. But they're not my friends, because what I learned is that fear is stronger than love.
When I look back on it now, I am so glad that the one thing that I had in my life was my belief that everything in life is a learning experience, whether it be positive or negative. If you can see it as a learning experience, you can turn any negative into a positive.

My Interests

mixing film dialogue with music.
clipping news/ magazine articles.
archival material.
Edie Sedgwick.
Gia Carangi.
Marilyn Monroe.
Penelope Tree.
subtitles.
dancefloors.
differences of the sexes.
poking Veronica.

Music:

Nico.
Jeff Buckley.
Damien Rice.
Janis Joplin.
Philip Glass.
New Order.
Slowdive.
Beth Gibbons.
Kate Bush.
Radio Dept.
PJ Harvey.
Siouxsie and The Banshees.
Patti Smith
just my favorites.

Heroes:


My Blog

anna nicole

So another intuitive thing going on here. the night before last I was reading an article on Anna about how she and Trimspa are being sued, then last night I had my radio on while I was sleeping a...
Posted by Lupe on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:20:00 PST

Academy Award for Best Actress

2000 Julia Roberts - Erin Brockovich as Erin Brockovich Joan Allen - The Contender as "Sen. Laine Hanson" Juliette Binoche - Chocolat as "Vianne Rocher" Ellen Burstyn - Requiem for a Dream as "Sa...
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 03:34:00 PST

no-ass diet

eat only every other TWO days, then only eat fruit for breakfast, or when you wake up, turkey sandwich WITHOUT bread for lunch, and anything boiled for dinner... yummy. teehehe... oh, NO SODA!
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 03:30:00 PST

tagnak: you know what, i just realized...you remind me of bette midler especially when she sing

Lupe says oh yea: take me home tonight! tagnak: bitches and hoes Lupe says oh yea: why can't you give me, the respect that I'm entitled to? why can't you treat me like I would be treated by any strang...
Posted by Lupe on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:09:00 PST

you

Have you ever wondered to yourself, is there more to life? There are moments when you can't bare to be awake because you hate the way you are living  your life. The dreams of becoming the next ex...
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:36:00 PST

Humm754: here, I'll give it to you

Lupe says oh yea: my insides, ugh, they feel so disgusting!Humm754: you should go to the doctor if you're still having problemsLupe says oh yea: well I didn't think not using KY would rip me openHumm7...
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 06:56:00 PST

Spotted Tohee

These fellows are easy to find around here but I've had a tough time getting near one. This guy was good enough to stick around. Lighting was harsh, mid-day. I like their old name Rufous-sided tohee...
Posted by Lupe on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 02:10:00 PST

cluster B and C before Cluster A of the Narcissistic personality disorder

I stood looking at myself in the mirror today only seeing ugly. There is an alarming rate of uglyness that pentrates from the mirror to my eyes. I couldn't see anything else but ugly. I can understand...
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:30:00 PST

In commemorating the Centennial, remember all of Oklahomas history

Published November 19, 2006 07:10 pm - Of the 2007 Centennial, we will be judicial and polite in our recognition of the ongoing activities, but will never forget Oklahoma's history  all of it.In comm...
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 10:00:00 PST

this kind of scares me

something christian
Posted by Lupe on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 06:33:00 PST