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About Me

i think i'm awesome. my friends, family, and puppy audrey are my world. i dream in color and remember every scene. i don't follow people's standards, i have my own. i want an adventure. once you've faced one of your worst fears, everything else seems so small. i've changed. i'm stronger than i ever though i could be. Stronger than you thought i could be. i will not apologize."for me, the only things of interest are those linked to the heart."-audrey hepburn"i do be da pittiest pittiest girl, I do be dat."- gia carangi"Dear book, this is another day in my life. A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out? Once upon a time, there lived a very pretty girl, who lived in a beautiful box, and everybody loved her."- gia carangi“The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.”-chuck palahniuk“Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up"-chuck palahniuk"An artist is someone who produces things that people don't need to have but that he - for some reason - thinks it would be a good idea to give them." -Andy Warhol"I'm the type who'd be happy not going anywhere as long as I was sure I knew exactly what was happening at the places I wasn't going to. I'm the type who'd like to sit home and watch every party that I'm invited to on a monitor in my bedroom."-Andy Warhol

My Interests

i like:
cheese and ketchup on everything (only hienz though) my friends my little cousins (they're cooler than you) my jug puppy audrey the beach, everyday if i could taking pictures loud makeup colors (only mac please) snickers ice cream and bars getting lost designing ANYTHING being a perfectionist putting on makeup anything that smells like soap sweatpants and hoodies dancing like an ass living in bordentown old buildings vodka fuzzy blankets and down conforters christmas audrey, james and marilyn old movies..60's beach movies,80's,anything black and white earth tones complete honesty art (looking and making) cold food (chinese,pizza, pasta, etc) my apartment red and white gummy bearsi dislike: ..getting dressed ..being cold ..people who don't like cheese ..parking on my street ..ignorance ..liars ..dirty floors ..being cookie cutter ..being alone

I'd like to meet:

audrey hepburn,james dean,andy warhol,mark ryden,god View All Friends | View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

Music:

to name a few in no order: alkaline trio,the killers,head automatica, rise against, silversun pickups, 311, a bunch of local bands (burn west, the frantic, break away, sketch,etc..), anything 80's (madonna,lisa lisa and the cult jam, blondie, go go's, etc), the beatles, the smiths, motion city soundtrack,cartel, boys night out,death cab for cutie, postal service,tegan and sara, pinback, the academy is, the kooks, coheed & cambria...many many many more brendan loves when i cock block him and derek

Movies:

teen witch
the worst witch
lost boys
a bronx tale
funny face
gidget..gidget goes to rome
gia
dirty dancing
grease 1 & 2
what dreams may come
rebel without a cause
cry baby
requiem for a dream
pretty woman
alice in wonderland
eteral sunshine of the spotless mind
little monsters
monster squad
mother goose rock'n'rhyme (i know all the words)
sabrina (with audrey)
roman holiday (again, audrey, not the olsens)
spun
shop girl
factory girl
anything with molly ringwald
and alot more.....

Television:

i love TLC and all the discovery channels. learning is my thang! r.i.p gilmore girls & 7th heaven...well, still have reruns...sam and i have a ritual.oh, big love and degrassi. it goes there. rock of love...svu...and a few others

Books:

i stole all jenns chuck palahniuk's books.

Heroes:

my daddy- rip 3/20/2007 my granny..she can break a piece of wood with her hand my aunt sylvia..she's a survior my brother chris..u couldn't ask for a better one

My Blog

i want to go to bed sami

I give you money and send you into the grocery store to pick up 5 items.You can only pick one thing from the following departments... what is it?1. Produce ---> lettuce2. Bakery ---> rye bread3. Meat ...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 10:20:00 PST

me

70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered:1. Would you bang your neighbor?  My old neighbor, yes, the new one...ewwww!2. What describes your relationship status?  Non existant. ive wast...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 09:57:00 PST

dear brain,

please stop flashing. it is making my day sad. there is no need to get upset, i only did what was best for the both of us. i'm not fond of walking into boxes or twitching like i need some crack. i als...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 10:05:00 PST

one day...

the tears will stop.... i won't reach for my phone and remember he's not there.... i'll stop expecting 100 phone calls.... i won't get upset when i don't hear him yell my name from inside the house......
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:41:00 PST

stupid

this life is full of stupid people and stupid things that happen for stupid reasons. if one more person says "he's in a better place" i'm going to punch them right then and there. if you knew him, or ...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:13:00 PST

wanna see pics??

i took most of the off my page and decided to go through some of my old pic cds. did a new photobucket and made it public this time. maurmaur918 photobucket there are some SUPER old school ones on the...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 05:31:00 PST

you're not gonna like these balls...

sam and i got joint birfday piercings! chris and shawn are the best! come check them out tonight at the mill hill or tomorrow at the mill hill then my b-day party.         ...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 07:29:00 PST

i have...

decided that i need to live at the beach all year long. now who besides jenn wants to come live with me??? for serious. i've never been one to be like "i need to get out of my hometown" but really, pe...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 05:46:00 PST

sunday survey...bulletin wasn't workin

9 lasts 1. cigarette: a few weeks ago?2. beverage: red wine, pinot before that. i'm drunk thanks 2 derek.3. kiss: derek kissed my hand after punching him4. hug: same5. movie seen: napolean dynomite to...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 05:17:00 PST

Because sometimes it just never fades....

Damien Rice - Cannonball  There's still a little bit of your taste in my mouthThere's still a little bit of you laced with my doubtIt's still a little hard to say what's going onThere's...
Posted by .c.maur.c. on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 04:53:00 PST