[Briana]♥

Im scared to get close to anyone
becuase everyone who said they would be here
Left
My heart has been broken
&& only he who broke it
can fix it.
Its not my fault
My heart just never gave me a choice
But i am not incapable of loving
it just takes longer
for me to let you in.
I fall hard
but not completely.
Next time
I hope you catch me
I ♥ my mother &&
Ariel &&
Justin &&
Kyle&&
Jane&&
Rach&&
Melissa&&
Jeffrey&&
Karla&&
Lime Green&&
Kools&&
Tequila&&
Bud Light&&
Germany&&
Men in uniform :)&&
I hate
People that chew gum with their mouth open&&
beans&& spinnach&&
Liars&&
Fake people&&
People who JUDGE before they KNOW&&
People that assume&&
Long walks on the beach&&
being wrong&&
your mom.
she is a bitch.
Im not perfect.
I know that
&& i dont want to be
but before you start pointing fingers
make sure your hands are clean.
Some people call me a bitch.
but they just cant handle the truth.
You'll never know until you try;
But i guess i just try too hard
because Id rather see you happy before myself.
&& i find that selfish
When i get mad
I say things i shouldnt
I didnt mean to hurt you
but you cut me deep
&& i will never forgive you.
&& Im frustrated with the fact
that you Love me
&& left me
Never make someone a priority
who will just make you an option.
Its hard for me to say it.
But i miss you.
I dont want anyone to know it
But i love you.
The last goodbye
Was the hardest thing
I ever had to say.
Ive learned that goodbyes
will always hurt.
&& pictures never replace
having been there.
&& memories; good or bad
will always bring tears
&& and words will never
replace my feelings.
Ive learned that saying hi
just gets you close to saying bye
so why even bother?
Its not personal
I just cant handle goodbye anymore.
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