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LB

It's just a moment and then it's gone.

About Me

..I LOVE my life!!!! I've recently accepted the fact that I love myspace... I think. I often get my headline and blog subjects from the lyrics of songs. I love the number 13. I LOVE the Phoenix Suns. I'm tired of capitalization and punctuation. (And speeling) I write blogs I know no-one will ever see. Lately I've been contemplating committing MySpace suicide.... is there a support group for that? I like cookie dough more than I like cookies. I crack myself up. I LOVE Snoop Dogg. I'm soo over underwear. I live on coffee. I dance naked in my living room on a daily basis. I hate using the phone... so don't get offended if I don't call you. Feel free to call me tho;)...I wish smoking was good for you. And french fries. I miss smoking. I still eat french fries. I LOVE that I finally pierced my nose!! I'm always looking for patterns. I sing to my cats. Lakshmi rocks me!! I change the song on my profile to match my mood ..... I changed it 4 times today!! I love the feeling of my toes on my head. I love to expose my heart and belly to the world through backbends. I LOVE green firetrucks. I miss my Grampa Lou. I think I'm going to open a bed and breakfast for rock stars... in my house. One of the sexiest sounds I've ever heard is the sound of fingers moving along guitar strings. My all-time favorite word is "fuck"... in second place is "yummy". I hate peanuts but love peanut butter. I LOVE the moon, especially when it's full. I'm deathly afraid of spiders... except tarantulas.... those I like. It takes me 3 hours to wash my car. I'd rather be homeless than work at another job I hate. I often like numbers more than I like people. I LOVE my feet and my shoulders... and my ass. I know I'm a much better driver than 90% of the assholes on the road....this includes you ;)I still hope to truly fall in love someday. I've never missed an episode of The Simpsons. (Woo-hoo! I actually AM proud of that!!) I've quit playing more musical instruments than many people ever play. I LOVE my albums. I love the hisses and pops of vinyl but bad speakers can make me go absolutely INSANE. I wish I was Juliette Lewis... or I'm in love with Juliette Lewis... I'm not exactly sure.. Possibly both. I'm addicted to Diet Coke and Carmex. I'm off the Coke but not the Carmex. I LOVE my friends... they are truly the best in the world. Oh, and it never gets funky enough for me... (some take that as a challenge...;)

My Interests

I like to drive fast and sing loud-- which is unfortunate since I drive a 15 yr old Honda Civic and can't sing at all. (I do it anyway...) I love Yoga, music, basketball, photography, astrology, tarot, and anything that invites me to think in a new way.
You Follow Your Heart
You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?
The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?
What Your Dreams Mean...
Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You tend to be a very productive thinker.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?
Your Lust Quotient: 81%
Your lust is totally out of control. You definitely have let your animal instincts take over.
And while your unbridled desire is attractive to some, most people see you as a bit of a freak! How Much Lust Do You Have?
You Are 67% Borderline
Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality.
It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book. Do You Have a Borderline Personality?
You Are 48% Sociopath
You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior.
Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse. Are You A Sociopath?
You Are 28% Lady
You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.
And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking. Are You A Lady?

I'd like to meet:

Steve Nash!!! Bill Maher. JD Williams. Pharrell. Dr Dre. Snoop Dogg. Krishna Das. Gurumayi. John Friend. Yogis, musicians, artists, poets... as well as all the "regular people" who haven't yet recognized their inner yogi, musician, artist and poet.

Music:

Music is magic. Music is essential to my well being. Blues, R & B, Funk, Techno, Rock, Folk, Kirtan, Reggae, Hip Hop, Rap (especially old school!), Alternative, Heavy Metal, Soul, Gospel... I love all kinds of music... almost (notice the complete absence of the words "country" and "western"). Most of my favorite musicians are in my family.

Movies:

The best movie ever.... The Princess Bride. Other faves include: Dr Zhivago, The Commitments, Office Space, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Spaceballs, March of the Penguins, The Friday series, This is Spinal Tap ... the list goes on and on

Television:

THE WIRE (I LOVE you Bodie! R.I.P.), Deadwood, Real Time with Bill Maher, Six Feet Under, The Simpsons, Family Guy, Suns Basketball, Lost, HBO Documentaries

Books:

Currently reading "14 Years With My Teacher", "Spiritual Cannibalism", "Play of Consciousness", "The Heart of Meditation", "The Soul of Rumi", "The Essential Rumi", "The Gift" and "The Splendor of Recognition". Hungry for anything about yoga (especially Tantric) philosophy.

Heroes:

So many!! People who know who they truly are and are strong enough to be themselves. People who do what they know is right, even if it is not the popular choice. Gurumayi. Neem Karoli Baba. Hanuman. John Friend. Steve Nash. My brother. My teachers. My students.

My Blog

...quietly choosing annihilation.

The poem of the day today is (surprise, surprise) a Rumi poem.  I don't remember ever being in love with a book before, but I'm in love with this one.... THE SILENT ARTICULATION OF A FACE  ...
Posted by LB on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:51:00 PST

Sometimes I Forget Completely

"On separation:  We know separation so well because we've tasted the union.  The reed flute makes music because it has already experienced changing mud and rain and light into sugarcane...
Posted by LB on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:48:00 PST

Shadow and Light Source Both

Shadow and Light Source Both -Rumi   How does a part of the world leave the world? How does wetness leave water? Dont' try to put out fire by throwing on more fire! Don't wash a wound with blood...
Posted by LB on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:31:00 PST