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MY NAME IS ANGELLA. I BLOW CANDLES OUT EVERY YEAR ON OCTOBER 27TH. I'M 28 YEARS YOUNG. ALTHOUGH, SOMETIMES YOU MIGHT THINK I ACT YOUNGER, OLDER, WISER OR NIEVE. LETS SEE, WHERE AM I AT IN LIFE AND WHAT DESCRIBES ME: I HAVE 2 SONS. THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. ONE IS ELEVEN YEARS OLD AND ONE IS ALMOST 3. I ALSO HAVE A WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND GOING ON A FEW YEARS NOW. IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO GET WHERE I AM AND I AM VERY PROUD OF IT. I THINK I AM THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT COULD BE SO HURT AND YET CONTINUE TO SMILE AT YOU AND TRY TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAY EVEN IF I CANNOT BRIGHTEN MY OWN. I SOMETIMES SMILE THROUGH A THOUSAND TEARS. I THINK LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT FINDING YOURSELF BUT MAYBE ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF. TO ME LIFE IS ABOUT TRUSTING YOUR FEELINGS AND TAKING CHANCES ON LOSING OR FINDING HAPPINESS. THIS WAY YOU CAN APPRECIATE GOOD AND BAD MEMORIES AND LEARN FROM THE PAST. I BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. SOME PEOPLE WILL COME AND GO. PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN TO LET GO, THINGS GO WRONG SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN TO APPRICIATE THEM WHEN THAY ARE RIGHT, YOU BELIEVE LIES SO THAT YOU CAN EVENTUALLY LEARN TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOUR SELF. ( AFTER ALL IF YOU CANNOT TRUST YOURSELF WHO ELSE CAN YOU TRUST? ) I ALSO BELIEVE THAT SOME GOOD THINGS FALL APART SO BETTER THINGS CAN COME TOGETHER. I TRY NOT TO HAVE ANY REGRETS. ALTHOUGH, I HAVE HAD SOME IN MY LIFE AND HAVE LEARNED FROM THEM THAT I SHOULD SAY AND DO AS I FEEL. IN THIS I MEAN THAT IF YOU DON'T SAY OR DO AS YOU FEEL OR WANT YOU MAY REGRET NOT DOING SO ANYWAYS RIGHT? SO,I SAY GO FOR IT AND BE YOURSELF TO THE FULLEST. THERE COMES A POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE WHO MATTERS, WHO NEVER DID, WHO WON'T ANYMORE AND WHO ALWAYS WILL. SO I DON'T WORRY ABOUT PAST PAIN IN MY LIFE BECAUSE THERE IS A REASON WHY THAT TIME HAS PASSED ON FOR ME NOW. I MAY SOUND PROUD IN SAYING SO BUT, I AM THE COMBINED EFFORT OF EVERYONE I HAVE KNOWN IN MY LIFE. YOU MAY NEVER MEET ANYONE QUITE LIKE ME AGAIN. I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AND THIS EVEN INCLUDES MY ENEMIES. I ENJOY THE HAPPINESS ON OTHER PEOPLES FACES DEARLY. I WILL SAY THOUGH, THAT IF YOU DO GET CLOSE TO ME AND YOU IN SOMEHOW HURT ME, I WOULD BE THE WORST ENEMY TO HAVE. I PAY ALOT OF ATTENTION TO MY SURROUNDINGS AND THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY AND DO. I ALMOST EXPECT THE SAME FROM YOU UNLESS CURCAMSTANCES LEAD YOU OTHER WAYS. THEN, I WOULD HAVE TO SAY IF YOU HURT ME, YOU MAY WANT TO RUN FOR YOUR LIFE BECAUSE THERE IS NO OTHER PAIN LIKE THE NOWLIN CURSE!!! LOL I WOULD SAY TO YOU THAT YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE WHERE YOU ARE UNLESS YOU KNOW WHERE YOU WANT TO BE. I KNOW WHERE I WANT TO BE AT MOST ALL TIMES IN MY LIFE. THIS IS SOMETIMES A DOWN FALL AND SOMETIMES ALSO AND UPWARD CRAWL!!! I LIKE GOING OUT AND DOING THINGS WITH MY FRIENDS. I NEED PEOPLE TO SURVIVE AS A PERSON AND ACTUALLY THE PERSON I AM. I LIKE TO GO BOWLING, PLAY BINGO, I LOVE WRITING, POETRY AND SHOPPING. I LIKE THE BAR AND EVERYONE KNOWS I LOVE TALKING, SOMETIMES TOO MUCH! I MAY SAY SOMETHINGS OUT OF CONTEXT SOMETIMES BUT, I NEVER REALLY MEAN ANY HARM BY SOME OF MY OUTBURST. I SOMETIMES JUST MISS MY OLD FRIENDS I USED TO SEE ALL OF THE TIME. I LIVE IN GLADWIN MICHIGAN NOW AND IT'S FAR AWAY FROM EVERYTHING I HAVE KNOWN ALL MY LIFE. I DO LOVE IT HERE THOUGH. I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE RIGHT NOW DESPITE ALL THE TRIALS IN MY LIFE THAT COME ALONG JUST BEING ME. I HAVE WHAT COUNTS AND I WILL NEVER FORGET WHERE I COME FROM. I REALLY APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE. I'M NOT A PERFECT GIRL. I DON'T LOOK LIKE BARBIE OR ANYTHING EITHER. SOMETIMES I AM A LITTLE CLUMSY AND I MAY HAVE SOME ISSUES BUT, IT'S NOTHING I HAVEN'T TOLD YOU OR ANYONE ELSE ABOUT. I AM A VERY REAL PERSON. I PRIDE MYSELF ON THIS. SOMETIMES I MAY SEEM LIKE I WANNA FIGHT BUT MAYBE SOME DAYS THINGS JUST DON'T GO RIGHT. WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT AND TAKE A STEP BACK I REMEMBER HOW AMAZING LIFE TRUELY IS AND THAT MAYBE. JUST MAYBE. I LIKE BEING PERFECTLY UNPERFECT. SOME PEOPLE MAY CALL ME CRAZY SOMETIMES BECAUSE I AM... CONSTANTLY INCONSISTANT, NORMALLY STRANGE, CHEERFULLY MORBID, INGENIOUSLY SMART, QUIETLY LOUD, ( YEAH RIGHT! ) HARMLESSLY DANGEROUS, SERIOUSLY JOKING, DEEPLY SHALLOW, ALWAYS PLANNING TO BE SPONTANIOUS!, SIMPLY CONFUSING, SPASTICALLY CALM, AND UNIQUE JUST LIKE EVERONE ELSE!!! I ASK YOU TO LOVE ME WITHOUT FEAR, TRUST ME WITHOUT WONDERING, LOVE ME WITHOUT RESTRICTIONS, WANT ME WITHOUT DEMAND AND EXCEPT ME FOR ALL THAT I AM... ANGELLA<3<3<3

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SCATTERED SPIRIT

I AM DEEPLY HURTINSIDE ALL MY SORROWTHERE IS NO SUCH THINGAS NO TOMORROWWITH TOMORROW COMES PAINFROM WHAT'S HERE TODAYYET, IT WILL NEVER BRINGLOVE AND AFFECTION MY WAYWISHES AND DREAMSSCATTERED IN THE...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 22:16:00 GMT

THERE IS SUCH A THING AS LONELY #3 LOL

 WELL, I HEARD THIS SOMEWHERE AND IT KINDA FITS MY MOOD SO I DECIDED TO BLOG AND SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE. I'M NOT A MATH WIZ BUT I THINK IT EVEN ADDS UP!!! LOLLONELY NUMBER THREEI FEAR THAT I WILL ALWA...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jun 2009 11:28:00 GMT

TO THE FULLEST

LEAVE ME ALONE I JUST WANT TO CRYI WOULD LIKE MY OWN FEELINGS  YOU CAN HAND MY HOPES BACKI'LL SWEEP UP THE PIECES AND PICK UP THE SLACKIT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE TO MEI'M USED TO IT ALLTHE KNIFE IN THE BA...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 20:44:00 GMT

UNDONE

 UNDONE  LIFE IS PRETTY LONELY  WHEN I DON'T SEE ALL MY FRIENDS  MY HURTING IS PRETTY PAINFULL  WHEN IT DON'T HAVE ANY END  I NEED TO TURN A NEW LEAF  ANOTHER CHAPTER OR A BOOK  I NEED TO SEE A NEW BE...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 22:42:00 GMT

JUST A LITTLE NOTE...

 WELL, I JUST WANTED TO WRITE A LITTLE NOTE TO ANYONE WHO HAS READ MY BLOGS AND LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING I GUESS... YOU MIGHT SAY, THAT I HAVE PUT MY BIG GIRL PANTIES ON AND STOPPED WHINING FOR A...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 14:20:00 GMT

BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ANGELLA TO THE FULLEST!!!

OKAY, THIS MESSAGE HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY ANGELLA TO THE FULLEST!!! I WILL START OUT WITH AN APPETIZER AND THEN MOVE ON TO THE MAIN COURSE. THERE WILL BE NO DESSERT BECAUSE IT MAY BE HARD TO SWALL...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 17:38:00 GMT

I FEEL ALONE WHEN I'M NOT

    IF YOU MUST KNOW...  I FEEL I'M FORGOTTEN  WHO WANTS TO TAKE CARE OF SOME ONE SO ROTTEN?  I CAN'T SEEM TO SEE IN THE DARK WHEN I'M NOT BLIND  I CANNOT READ A MAP TO KNOW WHAT I DO FIND  I CANNOT S...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 22:24:00 GMT

DRINK RESPONSIBLY!!!

 I THOUGHT WITH ST. PATTY'S DAY COMING SOME OF YOU MIGHT APPRECIATE THIS:  AS BEN FRANKLIN SAID: IN WINE THERE IS WISDOM, IN BEER THERE IS FREEDOM, IN WATER THERE IS BACTERIA. IN A NUMBER OF CAREFULLY...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 12:40:00 GMT

LOST AND FOUND...

 HOW CAN I BE A SHINING STAR,  IF YOU DON'T SEE ME HERE?  WHY SHOULD YOU LOVE ME FROM AFAR,  BECAUSE OF ALL YOUR FEARS?  HOW CAN I THINK YOUR TRUE IS NOT FAKE,  IF I CANNOT FEEL YOU ARE REAL?  HOW CAN...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 10:00:00 GMT

DON'T QUIT...

 JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING THAT A FRIEND OF MINE INSPRED ME TO WRITE IS ALL BUT, ACTUALLY IT'S FUNNY HOW WHEN YOU WRITE YOUR RANDOM THOUGHTS DOWN AND IN THE END YOU REALIZE SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF OR O...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 15:09:00 GMT