I'd like to meet:
FLATTERY will get you EVERYWHERE with me
I crave excitement. talk dirty to me...
Music:
PornStar | jesse / little
*when you feel the snakebite enter your veins* I live in San Francisco, I love my Life, & Yes I'm Gay and Single
*My Friends Are Better Than Yours*
Thinking About Getting Pierced?
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*My Videos*
Walking Around Spreading Jesus in Castro
Getting Ready for Work, I Later Ran Away Naked
Meeting Paris Hilton at KFC
I Have NO Morals
Jesse Little, Jeffree Star,& Raquel Reed
Tay and I At Dennys After Fluid
Old Video but CarRide back from MadHattersTeaParty
Making Out with Someone?
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After all of these years I came to realize just how lucky I am. When was younger than I am now I took what little I had for granted. It seems the little I had was more than any other child I'v met. Nothings changed of course, but at least now I gained a greater appreciation for all that I have and for what I have become.
My confidence, what I seem to have an overabundance of wasn't always so. Crying in mirrors never helped, just as hopeless as asking questions in a letter. So yes, I have been through a series of transformations, some not so appealing as others. i am just now getting to be comfortable in my own skin becoming something beautiful.
This wasn't prearranged. If it where so, than it wouln't have been such a strenuous journey for me. My stomache grows ill knowing how much more I have before me.
I AM NOT A WASTE. Something great will come from my existance. In fact,I am the very thing you aspire to be and I han't even fully bloomed. I am the flower that will never wilt nor parish be become more with time. I devote my life to be known and demand my natural born right of fame and the gossip that follows I'v accepted. Boring people can't help talking about the greater ones.
I do accept my lifestyle and hope that you find me easy to take in. I quench your eyes better than the fountain of life promised to you by the book, and I do understand noone will ever understand anyone I hope that acceptance is something you will obtain with time.
Yes, I am fucking angry about what we all have become. Originality and individuality, the very uniqueness that I possess has died in almost everyone that I have ever layed my very much alive eyes on. I overflow with it, cry it, and PISS WHAT YOU LACK.
I am embarrassed at my past, yet not ashamed to admit what ever you please to know. I am not one to hide my truths. My FAKE everything is something I charish, I paid for it all and it's very much part of me. YES everything is natural. (atonetime) now finds it self tainted like me with the exagerations of perfection.
(onelastthing)
Being fortunate or blessed has NOTHING to do with me, I credit niether my parents nor God himself in who I am. Religion is something I ease my self into but I refuse to indulge in fantasies. I finally love my existance and I have to believe in a higher (somthing) because after all of my attempts my heart keeps beating. You can't kill an imortal spirit. I refuse to wilt and parish like all of you...
I'm truely sorry if you find me arrogant or conceded. I promise your horribly mistaken. I'm simply awake in a world of lathargic. unoriginal, narcaleptics. stuck in their own reality.
WAKE THE FUCK UP
When You Want to Reach Me
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Heroes:
my interests
alcohol
getting ready
cooking gormet meals and not eating them
tanning
fashion of all sorts
being the center of attention
bleach
dancing
big sun glasses
rockstar energy
techno-industrial
neon lights
late nights
drinking beer hungover
sitting on my couch after big night
