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R.I.P. MARTINE You Will Be Missed....For Martine... See You In Heaven

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My sister Jasmine. I love you to death and i want you to know that. you're my little sister and i love you soooo much. whenever i'm down you always put me back up and whenever i need help you're always there to help me. words can't describe how much you mean to me. My Best Friend Shantelle... Gurl you're like my sister lol hell we're sisters but we have different fathers and mothers lol. Through all that we go through and all that we have gon through we're still tight. you kno everything about me and i hope i kno everything about you lol since you like to hind things lol. we both have beautiful babiez and baby daddy drama lol. whenever i'm going through something you always for some strange reason are going through the same damn thing lol i don't kno wat i would do without you. you kno how people say you would loose your head if it wasn't screwed to your head lol well you're my screws lol i love you.Dono-Bear or should i say Von-Dono lol you were one of the first people i met when i came to Ga and you showed me something that i never knew i could find and that true friendship between a boy and a girl that's not sexual (lol our secret) we've gon through a lot of buh-buh-buh bullshit (lol) and we've made it and we're stronger than ever. you looked out for me when i had no one else and i love you for that. and whenever i needed someone to talk to you sat on the phone for hours and just listened to me. no other nigga would do that shit but you did. you're my sons godfather and i made you that for a reason and you know wat that reason is. i trust you. and that's something else you showed me too. you helped me get over Anthony's death and u made me stronger than yesterday. you can say we're T-I-G-H-T and it's gonna stay that way. remember we're the same person just different sexes(lol). LOVE YOU!! Dinah Apphia ahahahahah (lol) i love you alphy. you're my sister too. we grew up together. even though we had that little mishap wit you doing acrobat shit down the steps lol i still love you. you make me laugh when i'm sad jus like jazzy. it's like yall double team me or something and just have me crackin the hell up. and if you read what i wrote about my best friend shantelle you're one of my screws too lol. i love you dinah. Allesandria Normande lol i love you girl. when i lived in miami me and you had a blast. and you helped me with alot of problems. you're a strong person. don't ever let anyone take that from you. all that you've been through and you're still standing strong. Strong Black Females United lol take care of my godson and don't let him get all bad ass on me lol i love you.Ma Niggas lol Manny and Helen the cutest couple in the world. lol you wanna kno why i love you guys so much huh huh do ya do ya? it's because in a way you two have helped me and devon and manny you kept my head on straight plenty of times and Helen you always help me with my issues cause you have the same ones lol I LOVE YOU GUYS!!RIKO!!!!!! i love you gurl. even though we met in a funny kind of way you've became one of my closest friends too. ur stupid ass lol and my smoking buddy lol keep being crazy and oh yea i think i have a crush on you lolDarline... i kno you're going through a hard time right now. we all are but i want you to kno that I love you and i'm always here for you. don't let anything get you down you're too strong for that. she wouldn't want you to be upset she would want you to live your life and accomplish great things. think about it. i love you darline and don't forget that ok... MUAH!!Marcus. Thank you for always being there especially when i was pregnant. when most of my friends was out doing they thizzle you stayed checking up on me making sure i was aite. and i appreciate that. you're still my brother and i love you!!HAHA don't be surprised if she asks where da K@$H at lol wats poppin my nigga i kno i haven't known you for a long time but you talked alot of sense into me at times. i admit i do be trippin for no reason but i appreciate everything you've done for me love you brother.Qwanisha i kno one thing you better slow your fast ass down before i beat you!! but you're my little sister and i be worried about u. i love youJanee. you still my main bitch lol i love you gurl i can't wait to get back to the A so we can do it big like we did before. hittin the clubs and stuntin on hoes. we need to let them kno that jealousy is a disease and they need to see a doctor lol you've became one of my close friends too and i don't kno what i would do without you i love you.Malaika. I love you to death too. you helped me when no one else would. you put a roof over my head when i needed it and you always and i do mean are always there for me. i appreciate you and i love you. and there's nothing in this world i wouldn't do for you.LAMBCHOP!! lol i love you tashies. you were my eating buddy lol me you and laika would go into wendys and tear some shit up lol. and ur bad self knowing damn well you ain't suppose to have dairies and still eating the cheese on the potatoe lol I LOVE YOU!!

My Blog

Mistakes.....

For all my tears And all these years He's the one that caused all my fears My trust of security Was destroyed by his infidelity And yet I still stayed.... Since February 2004 I've been his "stupid chi...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:00:00 PST

R.I.P. MARTINE

ya kno it's weird how one day we're here and then the next day we're gone. i just saw her on new years and me, her, darline, and kash had soooo much fun. hey martine lol can you speak another language...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 10:58:00 PST

i feel it's coming soon

lately i've been having these strange dreams.... i can't explain them but i always die in them..... i feel my time is about to end and i wonder how many people would miss me but that's not the importa...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 11:29:00 PST

No Title

Despise his lies We're interwined In the sheets The first place we meet Despise the scorns Of my soul I let him back in This is where it begins In my mind I'm crying loud Let him go My heart says no M...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 03:45:00 PST

my rape

It lurks It lingers I can feel it in my fingers The past The future My heart and all its torture Silence And yelling If only you understood my telling The danger You caused To you I no longer b...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 02:57:00 PST

you

the pain that i feel the pain is so real the moment i lost you i drowned myself in tears you were the cover for all my fears and i think my insanity nears not because of you but because of what you've...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 03:11:00 PST

A Mother's Love

I can feel his little feet moving Bouncing up and down I can hear his heart beating It's such a wonderful sound I can imagine what he'll look like So tiny and small His little toes will curl like a li...
Posted by I'm Only Human*R.I.P. Martine* on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 07:04:00 PST