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About Me

""born and raised in the Philippines. where theres 7k islands, some disappear when the tide is high. only place really with a sunken cemetery. not that thats way cool, but it might as well be. hehehe:) its where you can find the sun setting as if it were kissing the ocean. the beaches are beautiful and only 10 minutes away. if you go the opposite direction, you get to the mountains where the colors of nature collide. life is so relaxed if you wish it to be. there is never any rush to get anywhere.i have two amazing daughters. both beautiful. both smart. the oldest Xamika Faye learned how to read and write when she was 4. just the basic but enough. was accelerated a year to an advance level. loves the computer, her gameboy and crazy stomache churning rides. the youngest is Leah Quissandria Ledesma. she just turned 2. very active. somewhat acts like a lil boy. very feisty. practically potty trained... haha!. i love them both like nothing or no one ive ever loved.i have a jewelry business. i barely just started. its doing pretty good actually, but with my lifestyle, theres room to improve. just this year i have started to do wholesale because i believe that even when people wont have much means for luxury there are a lot of people who dream of making it big in retail. so i sell to the retailers. i do shows, fleas, feast days and pretty soon here the outlet mall here in albuquerque. we have a website. it just got hacked. sad really. it will be up soon...i love albuquerque. i have the most amazing friends. they are all smart and beautiful and fun to be with. a lot of the times i have to remind them so. which is a little funny. if they only see what i see. i love my ladies, my sisters from another mother. i do miss my friends back home though. memories that i will never be able to forget or want to forget. i love them i always have, always will.my man is as close to perfect for me. he's smart, kind and beautiful. very straightforward yet very fun to be with. a computer genius and goof ball in one. great father, great lover (oohhhh...) and great friend. couldnt have asked for more.im a firm believer in love. it sounds ridiculously cheesy but the truth is, its what makes the world go round. everything is rooted from it. even hate.... i have been through so much in my life, it wouldnt even be funny. i have learned from it all though. i have been lied to, cheated on, beat up and stuck in the hospital for a couple of weeks, i have been abandoned, wrongly perceived, taken advantage of, deported and everything else a human being can possibly go through but at the same time im sure in one way or another, i have hurt someone as much. maybe not in the same way but equivalent. everything that i do though is either for good intentions and love or fear. heres something else i firmly believe in, nobody's perfect.. no one has the right to judge. when you do, it indirectly means you believe youre perfect. trust me honey, youre not... we are going to make sooo many mistakes in our lifetimes(yes, plural), its unbelievable. heres the kicker, its OK!... make those mistakes, learn from it. move the fuck on... hehehe. forgive and cherish every moment.

My Interests

absolutely everything doable under the sun or..... moon.

I'd like to meet:

old friends i havent seen in forever. new friends i cant seem to get a hold of and everyone else connected to them. FLY AND COME TAKE ME AWAY!!!

Music:

house, trance, hip hop, alternative , rock and everything in between...

Movies:

gladiator, super troopers, the grudge, the others, cruel intention, pretty woman

Television:

sex and the city, friends, mtv, charmed, southpark, AI

Books:

books by danielle steel, mario puzo, sidney sheldon, neale donald walsch... oh and the little prince and sophies world.

Heroes:

napoleon orat........ for the confidence he tries to share with us. and the sense of humor he draws out of us.

My Blog

a lil poetry for my nick-leh

In a dark room i standWarm light emerging form out of nowhereBlinding me, confusing me for a secondGradually having me see everything clearerSubtly changing how i percieve lifeSubtly changing how i se...
Posted by eunice on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

BEING 20-SOMETHING

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like....
Posted by eunice on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

borrowed life

To be lost in world of immutable right or wrong To fully live a life that to us will never belong To struggle and hope to survive for a borrowed life With the...
Posted by eunice on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST