on self-preservation |
hesitating, againwhy? b/c i didn't know what was worth deleting. so i deleted some blogs and left some others up. mostly my angsty poetry remains. angsty poetry is a bit redundant, isn't it? ok, just ...
Posted by Susan on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:01:00 PST |
oh teenage angst here me roar some more... |
this is from december '05 some 95% bullshit screw the other 5% good shitCurrent mood: the other people insid emy mindhere's something: spur of the moment crapoozing out of hapagirl's brain of FIRE!i ...
Posted by Susan on Wed, 31 May 2006 01:02:00 PST |
more old poems |
SapWas just sitting around in his own deliriumDrunk off of dreary rain waterDrip, drip, drip, drip, it all wentWith the wasted flesh all aroundAll around he heard his blindness deafenAnd realized hed ...
Posted by Susan on Wed, 31 May 2006 12:56:00 PST |
the trouble with memory is... |
it will either slip away or strike you a knockout blow to the head its taste can be bland or burnt undone or overdone it hurts it feels good like sand between your toes or like shards of glass tearing...
Posted by Susan on Mon, 29 May 2006 11:51:00 PST |
3am |
worst sleeping patterns ever... it's stuffy upstairs... and wtf, i come downstairs and my roommate and doormmates are still up and jus chatting and eating? the night has turned to morning and w/e i...
Posted by Susan on Sun, 28 May 2006 11:19:00 PST |
4 am muse |
i found myself completely alone tonight in the crowded club, the smoke coming out of everyone's mouth but my own like grey snakes shedding skin i felt intoxicated by my own soberness and was left a bi...
Posted by Susan on Sat, 27 May 2006 12:05:00 PST |
something the night took... |
a perspective i once held in my own bare hands-- something shot it down years ago a girl who'd grown up too fast who'd never known what it was like to be small and white-- that's what they keep tell...
Posted by Susan on Sat, 27 May 2006 10:56:00 PST |
hello |
friday was uneventful... i'm burnt out. school's a bitch..and i just can't be motivated. at this point, there is so much that i still don't know...so much kanji i haven't learned (but should have)......
Posted by Susan on Sat, 27 May 2006 09:36:00 PST |
so i sent the e-mail |
i sent the e-mail to my mom...basically an update on suzy's life.i got a brief reply..my stomach was in knots before i opened it. i was about to just leave it unopened, for fear of what she had to say...
Posted by Susan on Thu, 25 May 2006 03:45:00 PST |
for better or for worse |
i hope you realize i was having a VERY BAD DAY--to those of you worried that i've lost all hope and interest in my life.yet aother reason why i did not allow comments on that particular blog. read it ...
Posted by Susan on Thu, 25 May 2006 01:48:00 PST |
