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nots_niw

All i ever wanted was to pick apart the day, put the peices back together my way

About Me

well im probly one of the most deppresed person you will ever meet but im really good at covering it up. i think suicides a bitches way out but every once in a while it sound like the only thing that will help me out of the hell that seems to haunt me. on to other matters ive got a choice to make i can spend the summer locked up or i can spent a couple years.. i never seem to make the right decision. but i hope i can make it this time. hmmm. i fell madly in love with the most beautiful girl in the world but as ive stated i always seem to fuck things up and that just happened to be another one of them..well for the most part im a happy person despite all of the things i get in trouble for but then thats just me i just want to live my life and screw up but learn from all of that and one day have everthing ive ever wanted out of it.i hate people who warship material objects, theres more important things out there then just shit you think you need. i dont belive in god it just seems a little hard to buy for me but i dont judge people on things like that so dont judge me. my friends help me out when they probly dont even relize it. OWW.. christie is one of the coolest peoplez in the world (i had to put something about her haha) spoonys family is my favorite they always make me laugh and there fun to be around. k im bored with this shit now so blah blah blah to you sir/ma'am so have a good night or day when ever you read this i guess. :)(:Cool MySpace Layouts
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My Interests

my bike my favorite thing to do on sunny days is go to fox trails and jump the jumps tiss fun. i like to draw but never said i was good at it. hike moutains that have hardly any trails to. umm chill with peoples when i feel kinda lazyCongratulations, Winston! Your IQ score is 109Your Intellectual Type is Inventive Inquisitor. You have the unusual distinction of being equally good at math and verbal skills. This means you are a creative thinker and are uniquely good at teaching others through experiences. You are also a great improviser and very good at handling change.FUCKIN LIES I CANT EVEN LEARN FROM MY OWN MISTAKES

I'd like to meet:

who ever i dont care but no narkes, bitches, or emos. fuckin emos they piss me off (you know who you are)
You Belong in Amsterdam
A little old fashioned, a little modern - you're the best of both worlds. And so is Amsterdam.
Whether you want to be a squatter graffiti artist or a great novelist, Amsterdam has all that you want in Europe (in one small city). What European City Do You Belong In?
Your Personality Is Like Acid
A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.
One moment you're in your own little happy universe...
And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Music:

every thing but emo but you get to understand it when you have your heart broke. it still sucks they should go die already...

Movies:

ones that you watch b/w movies are cool... john wayne is one of the coolest and clint eastwood. million dollar baby was a damn good show

Television:

umm cool shit i like all the cartoons i watched when i was little. that 70s show is a good one to. animal planet AE fuse spike dicovery channel and my favorite the history channel

Books:

the coolest book ive ever read was the hitchhikers guide to the universe. it has all the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy in it. a child called it made me sad i read that in d.t.

Heroes:

anybody who wants to better themselves cause i sure in the hell dont. all three of my brothers and the people i look up to the most though i love them

My Blog

the suicide squad

    work for life, to get what you need to live as a wage slave to corporate greed,or kill for CASH, the goverments whore these are your choices cause they pray on the poor, die for your gov...
Posted by nots_niw on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 08:02:00 PST

the greatest thing ive been told yet

Times are changing my friend, her hay day will fester only knowing the scam she was apart of, corrupting the innocent into the guilty. Lies and deception for knowing the truth and yet they feed us wit...
Posted by nots_niw on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:32:00 PST

heroin ( im not a druggy i swear)

heroin the needle tears a holeright down threw my veinit only hurts for a second until the heroin hits the brain i want to let it go but i just cantits controling and for some reason....i like it li...
Posted by nots_niw on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 12:30:00 PST