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Ally

The worst part of a lie is knowing that you're not worth the truth

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"I said I'd be your lover You laughed at what I said I lost my job forever I was counted with the dead I swept the marble chambers But you sent me down below You kept me from believing Until you let me know That I am not the one who loves It's love that seizes me When hatred with his package comes You forbid delivery And when the hunger for your touch Rises from the hunger You whisper You have loved enough Now let me be the lover"So I guess Im supossed to describe myself I think thats shallow but Ill do it See looks they should not matter I should be explaining only my personality The way I look is useless But if that is all that matters then here goes
Im 5 foot 3 and I dont smile I have blue eyes and black hair Getting to know me takes awhile I have big lips but bigger arms that protect me when Im scared These arms belong to you But you are unawhere
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"I want to love you now I want to love you then I want to love you never And then begin again All the tassels of my belt Go flying in the sky When you bend down to laugh at me From your place on high I want to be the fool the one you send away After you have used him up Every second day I want to be the rose You beckon with a yawn Limping on a thorny crutch Acrosss the burning lawn See what you have done to me As if you give a shit I used to live behind the line But now Im over it I wont come back to say goodbye I'll never leave your side Until I am the other man And you are someones bride Sit down on my memory When you are in pain When you are in pleasure Sit down on it again Thank you for your courtesy And for your drunken kiss Im drunker then youll ever be I hate to tell you this"

My Interests

"I often think about you When I'm lying alone in My room with my mouth Open and the remote Lost somewhere in the bed"Singing, Poetry, Make up, Writing, Wal-Mart, Audrey Hepburn, Weddings, Babys, Anything Red, Sad Music, Fire Works, Xanax, Pandas, Snapple Apple, Lemons with salt, Holding hands, California
Laying down in the shower, Thunderstorms, LOVE, Porn, Musicals, Cold Rain on a Hot Day, Kisses in the dark, Smoking, Hot Tea, Sleeping, Reading, Ice Cream, Hawaii, Tattoos, Kisses in the rain, Shoes, Crying, Movies, and YOU
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"I stopped looking for you I stopped waiting for you I stopped dying for you And I started dying for myself I aged rapidly I became fat in the face And soft in the gut And I forgot that I ever loved you I was old I had no focus, no mission I wandered around eating and buying Bigger and Bigger clothes And I forgot why I hated Every long moment that was mine to fill Why did you come back to me tonight I can't even get off this chair Tears run down my cheeks I am in love again I can live like this" The closest thing to the perfect wedding dress

I'd like to meet:

"I built my house beside thed wood So I could hear you singing And it was sweet and it was good And love was all begining Fare thee well my nighingale 'Twas long ago I found you Now all your songs of beauty fail The forest closes 'round you The sun goes down behind a veil 'Tis now that you would call me So rest in peace my nightingale Beneath your branch of holly Fare thee well my nightingale I lived but to be near you Though you are singing somewhere still I can no longer hear you"Myself Someday But Not
Today or Anytime Soon
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"I meant to find her when I came Death-had the same design- But the success -was his-it seems- And the surrender-mine- I m meant to tell her how I longed For just this single time- But death had told her so the first- And she had past, with him- To wander-now-is my respose- To rest-To rest would be A privilege of Hurricane To memory-and me"

Music:


"Going to him! Happy letter! Tell him-- Tell him the page I didn't write; Tell him I only said the syntax, And left the verb and the pronoun out. Tell him just how the fingers hurried Then how they waded, slow, slow, slow- And then you wished you had eyes in your pages, So you could see what moved them so. Tell him it wasn't a practised writer, You guessed, from the way the sentence toiled; You could hear the bodice tug, behind you, As if it held but the might of a child; You almost pitied it, you, it worked so. Tell him--No, you may quibble there, For it would split his heart to know it, And then you and I were silenter. Tell him night finished before we finished And the old clock kept neighing 'day!' And you got sleepy and begged to be ended-- What could it hinder so, to say? Tell him just how she sealed you, cautious But if he ask where you are hid Until to-morrow,--happy letter! Gesture, coquette, and shake your head!"
Hmmm.... Really I like all music but my favorites are Cold, Ben Harper, Three Days Grace, Dispatch, Tool, Pepper, Sarah McLachlan, The Beatles, Billy Idol, Flogging Molly, Jack Johnson, Blue October, The Pogues, Hinder , Clutch, Sade, Janis Joplin, Ratt, Steve Earl, Cat Stevens, Cinderella, Pearl Jam, Johnny Cash, Dave Matthews Band, Phil Collins, David Gray, Joe Purdy, Third Eye Blind, Death Cab For Cutie, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Dashboard Confessional, Foo Fighters, Counting Crows, Sublime, The Postal Service, Hed PE, Ani DiFranco, There are so many more but that should give you an idea...
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"It's All I have to bring to-day, This, and my heart beside, This, and my heart, and all the fields, And all the meadows wide. Be sure you count, should I forget, -- Some one the sum could tell, -- This, and my heart, and all the bees Which in the clover dwell."

Movies:

"I almost went to bed without remembering the four white violets I put in the button-hole of your green sweater and how i kissed you then and you kissed me shy as though I'd never been your lover"
My Fair Lady, Dogma, Pulp Fiction, Breakfast at Tiffanys, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Sin City, Gia, All Dogs go to Heaven, The Sound of Music, What Dreams May Come, Mallrats, The Wedding Singer, Planet Terror, Fear of Loathing in Las Vegas Original Sin, Edward Scissorhands, Fight Club, The Water Boy, The Little Mermaid, To Gillian on her 37th Birthday, Legends of the Fall, Boondock Saints, Scarface, American Beauty, Girl Interrupted, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Nightmare on Elm Street, Grandmas Boy, and many many more.
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"This is the only poem I can read I am the only one can write it I didn't kill myself when things went wrong I didn't turn to drugs or teaching I tried to sleep but when I couldn't sleep I learned to write I learned to write what might be read one nights like this by one like me"

Television:

One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy, Old episodes of OZ, Def Poetry and Saved by the bell...

Books:

"If you were coming in the fall I'd brush the summer by With half a smile and half a spurn As housewives do a fly If I could see you in a year I'd wind the months in balls And put them each in seperate drawers For fear the numbers fuse If only centuries delayed I'd count them on my hand Subtracting till my fingers dropped Into Van Dieman's land If certain when this life was out That yours and mine should be I'd toss it yonder like a rind And take eternity But now uncertain of the length Of this that is between It goads me like the Goblin bee That will not state its sting" Anything by Emily Dickinson, Maya Angelou
Leonard Cohen, Sylvia Plath or Ted Hughes
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" I can't make the hills The system is shot I'm living on pills For which I thank god I followed the course from chaos to art Desire the horse Depression the cart I sailed like a swan I sank like a rock But time is long gone Past my laughing stock My page was to white My ink was to thin The day wouldn't write What the night pencilled in My animal howls My angels upset But I'm not allowed A trace of regret For someone will use What I couldn't be My heart will be hers Impersonally She'll step on the path She'll see what I mean My will cut in half And freedom between For less then a second Our lives will collide The endless suspended The door open wide Then she will be born To someone like you What no one has done She'll continue to do I know she is coming I know she will look And that is the longing And this is the book"

Heroes:

"Her smile was shaped like other smiles- The dimples ran along- And still it hurt you, as some Bird Did hoist herself, to sing, Then recollect a ball, she got- And hold upon the twig, Conclusive, while the music broke- Like beads-among the bog-" My hero is anybody who is not afraid to be them selves. Who do what they want to do
and do not care what people think about them People who are real that dont change their personality around certain people
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"Hope is the thing with feathers- That perches in the soul- And sings the tune without the words- And never stops-at all- And sweetest-in the gale-is heard- And sore must be the storm- That could abash the little Bird That kept so many warm- I've heard it in the chillest land- And on the strangest sea- Yet, never in Extremity, It asked a crumb-of me"
[Marital Status] Single
[Shoe size] 71/2
[Parents still together] Nope
[Siblings] None
[Pets] I have 4 dogs at my house and 3 at my dads
FAVORITES
[Color] Red
[Number] 2
[Animal] pigs
[Drinks] Hot tea with milk
[Soda] Sprite
[Book] Leonard Cohen's Book of Longing
[Flower] Lily
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] From time to time to get it Blue Black
[Twirl your hair?] No
[Have tattoos?] Yeah 19 of them
[Have Piercings?] Yep
[Cheat on tests/homework?] No
[Drink/Smoke?] I don't drink but... I smoke a pack a day
[Like roller coasters?] Of course who doesn't
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] Sometimes I wish I lived in Hawaii it's so Beautiful
[Want more piercings?] Maybe
[Like cleaning?] Hell No
[Write in cursive or print?] Cursive
[Own a web cam?] No
[Know how to drive?] Actually I'm learning I've always been kind of afraid to drive... ;)
[Own a cell phone?] Yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] Yes
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] Kind of
[Considered a life of crime?] No
[Considered being a hooker?] Hell No
[Lied to someone?] Unfortuanatly yes
[Been in love?] Yeah, it's my favorite... I love the feeling of being so in love that you loose yourself I love giving everything I have to that someone I think I will spend the rest of my life with!!!
[Made out with JUST a friend?] Yep
[Been in lust?] A few times
[Used someone] No
[Been used?] Unfortuanatly yeah
[Been cheated on?] Yeah
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] Yeah
[Stolen anything?] Yeah when I was in the 6th grade but hey kids... Stealing is bad!
[Held a gun] Yep
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] A dress from Lucky and flip-flops
[Current mood] Semi-happy
[Current taste] I'm drinking lavender tea so I guess Lavender
[What you currently smell like] Baby Doll by: Yves Saint Laurent
[Current hair] Curly and down
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Cleaning
[Current cd in stereo] Dispatch
[Last book you read] The Heroin Diaries by: Nikki Sixx
[Last movie you saw] The Bucket List
[Last thing you ate] Oatmeal
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Charles
[Do drugs?] From time to time
[Believe there is life on other planets?] I don't believe anything but I think it is possible...
Remember your first love?] Yeah
[Still love him/her?] I dont like to talk about it
[Read the newspaper?] Sometimes
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] What kind of quesion is that... why does it matter what sexual prefrence my friends have?
[Believe in miracles?] Like I said I don't have beliefs I have thoughts and I think anything is possible
[Do well in school?] It depends I do really good in English, Writing, Literature, and history... I couldnt tell you anything about math!
[Wear hats] Hardly ever
[Hate yourself?] Sometimes when its late and I'm alone I start to feel worthless but I dont hate myself...
[Have an obsession?] Doesnt everyone at some point?
[Collect anything?] No, I have always found that kind of strange
[Have a best friend?] Yes she is amazing
[Close friends?] Yes alot of them actually and they are almost always wonderful...lol
[Like your handwriting?] Actually yes
[Care about looks] I'm not proud of it but yes I do... wish I didnt but I do
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] I can't remember
[First kiss] Jay Reynolds
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] I think it exists
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Yes I have met him and at the age of 19 I have already found him, lost him, and stopped looking for someone to replace him because its impossible
[Are you a tease?] Not at all
[Too shy to make the first move?] I'm too shy about almost everything
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] Yes
[Bitch/Asshole] I dont think so... I guess I can be
[sarcastic] Sometimes
[Angel] Sometimes
[Devil] Sometimes
[Shy] Always
[Talkative] No
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So if you have read my poetry and you like what you've seen you can find alot more of it along with short storys and thoughts at http://www.scribd.com/people/view/86292-alexis Lots of love hugs and ki...
Posted by Ally on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 05:06:00 PST

Results on Personality Test!!! LOVELY ;)

..> ..> ..> ..> Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53% Stability |||| 13% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% ...
Posted by Ally on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:30:00 PST

Wanting you

I think I am in love with you I never thought of it before You have been my best friend for ever Never thought of wanting more Until you left today And all I could smell was you I only touched you on...
Posted by Ally on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 03:50:00 PST

Smiles

I just want to make you smile Until you have to go away I want to make your life On every second day Until the end of time Til your not breathing anymore I'll be right behind you You know its me whos...
Posted by Ally on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 11:39:00 PST

Hmmmmm... Somebody else can name it

Im over my love My disaster My faith that I once had in you Couldn't have gone any faster Had to be able to say That I waited for you And now that I can I am leaving No slamming doors Im just walk...
Posted by Ally on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 10:10:00 PST

?

How did you deal with my attitude The way I boss everyone around Im realizing that I do it Sad part is that it took til now You were right you know Im needy I always needed you there I just never thou...
Posted by Ally on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:14:00 PST

I was a minute late

I was a minute late for plans I never made And ever since I missed them You haven't been the same I walked a step to slow I fell to far behind I was right beside you but I was never by your side I...
Posted by Ally on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 12:38:00 PST

January 9th

So January 9th is pretty much the worst day of the year for me... and I am waiting for it to come isn't that sad Its like am waiting to celebrate feeling horrible!!! If you don't know me this probably...
Posted by Ally on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:04:00 PST

Im not an angel anymore

You took my wings away I'm not an angel anymore You told me I was one long ago but for sure I'm not one now At least not in your eyes I dont want to know what you think of me I wish I could fly home ...
Posted by Ally on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 09:39:00 PST

This is for you babe!?!

I love when you try to make me not think of him I love that you care that much My tattoos are one of my weak spots And you know when not to touch I love when you look at my eyes And know I'm abo...
Posted by Ally on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 08:48:00 PST