"I often think about you
When I'm lying alone in
My room with my mouth
Open and the remote
Lost somewhere in the bed"Singing, Poetry, Make up, Writing, Wal-Mart, Audrey Hepburn, Weddings, Babys, Anything Red, Sad Music, Fire Works, Xanax, Pandas, Snapple Apple, Lemons with salt, Holding hands, California
Laying down in the shower, Thunderstorms, LOVE, Porn, Musicals, Cold Rain on a Hot Day, Kisses in the dark, Smoking, Hot Tea, Sleeping, Reading, Ice Cream, Hawaii, Tattoos, Kisses in the rain, Shoes, Crying, Movies, and YOU
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"I stopped looking for you
I stopped waiting for you
I stopped dying for you
And I started dying for myself
I aged rapidly
I became fat in the face
And soft in the gut
And I forgot that I ever loved you
I was old
I had no focus, no mission
I wandered around eating and buying
Bigger and Bigger clothes
And I forgot why I hated
Every long moment that was mine to fill
Why did you come back to me tonight
I can't even get off this chair
Tears run down my cheeks
I am in love again
I can live like this"
The closest thing to the perfect wedding dress
"I built my house beside thed wood
So I could hear you singing
And it was sweet and it was good
And love was all begining
Fare thee well my nighingale
'Twas long ago I found you
Now all your songs of beauty fail
The forest closes 'round you
The sun goes down behind a veil
'Tis now that you would call me
So rest in peace my nightingale
Beneath your branch of holly
Fare thee well my nightingale
I lived but to be near you
Though you are singing somewhere still
I can no longer hear you"Myself Someday But Not
Today or Anytime Soon
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"I meant to find her when I came
Death-had the same design-
But the success -was his-it seems-
And the surrender-mine-
I m meant to tell her how I longed
For just this single time-
But death had told her so the first-
And she had past, with him-
To wander-now-is my respose-
To rest-To rest would be
A privilege of Hurricane
To memory-and me"
"Going to him! Happy letter! Tell him--
Tell him the page I didn't write;
Tell him I only said the syntax,
And left the verb and the pronoun out.
Tell him just how the fingers hurried
Then how they waded, slow, slow, slow-
And then you wished you had eyes in your pages,
So you could see what moved them so.
Tell him it wasn't a practised writer,
You guessed, from the way the sentence toiled;
You could hear the bodice tug, behind you,
As if it held but the might of a child;
You almost pitied it, you, it worked so.
Tell him--No, you may quibble there,
For it would split his heart to know it,
And then you and I were silenter.
Tell him night finished before we finished
And the old clock kept neighing 'day!'
And you got sleepy and begged to be ended--
What could it hinder so, to say?
Tell him just how she sealed you, cautious
But if he ask where you are hid
Until to-morrow,--happy letter!
Gesture, coquette, and shake your head!"
Hmmm.... Really I like all music but my favorites are Cold, Ben Harper, Three Days Grace, Dispatch, Tool, Pepper, Sarah McLachlan, The Beatles, Billy Idol, Flogging Molly, Jack Johnson, Blue October, The Pogues, Hinder , Clutch, Sade, Janis Joplin, Ratt, Steve Earl, Cat Stevens, Cinderella, Pearl Jam, Johnny Cash, Dave Matthews Band, Phil Collins, David Gray, Joe Purdy, Third Eye Blind, Death Cab For Cutie, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Dashboard Confessional, Foo Fighters, Counting Crows, Sublime, The Postal Service, Hed PE, Ani DiFranco, There are so many more but that should give you an idea...
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"It's All I have to bring to-day,
This, and my heart beside,
This, and my heart, and all the fields,
And all the meadows wide.
Be sure you count, should I forget, --
Some one the sum could tell, --
This, and my heart, and all the bees
Which in the clover dwell."
"I almost went to bed
without remembering
the four white violets
I put in the button-hole
of your green sweater
and how i kissed you then
and you kissed me
shy as though I'd
never been your lover"
My Fair Lady, Dogma, Pulp Fiction, Breakfast at Tiffanys, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Sin City, Gia, All Dogs go to Heaven, The Sound of Music, What Dreams May Come, Mallrats, The Wedding Singer, Planet Terror, Fear of Loathing in Las Vegas Original Sin, Edward Scissorhands, Fight Club, The Water Boy, The Little Mermaid, To Gillian on her 37th Birthday, Legends of the Fall, Boondock Saints, Scarface, American Beauty, Girl Interrupted, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Nightmare on Elm Street, Grandmas Boy, and many many more.
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"This is the only poem
I can read
I am the only one
can write it
I didn't kill myself
when things went wrong
I didn't turn
to drugs or teaching
I tried to sleep
but when I couldn't sleep
I learned to write
I learned to write
what might be read
one nights like this
by one like me"
One Tree Hill, Grey's Anatomy, Old episodes of OZ, Def Poetry and Saved by the bell...
"If you were coming in the fall
I'd brush the summer by
With half a smile and half a spurn
As housewives do a fly
If I could see you in a year
I'd wind the months in balls
And put them each in seperate drawers
For fear the numbers fuse
If only centuries delayed
I'd count them on my hand
Subtracting till my fingers dropped
Into Van Dieman's land
If certain when this life was out
That yours and mine should be
I'd toss it yonder like a rind
And take eternity
But now uncertain of the length
Of this that is between
It goads me like the Goblin bee
That will not state its sting"
Anything by Emily Dickinson, Maya Angelou
Leonard Cohen, Sylvia Plath or Ted Hughes
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" I can't make the hills
The system is shot
I'm living on pills
For which I thank god
I followed the course
from chaos to art
Desire the horse
Depression the cart
I sailed like a swan
I sank like a rock
But time is long gone
Past my laughing stock
My page was to white
My ink was to thin
The day wouldn't write
What the night pencilled in
My animal howls
My angels upset
But I'm not allowed
A trace of regret
For someone will use
What I couldn't be
My heart will be hers
Impersonally
She'll step on the path
She'll see what I mean
My will cut in half
And freedom between
For less then a second
Our lives will collide
The endless suspended
The door open wide
Then she will be born
To someone like you
What no one has done
She'll continue to do
I know she is coming
I know she will look
And that is the longing
And this is the book"
"Her smile was shaped like other smiles-
The dimples ran along-
And still it hurt you, as some Bird
Did hoist herself, to sing,
Then recollect a ball, she got-
And hold upon the twig,
Conclusive, while the music broke-
Like beads-among the bog-"
My hero is anybody who is not afraid to be them selves. Who do what they want to do
and do not care what people think about them People who are real that dont change their personality around certain people
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"Hope is the thing with feathers-
That perches in the soul-
And sings the tune without the words-
And never stops-at all-
And sweetest-in the gale-is heard-
And sore must be the storm-
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm-
I've heard it in the chillest land-
And on the strangest sea-
Yet, never in Extremity,
It asked a crumb-of me"
[Marital Status] Single
[Shoe size] 71/2
[Parents still together] Nope
[Siblings] None
[Pets] I have 4 dogs at my house and 3 at my dads
FAVORITES
[Color] Red
[Number] 2
[Animal] pigs
[Drinks] Hot tea with milk
[Soda] Sprite
[Book] Leonard Cohen's Book of Longing
[Flower] Lily
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] From time to time to get it Blue Black
[Twirl your hair?] No
[Have tattoos?] Yeah 19 of them
[Have Piercings?] Yep
[Cheat on tests/homework?] No
[Drink/Smoke?] I don't drink but... I smoke a pack a day
[Like roller coasters?] Of course who doesn't
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] Sometimes I wish I lived in Hawaii it's so Beautiful
[Want more piercings?] Maybe
[Like cleaning?] Hell No
[Write in cursive or print?] Cursive
[Own a web cam?] No
[Know how to drive?] Actually I'm learning I've always been kind of afraid to drive... ;)
[Own a cell phone?] Yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] Yes
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] Kind of
[Considered a life of crime?] No
[Considered being a hooker?] Hell No
[Lied to someone?] Unfortuanatly yes
[Been in love?] Yeah, it's my favorite... I love the feeling of being so in love that you loose yourself I love giving everything I have to that someone I think I will spend the rest of my life with!!!
[Made out with JUST a friend?] Yep
[Been in lust?] A few times
[Used someone] No
[Been used?] Unfortuanatly yeah
[Been cheated on?] Yeah
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] Yeah
[Stolen anything?] Yeah when I was in the 6th grade but hey kids... Stealing is bad!
[Held a gun] Yep
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] A dress from Lucky and flip-flops
[Current mood] Semi-happy
[Current taste] I'm drinking lavender tea so I guess Lavender
[What you currently smell like] Baby Doll by: Yves Saint Laurent
[Current hair] Curly and down
[Current thing I ought to be doing] Cleaning
[Current cd in stereo] Dispatch
[Last book you read] The Heroin Diaries by: Nikki Sixx
[Last movie you saw] The Bucket List
[Last thing you ate] Oatmeal
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Charles
[Do drugs?] From time to time
[Believe there is life on other planets?] I don't believe anything but I think it is possible...
Remember your first love?] Yeah
[Still love him/her?] I dont like to talk about it
[Read the newspaper?] Sometimes
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] What kind of quesion is that... why does it matter what sexual prefrence my friends have?
[Believe in miracles?] Like I said I don't have beliefs I have thoughts and I think anything is possible
[Do well in school?] It depends I do really good in English, Writing, Literature, and history... I couldnt tell you anything about math!
[Wear hats] Hardly ever
[Hate yourself?] Sometimes when its late and I'm alone I start to feel worthless but I dont hate myself...
[Have an obsession?] Doesnt everyone at some point?
[Collect anything?] No, I have always found that kind of strange
[Have a best friend?] Yes she is amazing
[Close friends?] Yes alot of them actually and they are almost always wonderful...lol
[Like your handwriting?] Actually yes
[Care about looks] I'm not proud of it but yes I do... wish I didnt but I do
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] I can't remember
[First kiss] Jay Reynolds
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] I think it exists
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Yes I have met him and at the age of 19 I have already found him, lost him, and stopped looking for someone to replace him because its impossible
[Are you a tease?] Not at all
[Too shy to make the first move?] I'm too shy about almost everything
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] Yes
[Bitch/Asshole] I dont think so... I guess I can be
[sarcastic] Sometimes
[Angel] Sometimes
[Devil] Sometimes
[Shy] Always
[Talkative] No
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