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Hello everyone that seems to have wandered onto my profile. My name is Jessica, and I live in Aurora, Colorado. I just recently moved back here from New York, and it is good to be back. Although I do miss New York.
I guess I could start off by telling you somethings about myself. I am a pretty laid back person. I like to have fun with my friends, but then I am the type of person who just wants to stay home and write or listen to music. I like to just lay down and close my eyes and focus on the lyrics of a song. To me, the melody is nice, but what makes a song really great is the meaning, the lyrics. One of my favorite bands, who I believe have the greatest lyrics is Silverstein. I am terrified of clowns. And I do not do well with scary movies. I will watch them, but be prepared to stay up all night with me, because I will have nightmares. And as funny as that may be..the only movies I can watch that don't scare me, are any vampire movies. I am majorly into Vampires. I wish I could be one! I think Vampires are the coolest people ever! They fascinate me, just everything they do, how they blend in with people. They are amazing! And if I ever actually find any vampires in the world, I am asking them to turn me into one!!!
Like I said before, I like to write. It isn't anything major, it is just a way for me to get my feelings out. It is an amazing therapy for me, and it has gotten me through a lot of shit in my life. I write poems, songs, or whatever comes to feeling in that moment. So, some of my pieces don't really make any sense, but they don't have to. Life doesn't make sense sometimes, so why should I try and make sense out of something that will just utimately confuse you even more?
I love music. Almost any type of music. Except rap, I feel like anyone can pretend to rap, and they will throw a beat to it. There songs have no meaning, and are pretty much pointless. I mostly listen to rock, punk, and some country. I get into bands because of their songs. Like I said before, because of their lyrics. And of course if they are good live, that always helps too.
I am a HUGE football chick. Yes, I know that is shocking, but please try to contain yourselves. My favorite team is the New England Patriots, and no I don't just like them because they started winning superbowls. I have liked them since Drew Bledsoe was the quarterback. So if you are going to message me and just be annoying about me liking them, then I don't want to talk to you.
The things I have planned for my future are as followed. I am going to go back to school for journalism. I would like to become an NFL sports caster, and maybe one day the first women's NFL coach. I want to get married, and have 3 children and just live a nice, sweet, simple life.
If there is anything else you are interested knowing about me, send me a message.
Oh and don't complain saying my pictures are private. Thanks
Dear Kyle, I am sorry I never got a chance to say goodbye to you. I just want you to know that I love you more then anything in this world. You have been such a great friend, and I am glad I got to spend what time I had with you. Thank you for making Eteam a great experience. I will never forget you, and I love you!
Dear Nikki.... I can't believe you are gone....you have no idea how much you will be missed! We had such great times in E-Team with everyone...haha man oh man the memories. I know in my heart that you are in a better place, but I still think you would be better with all your friends and family...maybe Im just being selfish... I love you so much always and forever Nikki<3
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I'm not looking for anything more then friends. I am living my life for myself and no one else. I am tired of dealing with all the bullshit that comes with stupid people. I am doing what I want, and I don't want to have to worry about making anyone but myself happy. I don't need a guy in my life to make me happy, but if it just so happens that one day my Mr. Right comes into my life then that is nice. But for now, I am just living my life they way I want to.
I like meeting new people though, and I love hanging out. So if you just feel like talking, hit me up :-D

I never got to meet my Uncle Pauly, He left this world way too young, Before his life had really even begun. People say he was the jokester of the group, He loved laughing and hanging out on the front stoop. It was New Year's Eve 1980, He was walking home because he didn't want to drive, And take the chance of taking other's lives. But another man didn't have that same thought, And hit my uncle and drove off so he wouldn't get caught. Everyone still talks about him and his great personality, I don't think you ever really get over such a tragedy. It's such a shame that many people still don't ever learn, And still drive drunk without any concern. I will never have the chance to know who he was, But I will keep him in my memory just because.

Of course M. Shadows, Channing Tatum, Criss Angel, Kat Von D, and Amy Lee

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My Blog

So glad!!!

I'm so glad I finally realized how effin stupid I was being with him. It was a waste of time, and not worth my time. He is a good friend, but that is it..nothing more. He can be stupid and make whatev...
Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 11:28:00 GMT

My random thoughts for the day

I haven't gotten to ramble about my random thoughts lately, so I decided I would now...not that anyone reads my thoughts or feelings, but whatever. Let's see...what have I been thinking about the most...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:06:00 GMT

It's really funny...

It's funny how your feelings can change from one extreme to another as soon as you learn about a person's true colors. I thought you really were an amazing guy, I thought that you were the one I event...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:03:00 GMT

I'm sick and tired of it all....

I finally get the courage to tell you how I feel, and tell you that I am ready to have you out of my life; yet I can't fully get away from you. You have so much negative emotional control over my life...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:18:00 GMT

Im Better off Without You

"The Bleeding"Five Finger Death PunchI remember when all the games beganRemember every little lie and every last goodbyePromises you broke, words you choked onand I never walked away,it's still a myst...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:58:00 GMT

Are you blind or just stupid??

Are you stupid or just blind? Can't you seriously not see that I care about you, and that I don't want anything to happen to you? Apparently not..I guess when it comes down to it you really only care ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:50:00 GMT

How to be a whore. By Jess (With Suggestions from Kate)

Ways to Be a Whore 1. Slow lots of cleavage (if you have nice boobs)2. Tell your turns on infront of a clearly horny guy3. Wear high heels to accent your ass4. Wear form fitting jeans to make your ass...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 01:32:00 GMT

Another short story

"It's about 7am...and I haven't been able to sleep in 2 weeks, my mind is going 100 miles per second; I can't get my head on straight, why is everything going on like this? Why is this happening to me...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 01:18:00 GMT

2 Years

It's been 2 years since you left us...And I still can't believe you are gone. It doesn't seem right, it still isn't fair. You were too young, too sweet and loved by too many. I am still not sure what ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:32:00 GMT

Things I fucking hate

I am getting really tired of all you shallow ass mother fucking guys that think you are hot fucking shit! Just because someone doesnt look exactly the way you fucking want them to look you dont give...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 14:28:00 GMT