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About Me

I don't want to be hostile. I don't want to be dismal. But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existance either. See I want to believe you, and I want to trust and I want to have faith to put away the dagger.But you lie, cheat, and steal. And yet I tolerate you. Veil of virtue hung to hide your method while I smile and laugh and dance and sing your praise and glory. Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma as I smile and laugh and dance and sing your glory while you lie, cheat, and steal. How can I tolerate you.Our guilt,our blame , I've been far too sympathetic. Our blood, our fault. I've been far too sympathetic.I am not innocent. You are not innocent. No one is innocent.I will no longer tolerate you Even if I must go down beside you. Because, No one is innocent.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Profound thinkers, heavy drinkers, lovers, fighters, winners, and losers.

My Blog

yeah this works

"My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:04:00 GMT

surroundings

i look aroundsee the happening going onfrom the outside inive noticed something that violates meto the coreyou dont really get what you givekarma is for shitehow is it people just skate alongdoing not...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 12:12:00 GMT

at times

i still seethfill completely with angersuch a familiar feelingi often wonderwill this ever go awayfinding my face redwishing i didnt know everyonestrand myselfalonedesperatelooking of cementlooking fo...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 17:20:00 GMT

just thoughts im spewing

a fire burns inside once of fear and anger frustration creeps away and now replaced desire and motivation a drive pushing and pulling me directing me someplace i think i want to be the gaps inside fil...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:39:00 GMT

weird

ive been on myspace for like 2 hours, not doing a damn thing...  thats unlike me these days, huh
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:30:00 GMT

um,

ok at first i thought i was bonding with my (our) newest snake, but on further review i think she is trying to break my fingers...  seriously, ouch dude
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:05:00 GMT

such is life (not the shitty band)

im venting here, so....   of the fucking people ive tried to help get work of all the shit ive done to help people get on their feet of all the good ive tried to be i sit here steaming in that o...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 16:08:00 GMT

echo

there was time, not so long ago, when i used to enjoy being alone.  but i guess those days are gone.  ive never felt so lonely as i do right now
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:53:00 GMT

damn

no food no water no money little people that depend on me and their mom harsh reality a first time experience and i am petrofied what happens next school? that wont help right now unemployment? i cant...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 17:39:00 GMT

a different feeling

Its nice that good things get handed to people that "deserve" them equally nice that this road to hell continues to be paved with good intentions some days i wish i was who i was alot lately in fact k...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 18:43:00 GMT