yeah this works |
"My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul ... Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:04:00 GMT |
surroundings |
i look aroundsee the happening going onfrom the outside inive noticed something that violates meto the coreyou dont really get what you givekarma is for shitehow is it people just skate alongdoing not... Posted by on Tue, 24 Mar 2009 12:12:00 GMT |
at times |
i still seethfill completely with angersuch a familiar feelingi often wonderwill this ever go awayfinding my face redwishing i didnt know everyonestrand myselfalonedesperatelooking of cementlooking fo... Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 17:20:00 GMT |
just thoughts im spewing |
a fire burns inside
once of fear and anger
frustration creeps away
and now replaced
desire and motivation
a drive
pushing and pulling me
directing me
someplace i think i want to be
the gaps inside fil... Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:39:00 GMT |
weird |
ive been on myspace for like 2 hours, not doing a damn thing... thats unlike me these days, huh Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:30:00 GMT |
um, |
ok at first i thought i was bonding with my (our) newest snake, but on further review i think she is trying to break my fingers... seriously, ouch dude Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 03:05:00 GMT |
such is life (not the shitty band) |
im venting here, so....
of the fucking people ive tried to help get work
of all the shit ive done to help people get on their feet
of all the good ive tried to be
i sit here steaming in that o... Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 16:08:00 GMT |
echo |
there was time, not so long ago, when i used to enjoy being alone. but i guess those days are gone. ive never felt so lonely as i do right now Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 16:53:00 GMT |
damn |
no food
no water
no money
little people that depend on me and their mom
harsh reality
a first time experience
and i am petrofied
what happens next
school?
that wont help right now
unemployment?
i cant... Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 17:39:00 GMT |
a different feeling |
Its nice that good things get handed to people that "deserve" them
equally nice that this road to hell continues to be paved with good intentions
some days i wish i was who i was
alot lately in fact
k... Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 18:43:00 GMT |