everytime you go i feel a little lost. i confuse myself and need your help to regain proper thoughts. then when you leave again, i can almost count to ten before im on the phone dialling just to hear you tone.
whe you voice trembles, my heart aches. when your eyes glase over, my life stands still. when your nose runs, my mission turnsto tissues. when you lie, my mind turns to forgiveness. when you shout my face turns grey. when you hurt my heart stops beating. for your there, in my head, my heart, my body, every single day.
everytime a tear falls a part of you is lost. s i remember you caught them but now you run and hide. i know you no more and you know me no more. hard time can change anyone. iv nothing to prove because i can no longer loose the thing i treasure most. your respec was great for me as was mines for you. i admire your treasury and your honesty but when i loose exactly what i love that gained you my trust and my respect its too hard to recover and be as we were.
I used to come on here coz it was the place to be...
a good place to talk to people who were actually interesting and not just drunks in the pub...
it helped me keep in touch with distant friends and meet a few more..
it also helped me find my way to falling in love...
now all it seems to me is a breeding ground for the fake and selfish...
nobody is interested in anything you have to say...
theyr only interested in the number of comments on their pictures and the amount of people in their friends list..
this place used to make me smile but now all it does is annoy me and the one person i would have stayed here for... well i dont have to stay here for them anymore...
(as much as i still love him with everything i have its not gonna work)
so im off :) skint or not... im not holding back and im gonna start working my ass off to do wot i want to do in life...
there are very few people id want to stay in contact with from this site but if you are actually interested in anything other than your picture comments or how "scene" you are.... then message me before i delete this completely.Thanks
