Sleighin' Ho's photo shoot..got all my roomies there with me.
I love my life, it's so beautiful.
"It is better to hated for what you are than be loved for what you are not."
Never mistake my kindness for weakness. I believe in this life you have to earn respect in order to receive it. I will always give someone the benefit of the doubt before judging them. I'm a great judge of character and of someone's disposition as a whole. And yet, I now understand that trusting someone too much or too soon can hurt me.
I will commend a guy who can look me in the eye and tell me I am beautiful. I will denigrate him if he is too scared to say it. Why hold back? What has he got to lose?
If you are my friend and fuck me over, then we are over. I know Jesus Christ forgives us everyday of our lives, yet I hold a shield over my heart,too many times have I been deceived by those who I loved and thought loved me back. But what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger.
Dont confuse my bitterness with unhappiness. I am a very happy, positive woman and have a lot to give someone. Whether you become my friend, boyfriend, sister, best friend.....anything. I'll be there for you..I'd hope you would do the same for me.
I think people misconstrue life. I, for a while, did as well. Just recently I was told, Staci, you have all the time in the world. Wow, what an epiphany I just experienced within one sentence. Who in this life would want to be in a rush? And why? What IS the rush? Is it something that important as to where one has to go through things so fast they forget to look at how beautiful life is?
Yes, beauty is skin deep. Although one must find personal happiness within their own hearts, being told the little things to find that happiness DO count. It really does.
I will not let you get the best of me.