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Bella Guns

I am here for Friends

About Me

I cry when I need to. I leave when it's time. I evolve, always. Music is apart of my heart. My friends ARE my family and my family ARE my friends. Tragedy is something regular in my life. I come from a place you may not know, but I would love to teach you, if you want to learn and understand who I am. I rant...I listen. I love. I live.


Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... warm
Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is... the only thing I desire
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... everlasting

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Crossing paths is apart of life...I'm not sure if there's anyone out there I'm "dying" to meet. I have everyone I need.

My Blog

Tired short.

Tired of no crutchOf only wanting loveTired of self contradictionHonest and omittingIt's hard to swallowAnd so easy to chokeReggurgitated prideIt burns in my throatTired of missing parts of myselfPart...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Aug 2009 10:14:00 GMT

Pawnshop Porter 1 Minute Commercial

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2ZO1fULruQ
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jun 2009 14:46:00 GMT

complete? not sure yet...be read on

I listen to break up music, when I'm breaking up.I'm always sure to have a broom and dust pan handy, when I'm cracking up.At times I have been known to shatter.I would hate to leave that mess for anot...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 22:25:00 GMT

pretty yellow bumblebees are flying in the trees....

this is really happening.....againtaking in four walls that have been my safe zone,one last timesoon it will be time to take in the faces that have been my familyfor five years nowand say goodbyenever...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:20:00 GMT

watch what you say....ya dig?

leaking pen, leaking penstand still.one more look.just one.nothing.nothing has changed from 10 seconds ago.walk.walk away from the mirror.lights off.close the door.i enjoy the privacyi thought i was h...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 04:51:00 GMT

Everything Im Not Made Me Everthing I am

i have never been what someone has expected me to be they should have expected nothing of me my agenda has never been one tracked, monotone or single minded some view this as a problem i am old-to a p...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 01:41:00 GMT

take a step back

the air takes no mercy when it catches your voice and pushes it back down your throatthe jump in your tone, unsuspected cease of words during mid sentence and quick reaction to control the chokegives ...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:52:00 GMT

First Things First

in recent daysprevious conversations, interactions and reactionsquestioning.....always a W.You know them wellWell, maybe not like i doDo they give this world justice?Just in caseAlways fall back onSel...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:45:00 GMT

there's so much more i wanted to say...i disappoint myself

the drive home is always more disturbing when moods like this hit430 in the morning nowsleep is impervious, so i dare not let my mind utter another thought of itthough its speaks of other subjects i'd...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:51:00 GMT

Of clarity and ignorance

I raise my glass to the faces around meAnd the world surrounding meToasting with the intent to project blissful ignoranceIgnorance of a world i cannot controlI raise my glass to thee and insist that w...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 01:50:00 GMT