come what may |
my thrashing hearti stare blindly into a future that i may never know againof unconscious mishaps while i stumbling to regain what's been lostsome level of control all my own that i cannot bear to be ... Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 03:21:00 GMT |
bideas |
Dear webideas, i've been missing you. We haven't been friends for a while. I've been busy looking inside and reflecting on what I see outside. Things don't seem to match up. I'... Posted by on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 02:42:00 GMT |
But why? |
There was once a boy who always asked why
Why do I swell up with tears when I cry?
Where does everyone go when they die?
He asked all these questions, but no one replied.
He did not know all of the wo... Posted by on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 22:32:00 GMT |
When I opened my eyes |
When I opened my eyes
It was gone
The feeling of the dream within me
I had been sedated by the still of the morning
The eastern sun creeping through the shutters
Forming broken lines of light on my bl... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:24:00 GMT |
The smile that shines within |
I don't know what's gotten into me
But it's flowing out like an uninhibited spigot
That's spewing hope like a fire hose revision
I'm not sure if it's just a dream that I am living
But it's coming out ... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:24:00 GMT |
Sometimes |
I question what's inside to make me feel whole
I've found on my quest that it's deep in my soul
This place I protect and keep just to myself
Bottled and capped, gently placed on the shelf
It's there f... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:23:00 GMT |
Rhododendron march |
As the sun displays its awe tides
The rhododendrons play their trumpets
The roses get up and in a manner, per se, rise
I see the Abraham Lincoln's and Cajun Sunrise
With their lavender and two-tone or... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:22:00 GMT |
Morning Do |
Morning Do
Rays of a hidden sun
Hint at something new
Glimmering through leaves of surrounding trees
Soft light stamps shadows on freshly painted walls
Silence carries traces of a dream... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:21:00 GMT |
False hopes, my bad |
I can do it
This is my chance
I need to suck it up and show the world that I'm worthy
I'm worthy&
Right?
So all's I gotta do is do what I do best
Be myself
That's all they're looking for
Ordinary peop... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:20:00 GMT |
Eek! |
I have finally done it. The quarter century mark has consumed me and I don't know if I can handle it. I don't really have a choice today. There seems to be a faint voice in my head t... Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:19:00 GMT |