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cyrus

"A true friend sees the pain in your eye's......when everyone else believes the smile on your face."

About Me

People who know me best say that I'm complicated. I'd like to believe that I'm not but truth be told, I kinda have to agree. I have passion for many things in my life.....dancing, writing, singing in the shower when noones home, but most of all people. I'm the guy that passes by someone at a bus stop and can't help but wonder if the trials in their life was worth the end result. I guess when you put it in simple terms....I tend to think with my heart instead of my head. Feeling the countless times when one looses their breathe because of one simple act. Or getting lost on purpose. If you really wanna know about me.....then look behind the obvious, behind the facade we all tend to put up. I think that you'll find something you wasn't quite expecting. Good, bad, don't really know.....I guess at times the only ones that'll see the real you, are the ones that have seen you at your worst.....and still can't wait to see more!

My Interests

bettering my b-boy lifestyle, weight trainning, driving aimlessly to places that I can see the world, listening to my music as loud as possible, meeting someone that has beauty both inside and out, and having as much fun as one human being can have without passing out, going into a coma, or waking up on a sidewalk......wait, already did that.

I'd like to meet:

The Jabbawockeez, Claire Forlani, A real Transformer, and the girl of my dreams( Although I think I have a better chance of meeting a transformer ).....And this little guy. Can anyone tell me how to get one of these?.......

Music:

Alternative, Hip Hop, R&B, Korean, jazz, some techno & trance, and my slow jams.....gotta have mah slow jams.

Movies:

You got served!, Big Fish, Princess Bride, My Sassy Girl, Can't buy me love, Old School, Out cold, Breakfast Club, Still breathing, Seven, The ring, anything with Audrey Hepburn in it (She's fine.....or was fine.....you know what I mean), the pianist, jet li movies (almost all of em), high fidelity (also anything with john cusak in it as well).....

Television:

Friends!!!! Ok, now that that's out of the way. Smallville, Family guy...(of course). Heroes (don't know what happened to the damn show though). And random music videos on youtube.

Books:

I don't know how to read......

Heroes:

my parents, and my sister....For loving without knowing why, without regret, and unconditionally. They are the very definition of life. Thank you from the depths of my wavering soul.

My Blog

Lola’s smile......

To my friends who became family.....My deepest sympathy to all.  Lola, you are the light that showed us how to shine.  I remembered the morning in which I had awoke that day.   Sch...
Posted by cyrus on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:12:00 PST

17 again.....

On a typical Tuesday night, I sit in my room and stare at the ceiling, bouncing the infinite thoughts that tear at my mind.  Questions that only lead to more questions can only be the shovel to o...
Posted by cyrus on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 02:37:00 PST

True love......

What is it that we look for in a person?  I often find myself wondering what it is that I need in a girl.  I can never seem to come to a conclusion.....or in the few and rare times I do, I c...
Posted by cyrus on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 04:23:00 PST

When we touched.....

The begining.  A look of uncertainty and unfamiliar grounds.  We caught eyes but for a moment and then continued on as if the world had not seen what had just happened.  I walked by as ...
Posted by cyrus on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 10:18:00 PST

A quiet little place........

Hey everyone, I decided to re-post an old blog again.  I spent the whole day by myself to revisit some unanswered questions and went to my "secret" little place.  And I must say that I feel ...
Posted by cyrus on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 05:18:00 PST

YOU are my canvas..........

A silent canvas.  Tranquil  in it's own existence but silently it burns with impatience and unsteady anger.  Like many of us at our weakest moments it needs so desperately to be freed b...
Posted by cyrus on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 06:14:00 PST

Play ball.....!

Random entry.  Up at 5 in the morning again and no clue as to why.  I just know that quiet.....is not so quiet.  Searching for my ever so popular answer to a question that has been aske...
Posted by cyrus on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 09:14:00 PST

Seriously??? Fuck it....Tag your it!!!!

Ok, once you've been tagged you have to name 10 random facts about yourself. Then, tag 10 friends and leave them a comment saying that they have been tagged and must do the same thing but they cannot ...
Posted by cyrus on Fri, 23 May 2008 04:11:00 PST

unfinished.......

Familiar to me in only her eyes.  The way I see myself is within the description she lays for me.  There was a time when I could stand firm in front of armies of men and still proclaim mysel...
Posted by cyrus on Wed, 14 May 2008 03:18:00 PST

paper airplane.....

Laying on the hood of  my car as I stare into the evenings vast emptiness.  Sharing a conversation with the stars as my companion is tonights highlight.  Writing out questions with my f...
Posted by cyrus on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 05:35:00 PST