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About Me

To answer the question of why I'm actually making blog postings....
My confidant, and boyfriend at the time died in a car accident on June 3, 2007. And I feel as if I am going insane. As a Psy major, I know that I do not need to go down this path and is trying in my best effort not to. Also at the same time, I've never witness someone go crazy/mad. So I am using this space to post my progess....even if it leads to my official drop to the bottom or leads to me being able to climb out alive. And even if I fail, maybe this semi-permanent record will help someone else not to fail.
Myspace only displays a certain number of blogs at on one's profile. So if you are a new reader and do not see Jun 16, 2005, just subscribe to my blog and you'll be able to read the old ones as well. Or you can look up the archives right underneath my stats on the blog page.
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His friends have started memorial web pages in his honor and I will post these links soon. (here's one of them: http://www.myspace.com/ripmatthewhcloyd and his page was myspace.com/strider123)

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You are Purple

You are vibrant and strong, and often associated with royalty. Your power may cause other a little discomfort at time, but only because they are weaker than you.

Take this quiz: Which Crayola Box of 8 Color Are You?

If you know me, message me...I would love to have my friend's list with people that actually know who I am...not just whatever =)
I like to rotate my friends list from time to time, so don't get pissed if you were on it and now you're not =)

My Blog

2 years later...

I can't believe it either.It just does not feel right. Not that it feels like I lost Matt yesterday, but not exactly a longer time either.Or maybe this is what 2 years is "supposed" to feel.The 2 yea...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 20:27:00 GMT

Irritated

So I got a message recently that really bugged me.I don't remember what I used to call him in my blogs, but it think it was "memphis guy" or something like that. I don't really care to even look.We...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 22:11:00 GMT

Long over due update...

I had to stop blogging for a while. But here's a list of life updates;Me and lotion moved into a new apartment together in Maumelle about 5 months ago. It had it's rough moments due it now takes me ...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 13:49:00 GMT

Going Back to Alabama

Yeah, I can't believe I have a reason to go back to that state either.Turns out "lotion" (my current nickname for him) got an awesome job offer where he will actually make a lot more money than me. B...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:13:00 GMT

Tomorrow does comes, just with a name change.

So tomorrow is my surgery. It's been rescheduled for me to be there at 5:45 am. I don't know if its a good thing that I'm first on the list now, lol. I've been seeing Matt more often now.&...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 21:48:00 GMT

Almost There

Next Wednesday, I will have surgery on my left wrist. The horrible shots I had to go through helped my right hand much more than my left, so they said that surgery is my only option that has a c...
Posted by on Wed, 21 May 2008 18:40:00 GMT

Introduction of a new character

I am very pleased to annouce that I have someone really great in my life right now.For now, he will go by Amorian, but I'm tempted to just call him Lotion. Cause I just want him all over my body...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:32:00 GMT

11 months later...

I can not believe that it has been 11 months. A year in a matter of another month.And it's weighing heavily on my mind.I'm thinking about trying to get a group of people together on June 1st to ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:49:00 GMT

Ok, whatever

So, I'm offically single now. The way it went down, I rather not talk about. Right now, I'm dealing with the sting that I' was replaced within a few days and me getting my things back is ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 18:26:00 GMT

Secrets

I like to sometimes justify myself by thinking that we all have secrets. Some are small, while others are pretty big. And just like beauty, it's all judge by the eye of the beholder. But...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 20:55:00 GMT