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Carolyn©

Upside down skies scrapped raw, i smoked a cigarette and pretend immortality....

About Me


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New Year's Eve, Cafe Del Mar



A LITTLE BIT ABOUT MYSELF...A DAY WITHOUT CAFFEINE BRINGS THE LIMOUSINE... Mustard Coated Landscape...my own mind games. The landscape's my stage, crops are my props...My World.... I like Mustard... Indulge....

About me in Short....read on...

Profanation of mustard coated landscape…

I will swallow you whole…

Forcible Violation you try...
depredation...I will…in your mind.

Invalidity I will make you…

Prepossession for me…you will have.

Alluring with words and an addiction I bring.

I will show you Atlantis if you ever come with me...

Destructions of your thoughts, if you ever try take control of me...

I will bring you the most beautiful chimera you’ll ever see only if you make me your habit....

Amplification of illusions I will make you see, lure me with number 3...

Pretentiousness I fear, your face I will tear...

Nervousness i will make you feel….

I will make you fall in your dreams…if you ever invade my mind...

Embrace the world of mustard coated landscape… idyllic realm I bring .

http://www.mustardfields.deviantart.com

I am unpredictable, moody most of the time, i don't know why but if you ever get close enough u'll be confuse just like being in a sphere, no corners to find the answer, how wonderful, track marks, exchange fluids, pumpin cells, data recorded an infinite regression.......... flappin powdered wings, flutter away. Staring eyes, camouflaged and inked skinned, ...i like them dark please...Pretentious people who take advantage of situations, please stay away from me, pyschopaths and sexually deprived maniacs, please go seek some help...and the egoistic males out there think before you send "i'm so full of myself" messages...piss off ya!! Stuffed celery and carrot and peas!, what frightful combination!

I have a really bad phobia for butterflies, all of them!! I hate clowns and all green peas!

What ever you do...do not invade my mind with your careless thinking...

Enjoy the sweet melody of Pandora's Lullaby...my pleasure, feast....

Day dreamer and lived in my own world in some part of the day. I lived for creativity, i guess thats the only interesting thing you can make out of our everyday mundane lifestyles. I write alot of nonsensical stuff, that somehow make sense eventually. Mundane things...i find amusement in them or at least i try to make something out it.

Don't say things you never mean...

Make the cleanest most dirtiest confessions...Mea Culpa...

10:10:

I heard this voice on a radio on a star filled night on my own, upsidedown skies scrapped raw, i smoke a cigarette and pretend immortality. It was so awfully unfair when nothing's clear... To think i have been in there and out again. i sit here smoking and muse upon that... i have let the monsters in my head, then the voice is gone, only him singing to me in this star filled sky, he appears to be locked in dark walls. Stubbed out the cigarette, took a walk on the cosmic dust and foolishness survives... He smile thinking he's having tea with a girl with no remedy...
I obsessively indulge myself in anything, it keeps me alive...it's pure perversion at its best! Indulged yourself in the world of Mustard Coated Landscape, MY WORLD...
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My Interests

Painting, music, writing, coffee, cigarettes and not forgetting my daily dose of alcohol and neurosism... absolutely love the beach...and traveling...cycling :D
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I'd like to meet:

As long as you're not weird, absolutely NO Psychopath and Perverted Maniacs (go seek some help...)

Music:

Bob Sinclair, Dj Gregory, Photek, Dj krush, Orbital, Dj Shadow, Mattafix, ♥ GOLDIE ♥, Last Soul Descendants, Bjork, starsailor, Portishead, Morcheeba, LTJ BUkem,Ian Pooley, Hed kandi, Leftfield, Angie Stone,Massive Attack, Late Night Alumni,UNKLE, Suede, St Etienne, St Germain, Chicane, Underworld, The black keys, Gomez, Primal scream, The Cardigans, Queensryche, KubatKo, Electric Chair, DJ Digger,Frou Frou, Groove Armada, INXS, Quantic, Queen, Talvin Singh,Verve Remixed, The Smiths, Blue Six, Ani Difranco, Radio Head, Fiona Apple, enigma, Morrisey, Depeche Mode, Jazzy Jeff, Royksopp ....and the list goes on...

Movies:

Run lola Run, V for Vendetta, City of Gods, Troy, Vagina Monologues, Irreversible, Romper Stomper, ClockWork Orange, The Prestige, Monty Python

Television:

Nothing's good on TV....

Books:

Many Lives Many Masters, Umberto Eco, Wet, acid house, curious incident about a dog, davinci code, angels and demons, delta of venus, scream when you burn, the vagina monologues, Wet, Cry to heaven, 120 Days of Sodom. Buddha of Suburbia, Women who run with the wolves, Last Templar

My Blog

Be my Hanggover Girl....i might just let her win

be my hangover girl&..   Be the light from my window Be the time at my table Be my hangover girl Be my headover girl Be my headover girl Be my headover girl   Share the wine at my t...
Posted by Carolyn© on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:16:00 PST

How big an asshole can you get?

thought you were already dead,start poking the moon,sleepy world, awaken by her screams...led her in and shove her out...fish hooks stuck in my mouth,  distant waves wash me ashore.then i walk cl...
Posted by Carolyn© on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:10:00 PST

Bali

Grazing cows in the rice fields...alcohol running in through my veins...Its a good day in paradise,i know there's someone with me.Street sellers and fucking butterflies, making me feel hopeful.Like sh...
Posted by Carolyn© on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:35:00 PST

10:10

heard this voice on a radio on a star filled night on my own, upsidedown skies scrapped raw, i smoke a cigarette and pretend immortality.it was so awfully unfair when nothing's clear. to think i have ...
Posted by Carolyn© on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:45:00 PST

Battle of Rome .....what?!

welcome to Rome fool where Ceaser plays.Its doomed for gladiators when animals and them play.We got better in swords, anyone in our path we slay.But it will only come ready when i say."Hey Mister Blac...
Posted by Carolyn© on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:29:00 PST

Trampled Buns

On the streets along the sidewalk, i am that trampled bun...return me my time in that oven baking, the time i deserve to entice the senses of potential buyers...that sweet smell.sitting on the display...
Posted by Carolyn© on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:08:00 PST

The day once known as december 18 2006

sun sets too quickly, wish morning never came.A disaster about to happen, long awaited goodbye.Brave fronts, clenching teeth, painful heart.Long walks to the past, said hello and goodbye.new friend ma...
Posted by Carolyn© on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:01:00 PST

sugar free diet...a poetry battle....

SUGAR FREE DIET&..a poetry battle between Me and HERMan     A sip of absolute vodka  herman I think I tripped on willy wonka  Carolyn A trip on a blue tongkang  Herman What's that y...
Posted by Carolyn© on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

Cow? Sheep? Pig? Cat? Giraffe? Chicken or a chick?

A COW, A SHEEP AND A PIG.3 FAT CATS, 2 GIRAFFES, A CHICKEN AND A CHICK...WHICH ONE WILL YOU PICK?AN ANSWER I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SEEK...I HAVE CHOICES OF WHAT TO BELIEVE...ALL THE SWEET CARAMEL THAT C...
Posted by Carolyn© on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:23:00 PST

Fly by Me...Please do so discreetly...

This angel i said show me glimpses of what the world could be....idiot!!To have it all come and then take it away from me...Churning tummies...i need to puke...pist off.The songs you sing, runs deep i...
Posted by Carolyn© on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:16:00 PST