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FuzzyMacnutz

This is my curse... The Longing

About Me

I'm into music, guitar and anything related. I love to write... poems mostly, but the occasional short story has also been fucked up as well. I live for the day and I'm not too worried about what my future holds, but that doesn't mean I'm not ready for it. Someone very wise once said, "Don't sweat the small stuff!" and I say, "It's ALL the small stuff!!!" Have a nice day!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ryan Christopher Regan
Birthday: June 11, 1984
Birthplace: Sands, MI
Current Location: Bagram, Afghanistan
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: lefty biotch
Your Heritage: german and irish... i loves the whiskey!!!
The Shoes You Wore Today: combat boots
Your Weakness: musically inclined women
Your Fears: camel spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: peperroni and mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: try not to die
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: why me?
Your Best Physical Feature: my back
Your Bedtime: whenever i finish watching buffy
Your Most Missed Memory: doing the 'father Abraham' dance naked on top of the bar with my rugby team
Pepsi or Coke: both... call me crazy
MacDonalds or Burger King: bk lounge hooker
Single or Group Dates: either or
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont like sweet tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cofee
Do you Smoke: heavily
Do you Swear: should i even answer this question?!?!
Do you Sing: DO i sing? yes.... CAN i sing? not very well....
Do you Shower Daily: as often as i can...
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yeah, but i want to GO to college, not take courses online
Do you want to get Married: it could happen
Do you belive in yourself: yep
Do you get Motion Sickness: only on REALLY long blackhawk flights
Do you think you are Attractive: i aint ugly...
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: yep
Do you play an Instrument: guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: a carton in 4 days...
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, but i ate 4 bags of the mini oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: make it count
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a civilian...
What country would you most like to Visit: amsterdam
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown or green
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: loooong
Height: dant care
Weight: dpnt care
Best Clothing Style:
Number of Drugs I have taken: eleventy billion
Number of CDs I own: convert 152Gb into cd's... i dont feel like doing the math
Number of Piercings: none anymore... used to have my ears, nips, navel, eyebrow and libre, but HELLO!!! ARMY!!!!
Number of Tattoos: 7 bigguns
Number of things in my Past I Regret: absolutely nothing
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You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
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Music:

Theres so many types of music i LOVE, but i think my main focus is metal and darkwave/industrial... theres many more bands that i listen to and love, but my fingers hurt so... killswitch engage, lamb of god, deftones, atreyu, blood has been shed, every time i die, unearth, as i lay dying, mr bungle, faith no more, 36 crazy fists, trivium, devildriver, velvet acid christ, wumpscut, assemblage 23, aphex twin, plastic man, opeth, tool, projekt pitchfork, front line assembly, in flames, a perfect circle, sevendust, violent femmes, bleeding through, depeche mode,mindless self indulgence, die form, switchblade symphony, apop berserk, vnv nation VICTORY NOT VIOLENCE!!!, laeatherstrip, ohgr, skinny puppy, bill leeb, cryogenics studio, diva destruction, the cruxshadows!!!, acid bath, deicide, king missile, voltage kontrol, immortal technique, outkast, TI, and anything else that has a sick beat with a smooth flow

Movies:

i like any type of movie, just as long as its not cheesy. some of my favorites are, the princess bride, every boxing movie, and just about any johnny depp or tim burton flick.

Television:

i dont watch that much tv to be honest... id rather put the tv on one of the music channels. but i do like the simpsons, family guy, robot chiken, and a coupla cartoons that my nephew watches...

Books:

I absolutely love reading! unfortunately, there are only a few authors that can keep me interested. King, Koontz, and Clancy... I think its depressing how many people nowadays(ANDREA!!!!) dont read becauseits "boring." "EWWWWWW I HATE reading!" thats unfortunate

Heroes:

Id like to say that my sister leanne would have to be at the top of my list... we shared an incredibly similar life although we never actuall lived in the same house for more than a couple days at a time. She was always the one i looked up to as the strongest person i know no matter how many problems life threw at her. I respect her more than just about anyone else i know for her accomplishments. i fuckin love you... whore.. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- START YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --
What metal band are you?
Opeth
You are Opeth! You are very poetic with your lyrics, and your music flows like a waterfall. Your emotions change from angry to sad very quickly. Some people don't like you because you can sound too depressing. You're one of the best metal bands in the world, and you worship your fans!

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My Blog

Moonlit Heartbreak

Somethings wrong, Can you feel it? It creeps beneath your crawling skin Hiding within Cope-aesthetic, you seemed To the rest of us While you burnt in your misery Crying out loud   But you hide it...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 07:23:00 PST

outro

and as it all fades away in this bittersweet finaleall i can think about is the hatred thats filled meeverything up to this point in time, has been...has been normal...has beenfuckthats not the word i...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 04:12:00 PST

bobble-headed jesus

the lies and deceit of a modern manholding it back, tryingto seal it away from societypeering eyes burning holeshold it back from myself and it comes back around as bloody hands reach outto touch the ...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 03:58:00 PST

Caricature

This is the way its supposed To be Everything we are Consuming, Changing, Creating These trying times   Desperation My last bastion As I contemplate my action; Others' re-action, and ...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

-untitled-

Nothingness Meaningless, yet Heartfelt Magnetic Entrancing and Down right Spiffy   I miss you already Do you believe it? You haven't even left And yet Your reflection fades Leaving...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 07:04:00 PST

Borealis

In these listless nights alone I sit and think your name Unable to sleep Unwilling to move   I had the chance To change it all, But fate decides What our lives become   I look in the mirror ...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 01:10:00 PST

Aurora

I wish you could see me now So far from where we expected Me to end up Maybe I Owe it all to you My muse My life   Should we try To figure out, Would we realize How this could have ended? Or sh...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:55:00 PST

There's Blood in my Piss

Progeny of strife I am Caught in this eternal struggle Both sides picking at my flesh Peel away to reveal filthy maggots Thriving on the stench This foul odor created by us all Brought forth to ward ...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:17:00 PST

Periodic Bout of Depression

I feel numb Whenever I hear that voice I'm hurting so Take the pain away Far   It feels like a dream But as the colors fade Bitter sweet melancholy Tunnel vision Everything seems surreal Beyond m...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 11:33:00 PST

The Green House

The needle touches Holding back (Anticipation) What the hell am I waiting for? Wait for the door to slam open? So you can rush in and save what's left of me What for? Isn't this what you wanted? For m...
Posted by FuzzyMacnutz on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:33:00 PST