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My son is my love...

and without him, i would not be whole... just like without history, where would i be right now? how could one be like one could be? let me tell ya, history is complicated, it can be good, bad, taken in, lived in, or thought of as a lesson that can be learned from, and the way i think is not easy as one could see..... hmmm...
i lay here... thinking about history, maybe there is another way to think of it... but i do not know, i sit and think.... paulette tells me i think too much... but why not think?
someone told me not to think.. just do it... lol... sounds like a commerical... or was that in the military, hmmm... intresting...
along time i lived on this planet... been in too many situations of where i had to teach.. love.. hate.. dang, i wish i could of done things differently... isn't that regretting the past?
maybe... i'm not a shrink.... but it may be common sense... i do have that... and seeing history in my eyes, does teach me one thing... to learn from it... not to repeat it... think about what i'm about to do at a certain point of time i'm about to repeat history.... so where do i go from now?
lets sit and think... putting all the puzzle pieces together, i do what i do... every day, every way... wiether i talk to an old friend... helping a friend... or even giving advice to a friend who needs it.... so there it is... history is complicated... at least to me... so i step and march into the future... making history....

My Blog

just ask......

look... if u wanna know me.... ASK... don't be asking other people..... or ASSUME who i am... get the correct story BEFORE u ask other people... or as matter of fact... get the description right... lo...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 00:26:00 GMT

too fast for me....

the world has passed me by..... it feels like it was just yesterday i was in pinon, working the night shift in the middle of nowhere... and now i flash to where i am today... studying for a ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 11:13:00 GMT

theres this person......

There's this person..... i think about her all the time.... wondering what she is doin..... what she is thinking.... i'm doing homework and watching the cardinals and 49ers........  som...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 21:48:00 GMT

Theres a certain mystique.....

i love dis verse.......... it's by eminem.... just read it..... sounds prudy goot.......... There's a certain mystique, when i speakthat you notice thats sort of uniquecause you know its me, my poetry...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 23:34:00 GMT

crazy..........................

the life...... is the world crazy??? and if so..... how crazy can one man be??? is it proper to be crazy??? or am i going crazy??? i sit here and i see the sun risin.... in to the noon time hours.... ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:51:00 GMT

sad

okay, this myspace thing is addicting............. today i lost a very good friend......  i should be sad.... or even mad at myself for saying mean things to that person........ damn..... or conf...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 14:09:00 GMT

very tired!!!!

okay....... i've been up 26 hours and running on an hour and a half of sleep....... i'm here in flagstaff az and i'm burnt out to the max......... just figured i would relax for once and update the my...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 19:12:00 GMT

frgfarg

hello....... hope you guys are all right..... hehehe...... nothing else to say..... i think....
Posted by on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 18:19:00 GMT