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the Poisonous lady.

i tried to kill you and you tried to save me

About Me

yes, i speak french. no i dont have hairy armpits. if i could go back and fix things from my past, i would go to school when i supposted to, and would be a stronger woman in the face of peopple who have done me wrong. esp men. i stare a lot into the unknown. i used to be a dj and i used to be a raver. im really good at making other people feel better when they are sad. i have a small obsession with thai food and indian food, a larger obsssion with egyptian culture, people, language, and food, but an even bigger obession with magazines. i have this thing when guys touch the small of my back that leaves me speechless. yeah i get naked, but its for work and when i say that I DONT NOT MEAN IM A STRIPPER. FUCK THAT. i do art and soemtimes it happens to be nude. that means no one touches me, i dont get paid a 1.50 and im not being degrated by some asshole who should had his face broken. IM THAT GIRL THAT YOU ALWAYS WANT ONE NIGHT WITH BUT DONT WANT TO TAKE HOME TO YOUR PARENTS. IM THAT GIRL THAT YOU ARE SCARED TO TALK TO, CAUSE YEAH IM A BITCH AND I CUT IT HARD. I CAN COUNT MY FRIENDS ON ONE HAND AND FUCK YOU ALL FAKE PEOPLE. im probably also that girl who you either threw away, laughed at, teased, kicked, or ignored- so look at me now assholes, and think differently. or not, i dont give a shit. i have all i need right now and i need soemthing else, ill get it.

My Interests


suicide girls, piercings, bondage, sarcastic humor, people who are random. people who call me in the middle of the night to say hello, cute gothic girls, asian girls who let me take them out and get them drunk, boys who write songs about me (<3 you), people who make me pee my pants laughing, staying in hotels, sleeping in my boyfriend's arms, learning thai, learning any language, eating outside at night when the weather is just right, having sex to portisheard hahahhahahahhaha, starting riots of bubblering guys by bootydancing with girls at bars (LOL), drinking beer in parked cars with my bestest girlie, dreaming about how im going to take over the world with my festish clothing stores or PUSSY POWER!, modeling and making fun of the blond bimbos who starve themselves and have no common sense, going to distalis concerts, getting drunk with ickmagnaford and putting him back his spaceship to pluto so he can recharge, blow drying my hair, FOREIGN PEOPLE AND CULTURE. fuck yeah.

I'd like to meet:

quentin tarantino.

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Music:

Snake River Conspiracy, Kidney Theives, NIN, KMFDM, Type O Negative, My Life With The Thrill Kill Cult, Tool, Peaches, Perfect Circle, Sneaker Pimps, Portishead, Moloko, Cibo Matto, Peaches, Outkast, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Aphrodite, NOFX, Placebo, Mudkids, Goldie, Sasha, Dystalis, Heaven and Hell, Flagship Zero, Dennis Roseth, BT, Aimee Mann, ATR, Geroge Acasta , Life in Mono, MxPx, The Pixies, Ani, Cranberries, Paul Oakenfold, Dara, Dieselboy, AK 1200, Uberzone, your mom when she sings in the shower, did you teach her that?

T.A.T.U. lyrics

Movies:

Amelie, A very long engagement, Requiem for a Dream, PI, Dancer In The Dark, Chocolat, Interview with the Vampire, Trainspotting, Rocky Horror Picture Show,Six Feet Under, Smashing Pumpkin Videos, Gothika, The Cell, The Tool Videos, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Human Traffic, Groove, Kill Bill, Eye of the Beholder, drunken nights of sahar and jeff:)

Television:

NIP TUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM ADDICTED. dead like me, six feet under, weeds, dexter, dinosaurs hahahha no the mama
Punk Rock Pinup Girls

Books:

vurt, pollen , nymphomation, automated alice( by jeff noon) , filth, the acid house, traisnspotting, glue, ecstasy ( by irvine welsh) and clive barker, anthony burgess (clockwork orange) , anne rice, anne sexton, james frey, chuck palahniuk, the hannibal series ANYTHING by tess gerritsen

Heroes:

My dad. The woman who survive the Congo. the children who survive cancer.

My Blog

laying to rest.

 lets go back to sat night. last week. picture it.now that we're there, heres where i was. i was there, but not really, walking around like a zombie, not knowing where to go, with only my feet to...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:10:00 PST

you’re sick

fuck you mayo bread moldy lettuce dead bird on a stick with reverse psychology, why the fuck am i mad.
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 08:19:00 PST

twilight

when i lie down at night at stare at the ceiling, nothing else matters, other than when im lying in out bed with you......no matter how my day went or what happened, i pray to God, "thank you, thank y...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 10:11:00 PST

um, whatever.

From the moment we're born, we hit the ground running, put one fot in front of the other and anything is possible. Of course that's all bullshit the truth is from evolution to revolution, things hardl...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 09:02:00 PST

dear life:

dear life: you can make me cry make me hurt so bad i dont want to get uptake away my aptmake me live miles away from my boyfriendtell me i have to take medicine but then make me feel like shit wh...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:50:00 PST

oh flower of carnage

 ShindeitaAsa niTomorai noYuki ga furuHagure inu noTouboeGeta noOtokishimuIin na naomosaMitsumete arukuYami wo dakishimeruJanomeno kasa hitotsuInochi no michi woYuku onnaNamida wa tooniSutemashit...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:53:00 PST

life 2

sometimes i ask myself, why?why do things happen the way they do?why must we feel pain to learn things?why and how did i get here?i had been asking myself, where are you god? where?for so long......
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Sun, 25 May 2008 09:59:00 PST

life.

sometimes life lessons are so hard to learn and hurt so bad.but one thing i can pass to you- never, NEVER take for granted what you have- cherish it, love it, encourage it, dont turn your back on it, ...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Sun, 25 May 2008 09:34:00 PST

secret things you dont know!

name ten things that no one knows about you and then tag 10 people. 1.  im taking kung fu lessons (those start tomorrow) , tai chi lessons (with my roomate and to improve the kung fu), and hopefu...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:17:00 PST

the chapel.

went to the chapel today to prayi asked jesus to take all my pain awayto mend my heart and patch my woundsbecause i felt i would go crazy soon.i know that life is full of these trialsand know that ill...
Posted by the Poisonous lady. on Wed, 07 May 2008 05:04:00 PST