About Me
**Im Nichole**
♥im kind of a big deal.
I am not single**
I am dating Matthew Haskins. ♥
I believe in god, and I always will. He is one of the few who will always be there for me. I thank him for that. Believe is a word that anyone can use. believe in yourself and nothing can hold you down. I pretty much hate my life. im outgoing. i know what i want and wont stop till i get it, I believe in perfection and strive to attain it. im not here to impress you so im going to give it to you straight. i am probably one of the most confusing and difficult people you will ever come in contact with. at times i almost can not even understand myself. my style changes faster than the weather and along with it so does my personality. Color me black and white, if you will. There are no grey areas, no inbetweens with me. you will either love me or you will hate me, and you will be quick to realize this. i can be your best friend or your worst enemy, you decide. Either way, im here to stay. im am very opinionated, i speak my mind. if you piss me off ill be sure to tell you. I don’t hate people for no reason. People judge me instantly. personally, i find it to be my charm. being sweet doesnt get you very far. Putting others before yourself only limits your own potential, so therefore most of my concerns involve myself and just that. but dont get me wrong. there are people in my life i would take a bullet for. i am shallow but i'm not conceided. Although i am a strong believer in self-love, i dont infact fancy myself. im not about to sit here and tell you im a good person at heart, because im not. I have made many mistakes in my life. I feel I have failed at life. i have loved and lost, story of my life. i have had my own heart broken too many times. I no longer believe people when they tell me that they love me. They have to Prove it to me.. i am a product of my past and nothing more. it seems as though every person i have ever truely loved has managed to hurt me or stab me in the back somehow. it has made it hard to trust anyone. i do not care about too many people. i can count my true friends on one hand. im very insecure, im also very lonely, but i only have myself to blame. im a flirt but it hardly means i like you, so dont flatter yourself. i aim high and am always shot down. i want what i cannot have, and i will not settle for anything less. i seem to alianate every person who gets too close to me. everytime i let myself care for another it gets thrown back in my face. I become easily attached and therefore i suffer. people seem to enjoy taking advantage of my friendship. i may be one to forgive, but sweety..i never forget. my trust is something many of you will never earn, and once you lose it then it is gone for good. i have learned from experiance not to give out second chances, they only lead to more pain. i do not have alot of real friends in this world. and im not afraid to admit it because its about quality not quantity, and the few friends i have i love more than anything . Screw what you hear about me & get to know me. If you knew me way back a couple years ago, or just if you knew me anytime back, then erase your image on me. I`ve changed. I`m different now. . i am a simple girl with complex thoughts. i'm a small girl with a big heart. i'm not what you have heard and i am not what you expect. i am real. my words are pure. i know who i am and i know where i am going. i know my fears and i know my passions. i know myself better than anyone. i am nice until you betray me. i'll give almost anyone a chance, that's the most i can offer. I dream, I wish, I believe.
I'm pretty fucking cool with only a few minor glitches and sarcasm is my weapon of choice.
I have a sassmouth and a spunk attitude, and I like It. So there.
It's called karma. what goes around comes around.
Things do happen for a reason, yeah yeah
I do get jealous easily, dont even try that
I will try to prove my point, i have to win.
Im paranoid and cant help but to
assume the worst, so dont leave out the details.
Im constantly cold, i hate it.
I love the smell of the outside, just as much as being with matthew .
i cry over small things.
i tend to get over them though.
i get distracted easily.
youll probabaly think im the meanest person ever. but im just honest.
i tend to get really annoying. but tell me to shutup and i most likely will.
i have the tendency to always make people laugh. i dont know why?
i listen to horrible music but i always seem to get other people to listen to it with me.
im pretty much your typical girl. =] boys. makeup. best friends. makes me happy.
i hate going to school without my best friend however we always seem to be with eachother in the end.
the beach is my favorite place to think and i think it always will be. =]
I always wish at repeating numbers, its been a habit since sixth grade.
if you make a wish with me,i'll love you forever.
Music is amazing, but its not life and you know it
judge me? i'll be what you sterotyped me as, promise.
lying to me wont get me to trust you.
I forgive, but i dont forget
I always wear a hair tie on my left hand, always.
I drink milk plain,by its self. i dont care if you don't.
Im smart, but i have no common sense
thats it..hxc awsme lyts
