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killing yourself for something to live for

About Me

For the same reason there is Alchemy. The same reason we have gods. They raise us above our attachments and remove our emotional bounds to show us a different point of view. They teach of higher worlds, and give us a glimpse of our own from a higher point of view. They cause us to understand our motivations and to circumscribe our desires. They motivate us to create holy (great) monuments, inspire teachings of greatness, and have led to our present development. The question is not why use drugs, but why refuse? ::pato banton says:: It's extraordinary when you check it out love is one of the most used words without a doubt. Singers use it constantly because a love song can make lots of money. So many people find it appealing but do they really know the true meaning of love? The real thing not no imitation not lust or infatuation. Let's forget about the love in the T. V. the kiss me baby, squeeze me, please don't leave me. True love is a heavenly gift and it never gets possessive or selfish. The more you love is the more you care the more you care is the more you share. With your mother, your father, your sister and your brother and every member of the human race.One Love, Stay Positive, 1996

My Interests

music, cultures, government, norml activities, my boyfriend, stelletos, the wall, beauty school, clubbing, dj's, My little street teams for the bands I oh so love, vodka cranberries, dale city cats and those crazy nights that are lost between the hours of sunset and sunrise.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

slipknot, my chemical romance, bob marley, the used, glassjaw, tool, system of a down, the white stripes, a perfect circle, the vines, incubus, korn, greenday, otep, ELISIUM, velevt revolver, jane's addiction, the doors, the beatles, black sabbath, led zepplin, zwan, maroon 5, the eagles, pink floyd, dr.dre, snoop dogg, jay-z, manson, rage against the machine, blink 182, atreyu, muse, lords of acid, nirvana, deftones, bleeding through, snow patrol, interpol, jet, the strokes, box car racer and countless techno songs i can never remember the names of...

Movies:

Blow, The beach, Cheech and Chong, Family Guy, Pulp Fiction, The Doors, Almost Famous, Under Blackpool Lights, Helter Skelter, Fear and Loathing, Harold and Kumar, Willy Wonka, THE Rules of Attraction, Office Space, Eternal Sunshine, Fight Club, Spun, Alice in Wonderland... to name a few...

Heroes:

pato banton mystic roots bob marley nelson mandela black sabbath tommy chong anybody willing to kick bush's ass and of course my girl alice ;) wow i think this is more people i base life off of.... whatevers

My Blog

it's a suicide party and im guarenteed to fucking snap

things have been pretty... shitty to say the least.   i dont know what im gonna do anymore.  i need a change bad.  i havnt been taking my medication so im on edge like crazy. ...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 12:39:00 PST

happy 19th letdown

2 days and counting til #19.... happy birthday to me life right now is in the shits. i hyave a horse shoe so far up my ass it seems like all i get now is bad luck.  trying to go to beauty school,...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 04:58:00 PST

you love me in the most painful way...

reality has struck me like a ton of bricks being thrown from the top of a stairway. Its true what the books say, how life seems to hit you gradually, then suddenly.  the sudden realization of the...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Wed, 17 May 2006 09:09:00 PST

sleep silent and wait...

things ahve began to wind down into a big mush right about now. these are the things i dread about relationahips but when one is in love, we can only sacrafise those annoyances.  Im the insomniac...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 09:25:00 PST

recovery ward

the past month has honestly been a large stressful yet fun bllur in my life.  besides my very unhealthy way of relieving such stress, i have enjoyed my time binging out the anxiety that has been ...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 05:22:00 PST

feel good again...

the earth deserves the rain today.. it looks like its been through a tough weekend. prom was exciting. i guess ill have to start out with that night. the past few days (late last week) had sucked m...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i never

put in an x by all the things you have done (if uve been drunk x-in i have never been drunk...ect) (x) I've Never Been Drunk (x) I've Never Smoked Pot ( x) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The O...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

open the window... my soul is stuffy

things lately have been good. i know i havnt really updated anything in this bitch so here it goes. i went and saw slipknot... and the weekend befor that i had a strange night with the lovely sidney ...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

survey a la jess

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Jessica WrenBirthday:Oct. 25 1987Birthplace:Dale CityCurrent Location:Stafford... aka shithole Eye Color:blue... although they change depending on my moodHair C...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

medicated mahem

lately things have been going soso. its a mix of ups and downs with more ups thankfully. the downs just started to come... which means im sure that this week will be full of things that'll be fucked ...
Posted by *jessica*wren* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST