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I'm Ashley, but my close friends call me Ashes. I'm a chick. I'm Irish, German, & Welsh.
I am 17 and I do have my license. However, I do not have a car.. damn.
I'm the kind of friend who you can give something to, and I would have it 10 years from now. I cherish everything my friends give to me.
I am NOT single. I am with Kyle. =]
So back the hellz off.
Nothing can create or destroy me. I am who I am. I change for no one.
I've came to the realization that I am a pididal junkie. The end.
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..."
-- On The Road Jack Kerouac
I have a few bad habits.. I tend to get a lot of cuts and bruises because I'm klumzy. And I like to pick the scabs.
I bite my nails way too much, especially during movies. I'm trying to stop, so I'm chewing a lot of gum. Well, at least I have minty breath!
I do curse, and I have no problem with it. Especially when I'm very angry. I get ticked off easily sometimes.
Also, another bad habit.. I used to dye my hair a lot. I still do, just not as often. I'm trying to let it grow.
When I sneeze, I can't just do it once. I have to sneeze more than one time AND when someone spits, I have to spit.
Weird reactions.
Next to the bad habits, there is sometimes good ones.
I do not do drugs. They are lame and nothing will change my mind on that.
Whenever possible, I try to find my nearest friend to cuddle with.. well, maybe because I am a cuddle WHORE.
I really like photography. It makes me scream of happiness. And I also write down ideas for photography every time I get one.
Along with that.. I just like art, of any sort, of any kind.
I am a good listener, and I can give good advice. So.. need someone? Talk to me.
I like to reaaadddd!.. mhmm. That's correct. Yep, read.
As confident and happy as I am all the time - don't let my actions deceive you, I AM self-conscious.
Soo much more about me! RAAHHH!
If I believe in something, I will definitely fight for it. I'm not a fake voice that gets waved in the air.
When arguing or trying to prove a point, I will most definitely back it up if I know I'm correct about it. If I'm wrong I will either admit it, or just give up.
I can not trust people. I only have a select few I can trust. It's hard to gain my trust AND respect.
I can read people as if I were reading a book. SOMETIMES. Well, most of the time.. I really do hate fake people though.
I hate how when people try to be different. Dummies.
AND!!! I hate people who think they are better than everyone else and try to act intimidating just so they don't look fake. You are fucking shallow, just because you show your feelings, doesn't mean your fucking fake.
I despise people who crave attention. I hate a lot of girls. I hate a lot of guys too. I would probably hate you. At first anyway. I give people chances, sometimes.
I live to make my friends happy because they like to make me happy. YAY! Happiness.
Dancing music & breaking out into silly dances with my friends is a daily scheduled task.
I will kick your ass at tickling and biting. Well... uhm.. I can try at least. Heh.
My boyfriend is amazing. I couldn't ask for more.
I like being happy. JUST LIKE YOU SHOULD BE! =]
I'm in love with photography, and i want to get a scholarship for it. I find it strange that I love it soo much, but I dislike my class a lot in school.
I can smell at times. I DO shower. I just feel more like myself when I don't. Plus, I like my smell. If you don't.. then don't bother with me at all. Being adventurous and being random are always good. I enjoy doing so!
I have many many unknown random facts about me.
I can be mysterious, and I love it.
I've been told I'm crazy, but that's always a good thing.
"When we are unhurried and wise, we perceive that only great and worthy things have any permanent and absolute existence, that petty fears and petty pleasures are but the shadow of the reality...."
-- Thoreau
There is plenty to know about me. Actually .. too much to type.
Just Instant Message me nukkas; Nostalgic Cliche .

My Interests

music. art. adventures. want to travel badly. friends. having fun. screaming. listening. singing. life. dancing. hyperness. shows. reading. being myself. tlaking. cutting and dying hair. photography. sewing. animals. giving advice. night time. writing. meeting new people. abandoned places. games. boys. love. emotions.

Create Your Own!

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet any person
who isn't fake;
and any who is willing to
have fun. =)

Music:

Tons of different things. Expand your mind!

The Adicts // As I Lay Dying // Aus Rotten // Against Me! // Atreyu // Bleeding Through // Bikini Kill // Bread and Water // Black Flag // Brain Drill // Blondie // Bad Brains // Bratmobile // Bury Your Dead // Blood for Blood // Crass // Chasing Victory // Cheap Sex // Clit 45 // Choking Victim // The Cure // Conflict // Cat Power // The Devotchkas // Dead Kennedys // Defiance, Ohio // The Dresden Dolls // Dropkick Murphys // DOOM // Eighteen Visions // Everytime I die // The Exploited // Exteme Noise Terror // FEAR // Gogol Bordello // Gravy Train!!! // GBH // The Germs // Horror Pops // In/Humanity // Haste the day // It Dies Today // Joan Jett and The Black Hearts // Johnny Cash // Job for a Cowboy // Leftover Crack // Lunachicks // Lower Class Brats // Lamb of God // Le Tigre // L7 // The Misfits // Missy Elliot // Nausea // Norma Jean // No Cash // Oxymoron // Operation Ivy // Poison the Well // Peaches // PJ Harvey // Pennywise // Phobia // Rasputina // Rusted Root // The Ramones // System of a down // Social Distortion // Sublime // Silverstein // Sleater-Kinney // Sonic Youth // Streelight Manifesto // Toxic Narcotic // Toy Dolls // The Unseen // Underoath // The Virus // X-Ray Spex // Zao // Zounds

And A LOT more.
Just ask. =DD

Movies:

The Notebook
A Clockwork Orange
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind.
Pet Detective
Biodome
American History X
The Outsiders
Romper Stomper
Fight Club

MANY MORE.

Television:

I now have satelitte, niggaz.
I only watch it when I'm extremely bored and there's nothing to do due to the weather..

Books:

usually books that can catch and keep my attention.

The Coldest Winter Ever
The Giver
Go Ask Alice
Farenheit 451
The Outsiders
The Vagina Monologues
CUNT
SLUT!
Hairstyles of the Damned
Indestructable
..and other various stuff including comics and zines.
MANY MORE.

Heroes:

My hero is my mother. She may come off as a bitch to some of you, but she is really a great person. She tells me everything, I tell her everything. That's how it is. She has my back when I get into trouble and I have hers when she gets upset. We do have rough times, but we don't ignore them. We actually talk to each other and work things out. Without her, I seriously have no idea where I'd be. Thanks for being a great Mother, mom. I don't EVER want to lose you. ♥ I love you.

My Blog

The General - Dispatch

There was a decorated General with a heart of gold That likened him to all the stories he told Of past battles won and lost and legends of old A seasoned veteran in his own time On the battlefie...
Posted by Ashes on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:34:00 PST

Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating.

I guess I will have to learn what I have, instead of what I had. Never put it into perspective. My best friend gave up on me completely.. I'm upset.. ....Good bye. Oh, we never know wher...
Posted by Ashes on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 09:02:00 PST

My fortune cookie !

Before you catch the light, deal with the darkness. ..hey guys, i have a job now. =] i start tomorrow. weee.
Posted by Ashes on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:34:00 PST

Important updatttteeee !!!!! READ

I just want someone who will treat me the best. Someone who will WANT me to be by their side. Someone who wants to cuddle rather than have SEX. I'm looking, I thought I found a nice boy. But I believe...
Posted by Ashes on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:39:00 PST

EVERYONE; important? READ.

I'm starting to write about certain things everday.This is from last week.[Also posted in blog.] I keep to myself.I have learned.I no longer get intertwined with anyones problems.Anymore, if anyone as...
Posted by Ashes on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 06:27:00 PST

I can be a sweetheart, I promise. (IMISSYOU)

1. I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you.2 - I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your b...
Posted by Ashes on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:08:00 PST

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i needy fine me a boy to rest my teeth upon..!to place my head against..!to throw my fist at..! SOMEONE TO TACKLE ME AND KICK MY ASS. I need to find me a boy. IM ON A HUNT....
Posted by Ashes on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 04:22:00 PST

Incredible. Deep thought.

Today in Science class. We were talking about the Big Bang- which is the primordial explosion of space at the beginning of time -and we are expanding right now as I type and you read this. Instead of ...
Posted by Ashes on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 01:23:00 PST

Fuck everything.

What the fuck is wrong with today? EVERYTHING that can possibly go wrong, went wrong. EVERY single thing. Who the fuck are my real friends? Where the fuck does my life belong? Who the fuck can I talk ...
Posted by Ashes on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:41:00 PST

It's never simplicity.

Why can't I act upon them?! Why can't I discontinue thinking of doing them? I want to, so bad. But I just never do. What holds me back, what makes me scream inside? Is it the way I think? Perha...
Posted by Ashes on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 01:34:00 PST