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About Me

keep yourself away. far away from me. ill be your perfect enemy. ok no im a thinker. i love sitting in the most comfortable place at the right time and talk about things in between us that are common. i dont think its wrong to tell someone your real feelings, i love it so much when people are open with me and tell me how its really going... not like when your checking out at the grocery store and the cashier asks you how your doing you reply "oh im doing pretty-well".. i dont like that, lets be real and tell the cashier your day sucks and she may have some advice...ok not really, but you get what im trying to say..On an opposite note, im a pretty shy person until i become comfortable around you. normally if i am shy when we meet it means im still trying to figure you out. trust me you will know if i want to be around you.I just want to be real with everyone, i dont like words that are overused to become somebody that your not, lets just be ourselves and come to the conclusion we cant have everything we want.

My Interests

i enjoy writing, i love paitings, music is my escape, its just something that ill always have a passion for.. so if your music is in my car and it sucks.. its flying out the window. i like to go out and party and have a good time if the enviroment is clean and everyone is nice to be around.

I'd like to meet:

richey edwards

Music:

this is where one would list as many obscure band names that one can remember in an attempt to sound cool

Movies:

i wish one day ill become one of those guys that can ask "HEY remember in "insert movie here" when that guy jumped off the cliff and landed on the bicycle and rolled 30 and did 3 triple backflips!but yes.. dont ask me alot about movies, i dont watch them often.

Television:

news is depressing, some tv shows are alright, but when its broadcasted to the public it takes away its creativity.

Books:

i like reading about horoscopes, perks of being a wallflower, anything along those lines.

Heroes:

in limousines we have sex, every night with my famous friends.

My Blog

intruder alert

I hate you. I just do. Like a thief in the night you've sneaked into my life. You've lurked in shadows but you've decided to show yourself up. Effortlessly you got through my defenses with your slow d...
Posted by ryawn on Mon, 21 May 2007 04:23:00 PST

bye

I've got everything I need - Almost, Something is missing, however I've got no clue, I guess I have to go And search some other place to find it. Ill get my coat on the way out....
Posted by ryawn on Thu, 17 May 2007 02:09:00 PST

uhh.. wow

"Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking the dragNow they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest ...
Posted by ryawn on Fri, 11 May 2007 09:41:00 PST

im like

hahahaahhahahaahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaahkekeface
Posted by ryawn on Wed, 09 May 2007 12:53:00 PST

mantra

I'm not feeling so good today.I think I'm coming down with something.Flu or canceror some unknown disease. Last night something happened that made me weep. It caused this tiny flicker of faith i...
Posted by ryawn on Tue, 08 May 2007 04:19:00 PST

pharrel and his boys

ice cream skate team ...
Posted by ryawn on Tue, 01 May 2007 03:21:00 PST

in this game of conversation

I dont really understand the differnce in a person to another besides the fact i can see in a person and figure out whether or not they are an extrovert or not. This is something i dont blame on human...
Posted by ryawn on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 02:39:00 PST

i wont speak

Something's wrong with you... and I hope we never do meet again. it's so simple to look at every little thing i do wrong. it's so simple to overlook every little thing i do right, right? ...
Posted by ryawn on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 08:23:00 PST

Wasting Time

i only told a few people i have ADD, because i am embarrassed. i'm still embarrassed, but whatever, it's me i guess, so there is no getting away from it. i've always found that it is just better to la...
Posted by ryawn on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:52:00 PST

...............

im talking to the ceiling.... my life just lost all meaning.
Posted by ryawn on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 08:17:00 PST