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About Me


My Religion Is Lesbianism. My Moral Code Is: All Hail Women, In All Their Beauty.
♥RIP HEFFA♥
♥RIP RUSSELLE♥
♥RIP SHADOE♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥&hea rts;♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
If you see me, just run in the other direction.
Spare us both the pain of my broken path that I lead in life.
It's not worth it to entangle yourself in my web. I'm like a spider. My poison seeps into your veins and I paralyze you.
You helped me spin this crazy web and now you're stuck.
I can't get you out because you're struggling and the more I help, the worse the poison affects your system.
So you hang around in my web for a while until you die.
Unfortunately, I don't reep the benefits.
I'm the only spider that will stay there and grieve.
I will tear myself apart wondering why the poison got to you. It wasn't something I could control, you let me in, and I put you down.
My self defense system in my brain tells me that an attack to the heart is something worth fighting for, so the poison is released and there is no turning back.
I will sit here, for the rest of my life and wonder why I can't get it right, why the poison always hurts the ones I love.
And still there is nothing I can do, because my heart is gaurded now, forever.
So the poison will get everyone. It won't let anyone in.
My body's self defense mechanism will be the death of me.
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Beauty is a thing seldom seen
No one sees it because no one looks
Or at least not in the right place
Beauty is held by all
Within the soul it lies
Waiting to come out to the surface
Only it can't
Beauty is supressed by the evils of the world
Only love can bring beauty out
Once seen
Beauty never hides again
Not even hatred can deny beauty
Of it's true design
Beauty although possessed by all
Will only ever be truly seen by few
And fewer yet will ever see
One of the most beautiful sights
The beauty held by you.
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FUCK.
I'm Emily.
I ♥ pillows.
I ♥ dinosaurs. rawr.
I ♥ talking.
I ♥ wrestling with brother.
I ♥ flip-flops.
I ♥ eyeliner.
I ♥ my stupid car.
I ♥ tattoos.
I ♥ glitter.
I ♥ my BFF.
I ♥ crayons.
I ♥ swedish fish.
I ♥ tegan and sara.
I ♥ chipped nail polish.
I ♥ chicken.
I ♥ gerber daisies.
I ♥ tracks.
I ♥ blankies.
I ♥ reading.
I ♥ splashing in puddles.
I ♥ friends.
I ♥ pink.
I ♥ shopping.
I ♥ my horse.
I ♥ cuddling.
I ♥ the sun.
I ♥ singing in the shower.
I ♥ pop-tarts.
I ♥ my mom.
I ♥ the number 33.
I ♥ stars.
I ♥ playing in mud.
I ♥ worms. eww.
I ♥ piercings.
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If my heart could choose a single star in the sky,
it would choose you.
If my heart could wish for one thing,
it would wish for you to be happy.
If my heart could recall one memory,
it would recall the first time I knew I loved you.
If my heart could cry one more tear,
it wouldn't cry over the pain of losing you,
but rather over the satisfaction of knowing it finally figured out what was destroying it.
For once in my life my heart has taught me that it's better off broken than played.
It's better off ripped at the seams than used.
And most of all, it's better off left on the floor bleeding than misunderstood.
And there it will lie until someone takes time to notice how battered and torn it is.
Until then...

My Interests

Live through feeling and you will live through love. For feeling is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are. Piece by piece I've built my walls, and burned the bridges down, that lead back to people like you.

You're out in left field, and lacking interest. You fight the boredom, but it makes no difference. Your mental health, kid, that's what's in question. Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing.

What did you take me for, a fool? Or were you just too blind to see, That every effort made has failed, And there is no destroying me.

Strip away vanity, Just as you comsume me. Broken smile, starless sky. Save it all, Say goodbye.

Thanks again for my misery, And you run with fake friends. I'm sick of your sad songs and singalongs, I kind of like it when things are wrong.

The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow. And if you come and meet me tomorrow, I will hold you down. Fold you in. Deep, deep, deep. In the fiction we live.

So I say thank you for the scars, And the guilt and the pain. Every tear I've never cried, Has sealed your fucking fate.

I'd like to meet:

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-Kat Von D
-world's largest moth...no shit my friend...
-melissa ethridge
-mater...like tamater but without the ta
-tegan and sara
-christina aguilera
-jack
-madonna
-my grandpa...he died 2 weeks before i was born
-oprah
-martha stuart...?
-hot porn stars
-members of the postal service
-chris garver
-my real dad...he left before i was born
-albert einstein
-missy elliot...for sure she's bomb

Music:


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-something corporate
-LCD soundsystem
-hyphy
-bloc party
-tegan and sara
-the academy is
-city and colour
-motion city soundtrack
-fall out boy
-panic at the disco
-pitbull
-gwen stefani
-missy elliot
-hellogoodbye
-gym class heroes
-the postal service
-deathcab for cutie
-cold play
-rascal flatts
-trading yesterday
-madelyn
-timbaland
-joan jet
-rilo kiely
-eminem...haha
-mindless self indulgence
-nine inch nails
-matt kearney
-sum 41
-the fray
-gorillaz
-good charlotte
-offspring
-paramore
-flyleaf
-linkin park
-the killers
-plain white t's
ashlee simpson
breaking benjamin
-afi
-rise against
-a perfect circle
-aerosmith
-christina aguilera
-akon
-alien ant farm
-red hot chili peppers
-alkaline trio
-three days grace
-all american rejects
-carrie underwood
-amber pacific
beck
-natasha bedingfield
-chamillionaire
-the b52's
-gnarls barkley
-dave matthew's band
-billy joel
-kanye west
-blink 182
-toby keith
-box car racer
-t.a.t.u.
-black eyed peas
-...there's a lot more...

Movies:


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-the labyrinth
-cars
-teenage mutant ninja turtles
-aqua teen hunger force
-happy feet
-saw 1.2.3
-harold the duck
-domino
-tank girl
-harry potter
-hostel
-the hills have eyes
-meet the robinsons
-pirates of the carribean
-x-men
-the davinci code
-ice age 1.2
-napoleon dynamite
-casino royale
-love actually
-rent
-the boondock saints
-ray
-kill bill 1.2
-eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
-the notebook
-borat
-the fast and the furious:tokyo drift
-the omen
-the lake house
-silent hill
-texas chainsaw massacre
-she's the man
-the ring 1.2
-be cool
-crash
-must love dogs
-the descent
-marie antionette
-300
-the chronicles of narnia
-wedding crashers
-mr. and mrs. smith
-hitch
-the 40 year old virgin
-the number 23
-...there's a lot more...

Television:


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-MTV
-America's Next Top Model
-The L Word
-Dancing With The Stars
-Miami Ink
-King Of The Hill
-Nick Cannon
-The Amazing Race
-The Bad Girl's Club
-Almost anything on Fuse
-Futurama
-Aqua Teen Hunger Force
-Shear Genius
-Alias
-The Snorks
-Survivor
-American Idol
-Scrubs
-The Simpsons
-What I Like About You
-That 70's Show
-Family Guy
-South Park
-Grey's Anatomy
-The Bachelor
-Rob and Big
-The Ellen DeGeneres Show
-Saturday Night Live
-TRL
-...there's a lot more...

Books:


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-The catcher in the rye
-White Oleander
-They do it with mirrors
-The cat in the hat
-Green eggs and ham
-Where the sidewalk ends
-The Poky Little Puppy
-Harry Potter
-The Snowy Day
-When you give a mouse a cookie
-Where the wild things are
-The left hand of darkness
-A million little pieces

Heroes:

Dani Fuckin' Lea
Hannah And Laura

Katelin

ViV-uhhh

Sofia

Jordan

Shannon

Anita

Jeanna

Shannon

Tazz

Amelia

Jess And Nick

Jenn

Megan

Cousin Kyle...Jason's Brother

Cousin Jason...Kyle's Brother

Amy

Chelsea

Bad Bitch

Nicole

Taryn

Zak

Miss

Ashlea

Brandi

My Blog

This Girl...

This Girl Captivates Me. She Doesn't Know It. She Makes My Heart Skip A Beat. We Usually Talk Late At Night On Different Days. She's Adorable And She Knows It. Sigh......
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 03:54:00 PST

You helped me spin this crazy web...

If you see me, just run in the other direction.  Spare us both the pain of my broken path that I lead in life.  It's not worth it to entangle yourself in my web.  I'm like a spider.&nbs...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 04:11:00 PST

Empty and Rusting

Each Time I Think Of You, My Heart Beats Slower And Slower.  It's killing me.  You're killing me.  My pride is running low, I was injecting it into you.  Each time I smiled at yo...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 03:40:00 PST

Choke On It

Definition of Dismiss: to discharge or remove.  to discard or reject.  to put off or away, esp. from consideration; put aside; reject.  to have done with (a subject) after summary treat...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 07:46:00 PST

I can't stand myself. Fuck.

One Hundred and Fifty Percent I am the worst girlfriend, daughter, and friend ever.  I can't get anything right.  I try really hard...one would give me credit for that, but trying isn't...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 01:07:00 PST

I felt the Grace of Heaven...

So I'm not a religious person at all, but I saw God the other day...I felt the grace of Heaven upon me.  I felt it as I watched my best friend cry with her horse's head on her lap as she&nbs...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 01:14:00 PST

If my ?

If my heart could choose a single star in the sky, it would choose you. If my heart could wish for one thing, it would wish for you to be happy. If my heart could recall one memory, it would recall th...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:18:00 PST

As if you never really lived until now

There are some people in life that you feel like you've known forever, but in reality you've really only just met. And somehow that person brings up strange and significant memories of someone or som...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 12:18:00 PST

Mixed Emotions of a Heartless Mind

This is just a little something I wrote in Pop Culture Class this year.  Hope you like it!!!   I saw the best minds of my generation injected with mouths wide open on a bed dead roses and du...
Posted by ™ A Fuckin° Trade Mark ™ on Sat, 27 May 2006 03:02:00 PST