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my grandmother and grandfather but i see it to late because they just past away 2years ago. But it sad for me because other people that I know no what they gandparent look like, but not me. But now I know they are waching me trying to guide me in the right way in no in my heart that they are right their every step I make but soon I hope to see them.
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Passion Is A Motha Fucken Beautiful Thang...HaHaHa
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Smile Now..Cry Later I wish i could see my fathers face just once..today or tomarrow my hearts full of sorrow...sick of this pain..hard to count the tears when you standing in the rain/ Meant to say sorry but today is too tardy livin in this broken home...somehow you know how to be a father without even having your own/ Cant lie i thought about grabbing my nine and blowin my dome...would of gave you my heart if i'd had only known you were weak...thru rap i found courage to speak write these words wiping tears from my cheek/ Still remember flipping you over and finding you dead paramedics came and found no pulse to be read...at night i still see you laying in that bed...wish it was me instead scared of the thoughts in my head/ Feel like i'm gonna snap and do something crazy...my biggest regret is you wont see me marry that one special lady or even hold my babies/ Seems like I was just getting to know the true you...why'd you have to leave? made it hard to pick up the bible read and believe...still bereaved even today I grieve/ I try to talk to you dad a dozen times a day...I pray and I pray waiting for you to say something but all I hear is nothing/ You left me depressed and stressed with memories repressed, but i still thank god cause I know I was blessed to share the same family crest/ Its almost been a year since i've seen your smile or heard your laugh...scared that my memories wont last so I keep pictures near to help me remember the past/ Even breakfest dont taste the same I bite into it and taste the pain...I promise my love will never waiver it'll just grow greater while I smile now and cry later/
God my mother and dad and last but not least my Uncle.