im a musician and a stagehand... i create music and help other people create music... i like to do movie set grip work on the side as well... i choose this path because theres no way i can do any harm to anyone, any place, or anything with music... nothing but good can come of it... i truly beleve in it... when i was younger working 9 to 5 i felt like i was contributing to a cause that was, to be frank, evil... if i worked at a factory doing maintenance i felt like i was contributing to global warming... if i worked in food service i felt like i was contributing to making people unhealthy, etc etc... anything i had to do to get by felt wrong to me and i hate to admit it but i do need a source of income in this crazy society to go anywhere in life... but i decided that i would rather do something i really beleved in than do something to make my life easier... im just glad im pursuing something i love to do and making a buck while im at it... i dont need to be rich but i dont want to have to worry about money being the reason why i cant do what i beleve in either... but there was no way in hell i was going to contribute to the problem and not the solution... so i quit my money making evil jobs and now i eat mac and cheese everyday... hah, not literally but i like mac anyways...
im very contradicting of myself, yet very structured at the same time which really confuses alot of people... on the outside i have little or no emotion, but its really the opposite on the inside. many people are mislead due to the lack of emotion i let out, and it can get me into trouble sometimes... lotsa people think i hate them when i really dont... dont get me wrong i hate alot of people and love alot of people as well... dont think i hate you just because i havent called you or talked to you for a while...
i communicate well on a realistic or philosophical level but horribly on an emotional level and thats because i dont really like emotions except happiness and similar emotions... not to say that im a robot or anything... of course i feel sad or happy... i think sadness is an essential part of being human, and your not really alive unless you do feel sad sometimes... and its those sad kind of feelings really remind me that im alive but happy is the only one i really like so anytime i feel bad emotionally i usually repress those feelings into something else that isn't bad or vent it somehow... and people get sooo confused when i do this because they know im upset but im acting like im not... so don't trip out if i do this because im just trying to keep bad vibes away from everybody else... i know i feel bummed when someone else is bummed... so if i dont seem bummed, hopefully you wont be bummed either.... make sense? ha ha wow that was alot of emotion... like i said... contradictory sometimes
some people describe me as cold, uncaring, selfish, and stupid... others describe me as reliable, independant, smart, and easy to get along with... the truth is im gonna treat you exactly the way i think you deserve to be treated... im a belever of you get what you give... so if im acting like an asshole chances are you were being an asshole first... regardless im not going to go out of my way to be a dickhead in any situation... im truly really easy to get along with if you are easy to get along with
im very distant from everyone, even my very close friends... im not very open mouthed, and in most cases, i would never tell you unless you asked... lemme put it like this... most of my doors are locked in my head and not too many people have the keys to get into those doors... so people find it hard to build bonds with me... not that i dont like having friends... and my friends like me too... many good things can come of friendship and many bad things can come as well... so my attitude is "if you think im worth it then i think your worth it"
i keep high spirits in spite of the voids i fill and ignore (women, money, sex, and uhhhh... women, sex, girls, boobies, etc.) and so far ive done fairly well... feeling bad is a choice and its a choice i choose not to make regardless of what reality is... im not going to ignore the facts but im not gonna let it kick my ass either... i only need to go as far as realization and contemplation of whats right or wrong, good or bad... feeling bad leads to anger... anger leads to fear, fear leads to hate, and hate leads to the dark side... thanks yoda... although i agree that ignorance is bliss, just cause nobody was there to hear the tree fall doesnt mean that it didnt fall... in other words... i keep a positive yet realistic attitude
my expectations from other humans in life are usually low and i dont expect life to be easy... it makes dissapointments much easier to deal with and the good things in life get that much better... it also makes me alot less demanding of my friends... i know this is wrong in its own little way but its usually more of an instinct than a consious thought
i love positive energy, and see negitive energy as a balance of positive energy... im very realistic about identifying energy, rather than optimistic or pessimistic... i try to keep myself centered at all times, im not religious AT ALL, im very internal and live in my own little world. i love talking and laughing at myself... which kinda makes me think ive got about 20 different people living in my head... but we all get along... we just dont have enough to pay for the rent ha ha...
im my own friend, and i love being alone most of the time... but the reality is if your human then sometimes you need to give your love and have someone give it back to you... i dont think ill ever truly be desicive about it... but ill put it this way, ive got a big ass sack of love to trade with someone... and i can't just keep it here inside cause its too heavy to carry by myself... the only other solution would be to throw away this big sack of love and uhh... these analogies have gone far enough i think... you get the point... basically... what im trying to say is; the love in me is probably worth more to someone else than it is to me and likewise... just gotta find her before i give any away...
i hate being worried about, or being dependant, or asking for help, which gets me into trouble sometimes... i act as if i need nothing to be happy but in reality there is still alot that is missing that i cant create myself or just haven't had the strength to do... i belive that will come in time, and im not worried about it, but i feel like a kid the night before christmas... i want my damn presents! and i want em now!
i dont expect anything from anyone except a little respect... i feel as if i need to earn everything myself... where i am, who i am, and what i am is nobodys fault but mine. i know its not entirely true, but thats how i feel...
i like to do what will medicate my ailments of curiousity... experimenting with ANYTHING and learning anything from it, i consider myself pretty observant... when i wanna be...i enjoy travelling, hiking, playing music (anytime), filmmaking, footbag, cooking, tinkering with the system of anything, working out, good video games(perferably classics like NES or SNES) im open to any type of activity really... as long as its not nothing... i try to be a jack of all trades type of person.
Music is a big part of my life... i think its the most beautiful form of art a human can create and ive experienced first hand the forms of emotion that can be conveyed... and they are pretty damn powerful if you ask me... to me its like a really abstract form of language that everyone can understand...
my musical influnces include:
VIDEO GAME MUSIC BITCHES! Motoi Sakuraba, Yasunori Mitsuda, Nobuo Uematsu, Koji Kondo, Yoko Shimomura, and all kinds of other shit like Symphony X, The Doors, MR BUNGLE, Bela Fleck and the Flecktones, The Who, Yes, CAKE, Alice in Chains, DREAM THEATER, Jethro Tull, Crosby Stills Young and Nash, Boston (debut album only!), Black Sabbath, CCR, Cursor, Cypress Hill, Deep Purple, Devo, DIRE STRAITS, The Doobie Brothers, The Allman Brothers Band, Between the Buried and Me, Cream, Deep Forest, Earth Wind and Fire, Emmerson Lake and Palmer, Enigma, Green Jelly, Faith no more, GWAR, Infected Mushroom, Iron Maiden, King Crimson, MC Chris, Judas Preist, Pantera, Rahzel, String Cheese Incident, TAQ, Tom Jobim, Stan Getz, YNGWIE MALMSTEEN, X Japan, The Presidents of the United States of America, Westley Willis, Kansas, Boz Scaggs, Enigma, Enya, Fantomas, Green Jelly, James Brown, Earth Wind and Fire, kmfdm, LED ZEPPELIN, Steppenwolf, THE MINIBOSSES, The Brian Setzer Orchestra, Ministry, Tom petty and the Heartbreakers, Moby, Blondie, Motorhead, Iced Earth, Narf, Paroxsym, Pearl Jam, Pink Floyd, Peter Gabriel, KMFDM, Primus, Prodigy, Queen, Queens of the Stone Age, Rammstein, risc, Scorpions, Senser, Shonen Knife, Blind Guardian, SOUNDGARDEN, Rush, Ayla, System of a Down, The Beatles, The Advantage, Generic, The Ramones, Tool, The Dillenger Escape Plan, The Beach Boys, The Beastie Boys, Danzig (1-3), old Metallica, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Yasunori Mitsuda and the Millenial Fair, Rage against the machine, Bush, Beck, Dean Martin, any music by Wim Den Herder, John Williams, or Danny Elfman, Classical shit like Franz Liszt, Johann Sabastian Bach, Ludwig von Beethoven and all those dudes, and much much much more.... basically anything that can be appriciated musically... but theres some music i appriciate but wouldnt listen to... anything on the radio most likely sucks and the new age of pop music bullshit makes me sick to my stomach... its all money-oriented nowadays... but some bands today show some promise...
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You scored as Chaotic Good. A Chaotic Good person is someone who has little intrinsic respect for laws or authority, seeing them as insufficient to sustain what's right. These people work according to their own moral compass which, while good, is not necessarily always aligned with that of society. Despite their chaotic tendancies, these people are good at heart.
Chaotic Good
80%
True Neutral
75%
Neutral Evil
65%
Lawful Good
60%
Chaotic Neutral
55%
Neutral Good
55%
Chaotic Evil
30%
Lawful Evil
20%
Lawful Neutral
10%
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion 33%
Stability 73%
Orderliness 30%
Accommodation 30%
Interdependence 30%
Intellectual 90%
Mystical 70%
Artistic 90%
Religious 10%
Hedonism 83%
Materialism 10%
Narcissism 63%
Adventurousness 83%
Work ethic 63%
Self absorbed 36%
Conflict seeking 50%
Need to dominate 36%
Romantic 30%
Avoidant 83%
Anti-authority 83%
Wealth 10%
Dependency 10%
Change averse 16%
Cautiousness 63%
Individuality 50%
Sexuality 36%
Peter pan complex 76%
Physical security 63%
Physical Fitness 57%
Histrionic 16%
Paranoia 83%
Vanity 63%
Hypersensitivity 30%
Female cliche 43% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Physical Appearance
Race Muttified
Height a jolly green 5'11
Weight 145 of pure lovin
Eyes green
Hair yep
Right or Left Handed right
The Past
Born in Fres-YES!
Raised in Smokehurst
Family is from hmmm... european.... im a peein! were all a peein!
Single? yup
Have Kids? nope
Lost your drivers licence? withheld is different than suspended or revoked
Wreaked a car? 2 so far... 1 into a rock face... another from behind... i dont like it from behind too much.....
Been out of your Country? only to go to the drive through liquor place.... ill let you guess this one amigo
Eaten meat in the last 2 years? how bout the last 2 hours?
Been fired more than 5 times? hey i said i resigned!
Ever had a beer mixed with hard alcohol? not in a glass at least...
Graduated High School? with 100+ demerit hours!
Been to College? i sure have........ been to a college
Graduated College? i been to a college!
Voted? nah...
Virgin? nah
Ever Been Divorced? nah
Drugs you've done dont critisize it... legalize it! im rick james bitch! these shnozzberrys taste like shnozzberrys! Salvia Divornium... uhhh.... i forget
Drugs you do im always very medicated
Drugs you don't meth will be the downfall of all... tweakers do us a favor and kill your addiction or yourself...
Ever Shoplifted? nope... and yeah.... kinda... not really... they were gonna throw it away anyways...
Have any DUIs or DWIs? not yet
Had a seizure or blackout? ha ha fun!
Had a Near-Death experiance? couple... drowning is the most memorable
Ever been kicked out of your house? nope
Ever kick someone out of your house? nope
Ever kick ass? much ass kicking lust... but never had to
Ever get your ass kicked? never been threatened to
The Present
Do you have a job? at blare media, a video production company
Do you make more than 20 dollars an hour? try in about 3 hours
What do you drive? a red 90 geo prizm and a red 94 dodge dakota
Do you live with your parents? i live with a parent not my own tho
Do you get along with your parents? sure
What do you live in? a hizzle
The Future
Plan on going to school? yup
Plan on moving to a new town? yup
Do you think a war will happen within 10 years? yup
Do you think Arnold Shwarrzenegger will be re-elected? yup
Plan on getting married? yup... oh wait fuck no!
Plan on having kids? does any one ever?
Your life long goal understanding and harmony
Would you..........
Die for someone? maybe someone or something or maybe one day somewhere
Eat a live animal or insect? mmmmmmmm bugs
Kill someone you knew deserved it? hell yeah! stop breeding stupid people or die!
Steal from the rich? anytime
Give to charity? not all the time
Swear in front of an authority or important figure? important figure maybe... authority figure fuck yeah bitch
Jump off of something that was burning you alive? instant death waaaaay better than slow
Who are you? Batman
12-18-05
Quarter-Circle Jab
Quarter Circle Jab: Live at The Grind - Lagoon
Quarter Circle Jab: Live at The Grind - Earthbound
BUT WAIT THERES MORE! might as well jump bitch
DWAC: Dudes with a Camera OLD SCHOOL!!! films
Your Brain's Pattern
Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.
You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.
And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.
It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world! What Pattern Is Your Brain?
You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered
You feel your life is controlled internally.
If you want something, you make it happen.
You don't wait around for things to go your way.
You value your independence and don't like others to have control.
You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.
You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly. The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test
You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In
your life you have probably been hurt many
times and have gotten some mental scars. This
results in you being distant from people.
Though many think that you are evil, you are
not. What you really are is a person, trying
to forget your pain and past. You are the
person who never seems to care and that is
why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast,
that's what people think. Even if you don't
care that much for your victims, you still
have the ability to care and to generally
feel. It is not lost, just a little
forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to
noticed, and dress in black or other discrete
colours. You don't being in the spotlight and
wish people would just leave you alone. But
once you do get close to someone you have a
hard time letting go and get real down if you
loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
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Where was your soul born?[pics + detailed answeres]
Your soul was born in the Shadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon. No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and never show your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself and you never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hiding your true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to these people and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that you trust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someone who knows what you need. Trust people. You prefer silence and tranquillity. You're calm and collected and a nice person most of the time.
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